shattered

tristan murdock, 21 years old, bitten pureblood werewolf, former hunter and i've lost who i am, and i can't understand why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on. but i know, all i know, is that the end's beginning. who i am from the start, take me home to my heart. let me go and i will run, i will not be silent. all this time spent in vain, wasted years, wasted gain. all is lost, hope remains, and this war's not over. there's a light, there's the sun, taking all shattered ones to the place we belong, and his love will conquer all.

[tristansclaws]

( . ofconwayiisms )

*· ☆,.- “You’re actually asking the wrong man here, mate. Haven’t managed to get that far yet myself.”

“well damn, my bad.”

[tristansclaws]

( . dianaxwinchester )

“nothing that calls out to me yet, not for lack of trying though.”

“i’m sure you’ll find something soon.”

[tristansclaws]

( . dianaxwinchester )

“honestly? that makes two of us. all i’ve done is ask mary to be bridesmaid–and i still haven’t gotten to asking rosalie and emma. i’ve looked at dresses too but besides that i have no idea what im doing.”

“we’ll figure it out. any dresses you really like yet? i know i can’t see, but y’know.”

[tristansclaws]

( . tricky-gabriel )

“oh well at least you know. that’s a bonus. most people don’t know they’re useless. it’s a wonder you’ve been kept around so long.”

“it’s the good looks.”

[tristansclaws]

( . dianaxwinchester )

“well that depends on if you wanna do anything.”

“do you want me to do anything? i’ll help with whatever you need, but i’ve got no clue what i’m doing.”

[tristansclaws]

( . tricky-gabriel )

“you’re useless, you do know that. right?”

“yeah, i’m fully aware.”

[tristansclaws]

“so... is the guy supposed to do... anything when it comes to this wedding planning stuff or do i just have to show up?”

[tristansclaws]

( . crestfallenmurdock )

“I almost didn’t come out tonight, but… this doesn’t seem so bad.”

“well, the costume’s pretty cool.”

[tristansclaws]

Tristan as the Phantom of the Opera

[tristansclaws]

( . murdcrousmurdock )

“ so you don’t think i’m complete shit? interesting. “ it was good to hear it, in a way, but it almost made him go back to his first theory ; this couldn’t be real. “ and suddenly you’re the understanding one? how did that happen? “ 

“apparently not. i really want to, but whatever.” he shrugged, shaking his head. “hell if i know. maybe i figured it out when matt died. being a dumbass got me absolutely nowhere.”

[tristansclaws]

( . humanpeter )

“a were… wow.”

“yup.”

[tristansclaws]

( . murdcrousmurdock )

“ you of all people should know that i am one of them. “ what kind of a father turned his back on his own child because of his beliefs? what kind of a person hurt his own flesh and blood, no matter if they ended up regretting it? jason only meant well, but that didn’t mean that he deserved to be back. he fucked up anyway. “ i’m not self loathing, tristan. i’m being realistic. “ 

“oh, knock it off. if i of all people don’t think you’re complete shit, there’s probably something redeemable.” okay, maybe he was still managing to be an ass while trying to comfort the other, but that was just his main personality trait lately, wasn’t it? “no, you’re definitely being a self loathing idiot. trust me, i know what that looks like.”

[tristansclaws]

( . crestfallenmurdock )

“It’s fine, you had a lot on your plate. But yes, I’ll be your best man. If… you still want that.”

“wow, she really told you everything, huh? but yeah, of course i want you.”

[tristansclaws]

( . murdcrousmurdock )

“ exactly ; shit happens. i am happy you and matt came back. but some people should stay dead. “ and why should any of them lie about it? he was one of them. “ i’m fairly certain we both know that’s not true. “ they were better off without him, all of them. 

“yeah, well you’re not one of them, so knock it off.” where had that come from? he shook his head. “no. i’m fairly certain you’re letting your self loathing crap cloud your judgement.” that he knew was true. after all, hadn’t he gotten it from his father?

[tristansclaws]

( . humanpeter )

“really? you don’t look creepy or crawly.”

“i’m a werewolf.”

[tristansclaws]

( . the-star-fairy )

“i hope you’re right. cause no matter what i care about him and i want him to be happy,” she told him. “he’s lucky to have a big brother like you.”

“well good. because that’s what he’s gonna need right now more than anything.” tristan grinned at the girl. “he’s lucky to have you too.”

[tristansclaws]

( . humanpeter )

“well i found out about the creepy crawlys a little bit ago so…”

“yeah, well i’m one of those now, for one thing.”