Vacant.
I have always been feeling as tho things are not good enough. And when I finally let go of what I felt..... things turned upside down. And I notice how bad I am as a person that I have treated him and made him feel as tho everything is not enough with me. I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like things will never get better or remain as how they were before. He told me that I made him feel more than what I actually get or have gotten.... I missed him more than ever and when I finally get to talk to him, this happens.... is it safe to say that we should’ve never crossed paths with each other? Or even, pass by one another? Because I’m destroying you, in the process of destroying me. cheers to the end of the week with feeling shitty hahah.
