This world will constantly shred you and ask you to be present & grateful while it does so.
It’s becomes a task to remain fluid, empathic, gracious.
Sometimes you’ll fail trying to achieve such fluidity but keeping your conscience clear of any heaviness is worth more than advertised in this realm.
I know my heart is beyond reach energetically but I still aim for it’s approval. Where I am is beyond expression itself, all I know is that it’s dark and all encompassing asking that I become apart of it.
It’s met with my refusal.














