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In the files for earlier seasons of Limbus Company there is an unused peccatula referred to as "peccatulum_fgr". It has no animations, the same passives as LCB sinner hong lu and placeholder attacks. Oddly enough it is considered a normal enemy and can't be spawned in focused encounters. When asked about this peccatula in an interview, Kim JiHoon disregarded the question, seeming unusually upset.
Speaking on this post: https://www.tumblr.com/cool-lcb-truths/815574773101903872/rien-is-awful-in-so-many-truly-compelling-ways
Gonna be real part of why people are so eager to characterize Rien as "sad agencyless dad" and casually ignore that HE CHOOSES TO BE AGENCYLESS its why he's so FASCINATINGLY FUCKED UP the lack of agency and control is HIS FAULT... well its because he's the man in a narrative very much about mothers.
People just really, really hate women, and they are eager to ignore how Rien is an abusive father who acts as if he has no agency or choice when he abuses his partner (Shiomi, maybe not literal but at least symbolically) or child (Ryoshu) even though he has the ability to step outside the status quo and reclaim agency at any time. Like what do we think the narrative is trying to say about abusive fathers here. That Rien is able to hide behind things not being his fault and instead being the actions of his God, synonymous in this text as being social status quo. And that he uses God/status quo as an excuse to indulge in cruelty.
This is also why people are so bizarrely averse to discussing the themes of SA in canto 9, because it centers around Rien and people are incapable of understanding their skrunkly blorbo boy is a villain who has like, themes and shit. The moment it gets Too Real they have to deny it because they can't stand the thought of enjoying a Problematic Character.
Can we please use our thinking caps for one moment instead of compulsively forgiving the tall thin tumblr sexyman in a suit. He's not your new Onceler he's a three dimensional and fascinating villain that commentates on a lot of societal ills. Im not saying to stop liking him he's probably my fav villain of all time I just think ppl's eagerness to forgive him is ironically emblematic of the EXACT FORM of misogyny the canto was discussing
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I've had conversations about Temporal Entanglement and realisation came to me, Araya essentially has Schrödinger age, she is whatever age she is perceived, and given she herself has self perception
She looks age she sees herself is
So if she is treated like adult, if she herself sees herself as adult, she would look like one, even if she is just a child
And well, ever since her getting out safe, no one treated her as a child, did they, Rien started to talk to her like an adult immediately after she came from safe, talking about how she is perfect for her grandmother's role and suddenly she is her grandmother's age with her wrinkled arms
And moment when she became younger isn't moment when she was hit by the sword, she was still looking old after that, what actually made her younger is moment when she grew sick of role she was given by Rien, she was sick of fact that her mother STILL didn't recognised her, that she didn't even saw her as equal, and so her apperance changed to someone who would be equal to her
From Dante's Notes
T Corp. Chief Executive Director said that emotions don’t change with time; instead, time changes with emotions.
Time changes with emotions, in her case, quite literally, even though mentally she is a child, because she was perceiving herself as old lady because of Rien's and others' abuse and her own self hatred, she looked as such
did the little "collab where you dont tell each other which character youll draw" thing with my gf @trinitysillykitty (she drew iori)
A VERY LATE Christmas thing but whatever go my paulina
Please elaborate on Ishqueg utenanthy
RUBS MY FINS TOGETHER hello anon you have unleashed the evil beast in me.
ishmael and queequeg's dynamic is sorta like utena and anthy's to me, in the sense that both ishmael and utena are trying to 'save' queequeg and anthy from being controlled by someone.
utena's ambition to be a prince and ishmael's obsession with killing ahab are also semi similar to me in that sense of misguidedness, altrough their sources are completely different. on the other hand, both queequeg and anthy have have little to no free will as both the "harpooneer of the pequod" and the "rose bride", being controlled and stepped on by people in power (ahab and akio, though i'd say ahab is also mikage coded and i think she would keelhaul that insipid fuck akio).
another similarity is how utena "revolutionized" anthy's world and how she finally took back her life & how ishmael gave queequeg a reason to keep on living and sketching their futures together. that and how utena didn't want anthy to be lonely and in pain anymore being sort of like how ishmael encouraged queequeg to keep on living, be it directly or indirectly, with her talk about how everyone's still in their cocoons, soon to break out.
one scene that comes to mind specifically is the scene where anthy jumps off the rooftop and utena grabs her hand, and they have a heart-to-heart afterwards. i feel like it's very ishqueg coded, with how anthy talks about how she believes she was just a doll to be used and abused & utena mentioning their futures together; sort of like how queequeg believed she was a maggot who deserved punishment and ishmael encouraging her to pursue her own future alongside her by sketching out how they'll persevere.
tl;dr Sinister Yuri Potion.
