"I could respond with a smile but could you read it all?“
If mama earth could dedicate a song it be, “the words get in the way.”
I’m goanna feed the impulse here lovely people while we have some great energy. I feel it full circle, but it’s more of a penetrating spiral. The general question is, “why do we feel compelled to speak and share even when we feel vulnerable about it?” I feel like we’ve all been dancing around this information rabbit hole for so long all we know is we want something bad! Yet, it’s our mother that is hidden within the core intent of all these words; which is what we truly seek.
We can see the same stories intertwining within the sciences, revealing the double sided blades of knowledge pertaining to words and intent. What it comes down to is “intent and paradoxes. what I mean by this is when we are experiencing the passive voice it’s not always bad thing because a strong voice is more than words stung together. What we are saying is also represented and felt by what we are actively. kind of like a mime! There is a saying “it’s not what you say, it’s what you do that counts.” when I saw the other side of this verbal paradox it made sense how behavior and mindset is always dictating within the movement of the participants. Like behavior modification “ I learned firsthand you are eventually what you preoccupy one’s self with. This was and useful observation to see the practical application of what id learned on correspondence.
However, Years latter like deja vu we find ourselves yet again seeking that one answer which has the key to something I need solved; only this time it’s on a deeper level. The cure all is only a cure all for particular occasions blowing away all absolutes I’d previously gained. Never the less, each time we search for remedies saying “I’m looking at information this time it’s with good reason. more diligent, systematic and with focus we narrow it down looking for one solid answer or solution that the majority would agree upon within a infinite land of possibility. when there is no one else there to comprehend we may find our self, changing our own mind “is this really sound thinking in a paradox matrix?”
For instance, if looking at correspondences and find at the bottom of all this information life is about the mystery of frequency. You have another idea. maybe you say “I’ve got it now” and this takes you on a search to look at etymology and ciphering and how words, meanings, and origins have a vibration. Now you go looking at the origins of language and hunt for the truth only to get confused about miss conceptions of truth. Which you happen have learned that barricaded under layers’ argument about who’s God is actually the real boss is actually more about perspective and intent.
That may lead you to look at Queens, Kings, and then observe the word current, which takes you on another whole branch of information about the banking systems which then leads you to more information on “the straw man.” which takes you on a journey to learn of the magnetic micro strips on tree skins they call money which is usurping our life force! For what can you truly about it any way but complain? then you may also know not to focus on negative vibrating material. Many of us on this journey already know If you do try telling the ordinary Joe that, they may just lock you up.
A paradox of the passive voice sometimes comes from a place of being pressured into explaining what your experiencing has been even when you’re not yet ready and have no words gathered on the other end of your knowing. In many cases you’re not allowed to just be! In the meantime, we may be looking for the possible words in every dogma out of fear to conform with what is exceptionable or at least categorized and known. We are working to confirm all the parts of self as valid enough to explain where they fit into life around us.
For me its been ancestral traits manifesting as this odd voice speaking from deep within me since early childhood. I could change my dreams. I saw things like ghost, and had premonitions that showed psychic ability. For example, one time I saw our home on fire in a dream. I knew I was not going to actually be there I had a slumber party; I actually heeded the warning and left a side door open where my family got out safely. The whole building burnt. The fire had started in the complex next door. It was that which let me keep holding on to my gifts as possibly us full instead of separate or confuse me with no one to help. I also knew personal things about people’s personalities far beyond the knowledge that of a small girl. Yet the program insists that we self-proclaim the information within.
Sometimes we are forced to say something, to say anything just to assure we fit into what makes sense. The mind still says, clarity it. Fear may set in because we do not want to be separated from everybody else or risk being declared the crazy word. The program says, if we don’t understand you or can’t relate, you must move 5 spaces back on the board to where the crazy label is. At least at times I know it kind of feels that way when we don’t find a way to connect, and talk about concerns for adding practical application.
However, when your looking for healing the beneficial part of this paradox is humorous because even if forced into needing to clarify that leads us back to ourselves, to confirm and legitimize our sanity against some other dictating voice. The Journey is still beneficial because, it all leads us back to source energy where every syllable has intent attached to it which leads us back to our mother for answers; within the healing the applications we learn we too can become like mother, which is a welcome time loop!
In our rabbit whole searches, one may begin to say nothing at all about what’s newly studied over time. It’s like being embarrassed over a false start or miss fire if we cannot find the correct correspondence of words. A legitimate fear would be that someone may lock us up just for being aware of something that they or their cultural group are not.
At the end of all this knowledge can be frustration then some of us come to realize all we really care about at the end of it is this how do we heal mom? The result would be we can all just chill? This Is the real source for why. What we really want to feel is each other, not word each other to death.
To feel each other again to feel safe, loved and a part of mama. All this learning and all these words lead us back to her. I see finding a way around the words by using words, is only a way to point back to our experience with our mama. Mom is the multidimensional, the quantum timeless, you & me; not just little old me.
We light workers know on the end of that double bladed sword called knowledge is “a pile of know it all’ and at the end of the day we just want to connect with our nurturer, “to feel it all” and experience it; as opposed to knowing it all. We crave to be at ease with the greatest giver! We feel and urge to know and touch her, to merge with her and we know that can be felt by giving back of ourselves like she gives to us all. I found our need to have that bond fulfilled is the most profound in cases of death where no matter how old, sophisticated or tough a person was worldwide folks still call out for the comfort of their mothers during the most difficult transitional times. If you’re a light worker and have gone through massive amounts of information the truth is very simple; we just want to be with mother, we are mother, we want to get back to self, and all is self.
I imagine, she’s fresh as dawn. no ego, hair in rollers, butterflies in her tummy, water rolling down mountains the bounty that falls off the fat of her round valleys & hills, and with bags of honey. Taking the time to give the bugs their due when needed. Feeding he trees, talking to birds, blowing her horn, laughing with the 4 winds! Bathing in the sunlight that bounces off of the sea. Riding dolphins and dreading her hair in the moonlight and quite coincidental it all works out grand
The paradox is, I must share it” but to do so we must be brave enough to share in complicated or vulnerable communications. It is wonderful to know things, it’s not so wonderful to get wrapped in the data of those things. We humans sometimes find ourselves in a debates over who’s god is boss when all most really want to do is take care of home and “home is where the hearth is.” It’s kind of like the sacred hidden musical Rhythm in-between our Heartbeats. Its right there, all the same massage in parts saying “Mother is awesome!” You, brothers and sisters in this crazy matrix reminds me of my true mother!
If there is anything in the matrix to get extra wordy or excited about I guess it would be how to get back to her. how to get back to us is wholeness. With much love to the all, lets Spiral Out.
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