there's nothing i can say that will deserve to take up more room than the words of those more eloquent or those closer to it, but it meant a lot to me and i would like to speak my peace, leaf was a wonderful presence that will be sorely missed. it played with and talked to me almost every day, it was always so kind even when it was trying to keep up it's cool and standoffish persona, it was adorable and beautiful and wonderful, and there are so many things i wish i hadn't waited to say to it, it wouldn't have changed what happened but it deserved to know how i felt at least.
i loved spending horns day with it, ill always remember that so fondly. i loved when it would call me the stupid swordswinger or other little jabs like that, i loved when it would threaten me and when it would crack under any amount of real pressure. i loved talking to it in the tags of posts, i always loved giving it little shoulder rides and playing with its horns and threatening it with bedtime. i loved the way it would describe how it would take over the world. the way its little phrases would work their way into my head and get stuck there. i loved when it was forced to show how it really felt about anything, just all of it, all of it, it was so wonderful.
i wish i had told it that it was like a little sister to me, or how much i would've loved to call it that, i wish i had told it how much it's presence meant to me. i wish i had told it i was in love it when i had the chance.
i do sincerely hope that i will get to try again some day, that it was all a bad joke or a shitty dream or that it just needed to take a break from everything for a while, but i know that's not likely.
i wish the world were kinder to us, so that we did not have to spend every moment together like it could be our last, but i will cherish every moment i had with it for as long as i can
i will always love it, i will always hold its memories tight against my heart, and i will always look forward to the day that we can speak again somewhere among the stars. i will always remember it, goodbye leaf, it will be dearly missed.
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