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Book of Kali's Life...Rhymes spilling out strife

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Break me Open

February 26th, 2023

I see you sitting there

At the end of my bed

With your long brown hair

Can't forget what you said

Stay here with me

Don't go to that bar

Just stay here with me

Still, I won't be far

You followed me

Into the dark

The enemy he

Had all bite, no bark

You saved my life even though

I begged you to let me die & go

The pain of trauma

Was too much to bare

I knew my destiny was great,

But I didn't care

I wouldn't let you in

Deep enough to the scars of his sin

It just hurt too much

I didn't know how to trust

That you would heal me

Of the abuse no one seemed to see

But you heard my spirit's cry…

Deep down wasn't to die…

It was…

Break me open

Help me bare my soul

See inside

Break me open

And make me whole

Come reside

I'm already broken

So you might as well

Break me open

To bleed out this hell

I had a dream

Of a lion peering

Through the windows of my soul

All sides of me were glass walls,

Like a fish bowl

I knew it could devour me

Pacing on the balcony

Suddenly - Intangibly

It walked through the wall

I was frozen in fear,

Amazed in awe

Walking right to me,

Stood on my side, he

Consumed my entire being

With love

The kind I'd been needing

From above

A love I've never known better

I woke up, opened your love letter

If one searches, one surely will find

For I read the enchanting line…

Song of Solomon 2 verse 9

The lion was you after all…

"There he stands behind our wall,

Gazing through the windows"

So, Lord Jesus…here it goes…

Break me open

Help me bare my soul

See inside

Break me open

And make me whole

Come reside

I'm already broken

So you might as well

Break me open

To bleed out this hell

I see you sitting there

At the end of my bed

With your long brown hair

Can't forget what you said

Say more.

Kali Hill

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Did you know that heartbreak triggers the same areas of the brain as physical pain?

To see you, I turn...

To know you, I burn.

If only to be loved like this in return.

If only to be loved like this

I would not have to sadly miss

The pure, surety of wholeness

The warmth inside our soulness

If only our flesh wouldn't press

Consuming us with selfishness

If only soul-fulness

Wasn't confusing as it is

If only you saw through the illusionist

And I could unravel it's evil twist

Using you who gossips

I wouldn't have to wish this:

To see me, you turn...

To know me, you burn

If only to be loved like this 

We wouldn't have to miss

The night of the eclipse

Our first, now distant kiss

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You see what you want to see

Here what you want to hear

So you can stay angry

And Keep the power near

You're not lost

You're just confused

No matter the cost

You have to lose

Lose your pride to mercy

And see what you need to see

Here what you need to hear

The truth will set you free my dear

Until then I must sit inside God's tear

And wait, wait, wait, for you to see clear

I'll be waiting, waiting, waiting right here

Until that day change appears

I will wait even if for years.

But as for now

Your broken vow

It's too much for me to handle

Forgiven you, your every scandle

You know what you have broken

But now I'm left unspoken

For all the things you've said about me

Goodbye to you,

Goodbye for now, until you finally see

See what you must to see

Hear what you must hear

Face the other side

Of our two way mirror.

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This is something words cannot fix

So Im told to not speak certain topics

No Heaven, no hell, guilt, grace or crucifix

How am I to break down walls of lies like bricks

If I stand alone Speak against this?

How do I know I'll make a difference?

Does it help to shed light on ignorance?

Doubt it sometimes

For People's pride's

So dark

Yet A fire comes from a

Small spark

If I let the world know what i stand

For

I would do it if it helped even only

Four

People who were stuck in the middle,

Tore

Between right and wrong; help fight the

War

Thats raging more and more

For the very core

That makes them who they

Truly are

Made in God's Beatiful Image

Able to find truth in the scrimmage

But confusion is their conscience

I have got to speak against this!

I see them losing their identity therefore

Gods knocking, using my hand, at their door

Whispering to me, "Connect them to the light,"

I know things for My God has given me insight

"Kali, My Lord says, I've shown you what is right

With discenernment you've been blessed

Speak up for your altamate best"

But God I shake when they put me to the test!

