TruLuvSuicide

About my own hell with domestic violence, the escape and the recovery

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Thank you @willowoftheriver and everyone who got me to 5 reblogs!

Much ❤️💜

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oh man can't go anywhere without a reminder of him! #gaslight #truluvsuicide #fyp #ex #reminders #narcissist https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp7qOVyOOF-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Namaste in my own lane, suggest you do the same or you're gonna get a spiritual punch to the cunt NAMASTE BITCHES! #truluvsuicide #fyp #namaste #testingme #deepbreaths #om https://www.instagram.com/p/CpqNMGmuJFb/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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So I've heard anyway #happier #douchebags #relationships #truluvsuicide #fyp https://www.instagram.com/p/ClIJ-AqMrJH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Material things, cash and so popular u have fans...well one day you could blink and poof it's gone. Now let's see who's been truly happy. U can't love anyone or anything properly if you don't love yourself 1st and to the fullest. #selflove #materialistic #popular #greed #sadness #selfloathe #loveyourself #selfcare #smile #smelltheroses #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckm0y27sUzF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just have to say justice like this is a big issue and I would say a huge reason why victims don't speak up or get help. This just poked the bear and let him sit in prison and think about what I did not what he did. This will become dangerous again when he's released so no way I can relax and start new it will always be a real threat I have to look over my shoulder for. #domesticviolenceawareness #domesticviolence #victimsofviolentcrimes #trauma #justicesystem #narcissist #psychopath #dangerous #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckdu7aYOeBp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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♡Her eyes turned clear like ice because she stared into your cold heart and soul for to long before she broke free from the chilled prison he called Love!♡ #coldheart #ice #soul #souless #heartless #abuse #domesticabuse #narcassisticabuse #emotionalabuse #verbalabuse #financialabuse #healing #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/ChadEyROCLZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Well I'm a Buddhist so it didn't work out with his god complex #breakup #godcomplex #seperation #disagree #narcsissist #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/CgwAV7YOhdi/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Marked safe from a narcissist today! #safe #narcsissist #abuse #survivors #warriors #relax #decompress #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/CgqOyCTMhwE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Hey everyone if you are looking for an amazing book to help answer questions I 100% recommend this book by @mattphifercoaching It is a must have for those wondering or going through Narcissist abuse. Link to book is 👇 https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09B3LZK4T/ref=nodl_?dplnkId=b32f2736-4306-459b-a46e-a8a55a63ff78&utm_source=community.com&utm_medium=sms&dplnkId=3d27e76c-2eff-4b7d-92af-bc5aba3fd6ee #book #narcsissist #trauma #gaslighting #abuse #traumabonding #healing #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/CgkOwkyuKDV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Not if but when.. listen to his words he knows so much about how abusers work... Detective Joe Kenda was an amazing Detective for Colorado Springs. #physicalabuse #emotionalabuse #notifbutwhen #detjoekenda #coloradosprings #domesticviolence #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfdz_kJOWPm/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Truluvsuicide. 49 likes · 1 talking about this. This is a page to get updates about my blog website www.truluvsuicide.com. Follow to know wh

Follow me as I heal and write a book about what went on behind closed doors with my husband who is currently serving time in a California Prison for attempting to murder me.

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Some days I wanna give up but I dont! Healing from Narcissist Abuse is hard but living with them is harder! #narcissistabuse #domesticabusesurvivor #narcissist #traumabonding #trauma #healing #gaslighting #givingup #fightingback #ptsd #CPTSD #survivor #warrior

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Never going back because I only see in front of me! #goingforward #neverlookingback #spokenwords #survivor #domesticviolencesurvivor #victimofviolentcrimes #narcissistabuse use

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Broken! I was in Dollar Tree last night, and there was a lady and two kids behind me in the LONG line. One was a big kid, and the other one was a toddler. The bigger one had a pack of glow sticks, and the toddler was screaming for them. The Mom opened the pack and gave him one which stopped his tears. He walked around with it smiling; but then the bigger boy took it, and the toddler started screaming again. Just as the Mom was about to fuss, the older child bent the glow stick and handed it back to the toddler. As we walked outside at the same time, the toddler noticed that the stick was now glowing; and his brother said, "I had to break it so that you could get the full effect from it." I almost ran, because l could hear an inner voice saying to me, "I had to break you to show you why you were created. You had to go through it so you could fulfill your purpose." That precious child was happy just swinging that "unbroken" glow stick around in the air, because he didn't understand what it was created to do - which was "glow". There are some people who will be content just "being," but some of us are chosen... we have to be "broken." We have to get sick. We have to lose a job. We go through a divorce. We have to bury our spouse, parents, best friend, or our child... In those moments of desperation, We were broken. But... when the breaking is done, then we will be able to see the reason for which we were created. So when you see us glowing, just know that we have been broken but now you can get the full effect of why we were created. #broken #healing #bestisyettocome #trauma #abuse #narcissist #ptsd #truluvsuicide https://www.instagram.com/p/CXbNRFvLwXj/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Sleeping means NO! #assualt #sa #sleeping #consent #trauma #abuse #nomeansno #truluvsuicide

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Verbal and emotional Abuse hurts as bad as physical abuse! #abuse #domesticviolence #emotionalabuse #verbalabuse #ptsd #cptsd #hurtnomore #truluvsuicide

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