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I wanna know about killer daisy :D
I hope you have a great day
HIHIHI most of this info is by my lovely girlfriend @trinitysillykitty !!!! hoping you have a great day too ^_^ essentially she's daisy, but she went mad due to the "death" of guest 1337. the spectre, seeing her anguish, manipulated her into thinking she'd see him again, and placed her in this garden of daisies; who were actually corrupting her mind and, in a sense, making her join their hivemind.
she's in a john doe type situation, but she is well aware of what she's doing, but she cannot stop. literally. she's kind of like a puppet on a string. in a sense, she does see her husband again, but not in the way she wanted. she is forced to kill him.
her milestones (which haven't been posted) depict her slowly becoming part of the hivemind and eventually forgetting that she is daisy, but rather, she becomes the queen of the garden. she only responds to the name "daisy" when guest 1337 says it.
she is ruthless to all but her husband.
Here is what her milestone skins wouldve looked like, as the creator of Killer!Daisy ^_^
Starting off with Milestone 1:
Milestone 2:
Milestone 3:
Milestone 4:
Are they original? Most likely not.
Are they creative? I am not sure, I just made them on a whim so whatever i guess
I wanna know about killer daisy :D
I hope you have a great day
HIHIHI most of this info is by my lovely girlfriend @trinitysillykitty !!!! hoping you have a great day too ^_^ essentially she's daisy, but she went mad due to the "death" of guest 1337. the spectre, seeing her anguish, manipulated her into thinking she'd see him again, and placed her in this garden of daisies; who were actually corrupting her mind and, in a sense, making her join their hivemind.
she's in a john doe type situation, but she is well aware of what she's doing, but she cannot stop. literally. she's kind of like a puppet on a string. in a sense, she does see her husband again, but not in the way she wanted. she is forced to kill him.
her milestones (which haven't been posted) depict her slowly becoming part of the hivemind and eventually forgetting that she is daisy, but rather, she becomes the queen of the garden. she only responds to the name "daisy" when guest 1337 says it.
she is ruthless to all but her husband.
Artfight has ended, so here’s all of the attacks I have done throughout the month!
Tags for the people that are in here that got attacked: @gr8gecko @generalanachorcollective @illusionaryneil @hermitcrabstar @elopingpuppyy @trinitysillykitty @venananix @cawcaw42898 @artismeyou-12 @terraterracotta
I was going to do a last minute revenge/mass attack on @marsingtonn, @shyhorrors and Grey-Luz, who isn’t on here, but the program I was using crashed eight minutes before the event ended, and just like Stan’s money, the piece was gone.
a ramble on daisy and guest 1337's relationship
i think being married And being childhood friends they stuck together through thick and thin, they were there for each other during their worst moments and found each other in what was essentially the worst time of their life, when they were freshly orphans. though i do headcanon that daisy didn't have the best relationship with her parents; i headcanon that, like guest, she was bullied frequently (ranging from teasing to trying to cut her hair short) since she was the Weird Autistic Girl™️ who went to special ed classes.
her parents disregarded her emotions as being "overdramatic" and stuff and because of that she was actually not that sad over losing them. but it was hard acclimating in the orphanage at first, and she was still bullied a lot, with guest and matt being her only friends.
daisy and 1337 related to each other a lot since they were both bullied (1337 for being a guest, daisy for being autistic) and being essentially outcasts. daisy was the one who helped guest find his place in the world, one of the few people who loved him unconditionally. 1337 genuinely felt safe around daisy and vice versa. they both spent their life being marginalized by most people around them and together, even in their lowest points, were able to pick the pieces back up bit by bit. they and matt always snuck out of the orphanage, going on what is essentially long hiking trips and exploring the world around them.