"When their hearts are hardened, My Love will do the rest"

Failure is the father of all success

So Alright Father, send me on my quest!

And when they put me to the test

To the hater's I'll confess...

Maybe My rymes aren't as witty as you

Maybe only get the attention of few

As long as I stand for what is right and is true

I won't question what God has called me to do

No more compareing myself to other's style of song

Jesus is my song so I cannot go wrong!

I will not hesitate.

Throw fear my way, I won't bite the bait!

I got something to say, I won't hesitate

You feel empty, I got oceans

I'm not gonna say this to fit your emotions

But I'll tell it my way, because it is mine

Of course I'll be gentle and I will be kind

But not at the expense of truth divine

Even if it offends your kind

For truth doesn't always feel sublime

But truth pertains to all mankind

I'll say what I think to say

And say it when I sense the time.

Come bring up hard topics

On God's heart my eyes I'll fix

God's word's out there, Let it land on this!

I will not be, never be silenced!

If you knew Him, there wouldn't be such offence

His Law is good; I'll be truth's defense

Freedom of speech to the ignorance

Truth is God is for you, not against

Just because with God you disagree

It Changes His love to no degree

So come listen if you want your conscience clear to see

Who you truly were created to be

In the Image of God, so beautiful to me.

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Get Amplified!

I am just a poor boy

playing with a broken Toy

I am just a lonely girl

Up against a broken world

Can you tell me where to go from here

Feel like a square when I need a sphere

Where can I go where the atmosphere

Amplifies me, I'm trapped in here

Where The real me doesn't have to hide

I'll sing it loudly, "Let's get amplified!"

Jesus Christ for each of us, He died

And He rose again

Over came the world so when

It seems like just cannot win

Greater is He who dwells with in

Who took upon Himself my sin

So you may be a poor boy

But God gives endless joy

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Totally would do this if I had the room

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I Won't Settle

Have you ever been so lonely

To settle for someone phony

You feel it in your gut

what can I say,

I'm soft for a mutt

In their arms I wanna lay

They just want to nut

Why should I stay

I know I deserve better

But this girl named desperate

last year I met her

And my mind, she kept it

She got her name

By the product of the pain

Grief of loosing my fiance

to rage...

I left his abuse

Yet still trapped in a cage

But I'm not doomed,

no I'm not dammed

Why settle for less when I have a saviors hand?

Why feel the need for a man?

When the only one to fully understand...

Is a God who calls Himself the Great I am!

And is willing and able to strengthen me so that I can

Hold out for the right man - the right fam.

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Kali Smith

I wrote this when I was 21 in my studio apartment when I was in love with some one who was dying slowly due to a heroin addiction. Hope is h

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Liar Liar

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Liar liar

My heart is on fire

Liar liar

Always conspire

Liar liar

I'm sick and tired

The time is too dire

Liar liar

Lord Jesus give

A heart to forgive

God forgive me

Help me to see thee

Evil Stradegy

Of the Enemy-he

Comes to steel my identity

He comes to confuse and kill

To separate me from your will

But Lord I still

Have freewill

Liar Liar

My heart is on fire

Liar liar

Always conspire

Liar liar

I'm sick and tired

The time is too dire

Liar liar

He comes to destroy

Plays with mind

Like it is a toy

But it's not his or mine

It's the Lord's divine

So I'm gonna do like John Cash

And walk the Line

Liar liar

Come try to conspire

But there's one who is higher

He has eyes of fire!

Liar liar

I'm so sick and tired

The time is too dire

Liar liar

My soul is not a game

I wont drown in shame

My destiny-Identity-Declare it's free

In God's name!

No matter how trapped u say That I am

Cuz I hear the truth from the Great I Am!

Cuz you're a liar

I say goodbye yer-

PLAN No longer

Has a plan in me!

God has my identity-

Lie Lie

But i choose life

I'm free!