1337 learned a lot about botany and birdwatching thanks to daisy, and daisy learned a lot about fish and marine life thanks to 1337. they'd always sneak out together and sometimes wander so far away the caretakers in the orphanage had to set up entire search parties because they ended up in a far away part of the town. 1337 also started reading a lot more thanks to daisy; she always liked people reading to her, it made her feel safe, and 1337 always volunteered to read to her, even purposefully picking her favourite books out. 1337 knew daisy enjoyed listening to people, and he was always a bit of a talker, so he'd spend hours talking his head off about whateverwhat while daisy nodded along. for once, 1337 felt heard and seen.
daisy didn't take care of her hair much, and guest immediately volunteered to brush it for her; this became a small, 10 minute activity they'd always do together, simply to stay close to each other. when they got married, daisy's hair was actually a lot longer and fluffier than it was when she was at the orphanage. in fact, the marriage was the happiest moment for both daisy and 1337, so much so that they both ended up ugly crying during the wedding from how happy they were.
after so much time going on hiking trips, shyly holding hands, sharing soft kisses and laughs and discussing their plans for the future, they finally had their own proper place to live in, together. they loved each other unconditionally and were so incredibly happy.
though, i also feel like things weren't all sunshine and rainbows either. with their traumas and rough upbringings, they both had issues that snowballed pretty hard during their time together. guest 1337 never fully let himself be vulnerable while daisy was never honest to herself about her feelings, letting herself roll with the punches.
with the threat of war and the bacon army looming, they both desperately tried to keep each other safe, but ended up smothering each other, to the point where they were utterly codependent on each other. but they weren't able to fully admit their faults yet. 1337 and daisy would start fighting because of this lack of communication and admissions, and while things did get pretty harsh (things being broken, screaming matches, emotional breakdowns), it wasn't all doom and gloom.
after a fight, they'd try their best to patch things up and at least take some responsibility for it. though, with their desperate attempts to keep each other safe (daisy keeping 1337 safe from the bacon army, 1337 knowing daisy doesn't like people very much and wanting to keep her away from any stressors) they were essentially smothering themselves so hard that things became just about incredibly suffocating.
however, with the advent of daisy's pregnancy, the two realized that things couldn't go on like this anymore, especially once a kid would be added to the equation. 1337, wanting to follow the example of his late parents, and daisy, not wanting to repeat the mistakes of her late parents, started going to couples therapy and finally opening up to each other about their more deep seated issues, starting with 1337's stubbornness and daisy's doormat tendencies.
things were finally looking up for them, especially with charlotte's birth and getting to see her grow up, till the great war broke out. with 1337 and matt enlisting in the war and having to leave and fight, daisy was once again alone, the only difference being that charlotte was there too. she tried to stay strong for her daughter, but some days, daisy could barely get out of bed and take care of herself. charlotte quickly caught onto this and wanted to help her mom, which she denied because she didn't wanna bring her young daughter into her emotional messes.
when she gets the news that 1337 has "died", her entire world crumbles atop of her and when matt comes back to the town due to his injuries, he also has to sort of watch over her due to the grief taking a toll so big on her she could barely take care of herselfor even her daughter, who was also traumatized from the loss. matt had to take care of them both, essentially.
this is where the story splits based on canon: in the last guest, 1337 is revealed to be alive and reunites with daisy and charlotte, with things becoming better for the three of them as time passes.
however, in forsaken, 1337 is dead. full stop. while daisy and charlotte do recover, albeit slowly, matt and molly have to essentially watch over them for a while alongside their own daughter because of the toll the grief takes on them while guest is stuck in what is basically purgatory, desperate to go back to his loved ones, but as more and more time passes, he just wishes they've found a way to move on without him. in forsaken, as more and more time passes, daisy finds herself alone. 1337 is dead, matt and molly are taking care of their own family and charlotte has pursued academic goals out of town. daisy is alone, the only thing tethering her to reality being the backyard where she, 1337 and charlotte always used to garden in. it's sad, really. she has essentially nobody.
bonus: in the milestones 1-4 guest 1337 canon, 1337 has to spend less time with daisy and charlotte to the point his only way of communicating with them is through letters. 1337 sends letters sparingly, though very long and detailed, while daisy sends him poems, pressed flowers, charlotte's drawings, sentimental things like that. they're pretty heavily separated, but they at least have a way to communicate. it gets suffocatingly silent sometimes, but things are at the very least okay.
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