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indie rp account for tamara from the devil's carnival selective & private please read my rules

[secularhcze-archive-blog]

             ▹ — i’m so sorry not being there those last days. like i already said December isn’t a good month for me, too much things to do, on top of my mood being really low. My free time is kinda next to non-existent, or dedicated to personal/professional projects, which i have to put before rping, sadly. that said it isn’t a hiatus notice of any kind, i’ll try (again) to be more active, as soon as i can find a way to manage my time better. i’m so sorry to make people i have threads with wait D:

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guess i should stop trying to find excuses for myself. i’m not fine at all for way to many reasons and just thinking i owe replies and make people wait makes me feel even worse. so yeah it’s the much dreaded hiatus notice. i can’t promise when i’ll be back, and i feel guilty that it took me that much time for finally telling you all. i hope i’ll be back before the end of December but don’t count too much on it. i’m so, so sorry for the inconvenience & i love y’all. (&& if you really wanna talk, you can reach me here on my personal. just tell me who you are <3)

[vaanturtle]

Reblog if you love your muse!

[secularhcze-archive-blog]

i’m still alive i promise! a few things just made me busy those last few days but i should probably be on tomorrow, or this week-end for sure. i’m sorry for the delay of my replies & all that jazz D:

[trustingtadpole-blog]

reblogging from my other account bc i’m lazy yeah. 

[latenightcornerstore]

I didn’t love him. I barely liked him. But he was heat at the peak of summer, and he kissed like I was his last meal– And I was looking for a body to drown in. Back then, I had a candy-coated heart, like flowers tucked in the pages of a hymnal, and he had the thick, calloused hands of a working man. He talked like a friend, but touched like an animal and my bubblegum chest wanted that in ways it couldn’t understand yet. He asked what colors I kissed in and the poet in me cracked open and spilled over– Exposed like an open wound, like all the soft, pink parts of me I didn’t know about. He was a means to an end: my Machiavellian loss of innocence. I don’t regret him, but sometimes I wish I did.

First, by Ashe Vernon (via latenightcornerstore)

[recklessbarbieklaus]

friendly reminder that even if i take ages to reply, i still want to roleplay with you

[moonandtrees]

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repost; no reblog! Tagged by @biitofrough​

General

Name: Tamara Jane Wilson Alias(es): Tam, Tammy, Frog & others Gender: Female Age: 19-25 (depending on verse). Date of Birth: December 26th Place of Birth: Tulsa, Oklahoma. Hometown: Tulsa, Oklahoma . Spoken languages: English. Romantic preference: Biromantic. Sexual preference: Bisexual. Occupation: Waitress at a dinner.

Appearance

Eye color: Green. Hair color: Dark brown. Height: 5'4″. Scars: A few, mostly because of stupid things she did when she was a kid. Burns: Small ones on her shoulders and forearms ; cigarette burns. Over weight: No. Under weight: No.

Favourite

Color: Teal. Hair color: Dark hair. Eye color: Blue. Song: I Fall In Love Too Easily - Frank Sinatra Movie: Mary Poppins T.V. Show: Bewitched Food: Her mother’s homemade cherry jam. Drink: Cherry milkshake & slushie. And coffee, black, no sugar & no milk. Book: The Three Musketeers -  Alexandre Dumas

Have you

Passed A Levels: Yes. Passed University: No. Had sex: Yes. Had sex in public: Yes No. Gotten pregnant: Never. Kissed a boy: Yes. Kissed a girl: Yes. Gotten tattoos: No. She likes them better on others. Gotten piercings: Earlobes (two on the right, one left) & left helix. Had a broken heart: Yes. Been in love: Yes. Stayed up for more than 24 hours: Yes, once or twice.

Are you

A virgin: No. A cuddler: Definitely. A kisser: Totally. Scared easily: Yes. Jealous easily: No. Trustworthy: Yes. Dominant: Sometimes. Submissive: Depends on the situation. In love: Yes. Painfully. Single: Yes.

Random questions

Have you harmed yourself: No. Thought of suicide: No. Attempted suicide: No. Wanted to kill someone: Once but she’ll never admit it. Drove a car: Yes. Have/had a job: Yes. Have any fears: Too many.

Family

Sibling(s): Tania, her precious little sister. Parents: Andrew & Betsy Wilson.   Children: None. Pets: Molly the family dog, an Australian Kelpie (& verse dependent : a female malinois named Dinah).

tagged : tbh i never know who to tag, so whoever wants to do it!

[trustingtadpole-blog]

                       && I did a few replies among the ones I owe & I’ll do the others tomorrow probably ( or later, since it’s already 03:33am). I think I’ve my muse back, which makes me happy, I love Tammy way to much to just abandon her.

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cherrysoc

   Cherry looked around the area. For now? An empty space filled with silence and a nostalgic loneliness.

“No .. You NEED to see  a doctor.”

The girl pushed the hair off her face as she glanced back at Tamara.

" Why are you with   this trash anyway?   It’s not like he loves you …–

              I’m not sure if he                                   loves anyone.”

    Valance gently shook her head, trying to understand it. Maybe it was love. Of course she would do anything for Bob, spite of everything he done, he was a nice boy, but the use of violence was an unforgivable move.

”You know I hate it … - When you stick up for him. “

             “— No. ” there was no hesitation in her tone, perhaps a hint of annoyance. “— Believe me, I've had worse than that. Let me deal with it like I'm used to, ok? I'm fine, I promise you. ” tamara wasn't oblivious to her friend's worry ; it was just way easier to act like it was nothing, just a bruise. nobody ever died because of a bruise, right? plus, she hated see so much concern on the soc's face : she was prettier with a smile.

            her feelings for daniel was a rather touchy subject, event with the redhead. enough to make a frown, averting quickly her gaze. she did not wanted to be mean with her, not a bit. after all, she knew the other girl just wanted to keep her safe.

            “— He does love me. ” despite her slightly shaky tone, there was no doubt in her voice, and denial was the culprit here. she couldn't admit something like that, no matter how much deep down she knew it wasn't the case. you don't hit someone you love, you don't treat them like that. yet, she couldn't bring herself to say it. “— I know and I'm sorry. It's just. It's hard, okay? Life sucks and I don't want to think about it, Cherry. ” this time, her words were almost a plea, a feeling also conveyed by the way she looked at her.

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sinnersonesinnersall

@trustingtadpole;;

              You can’t die in Hell.

              Maybe you float around in some sort of purgatory for a while, Scorpion isn’t sure. He’s never ‘died’. And he doesn’t know how long it really takes, because time moves differently down below. In any case, you’re already dead, and you can’t kill a soul. So eventually, you just sort of… Respawn.

              Regardless of how or why, it’s inevitable that Tamara shows up again.

              “Oh, hey, you!” Scorpion gives her his best, most charming smile. Sometimes they learn their lesson when they come back; sometimes not. Sometimes they don’t even remember what happened. Scorpion’s not sure he remembers her name- Tiffany? Tanya? Tammy?– but he knows she was one of his wheel gals. Hell, there’s still a bloody tear in her dress from his knife. He really does have fabulous aim…

              “Missed you, sugarlips.”

             “— I don't think you did. ” the tip of her fingers brushed against the tear on the fabric, still feeling the coldness of the blade. her memories were hazy but not totally blurred ; tamara did not forgot his voice (so enticing it was hard to resist) nor his words. did she still trust him? the brunette wasn't sure, to be honest she wasn't sure of anything anymore.

            and there she was, staring at him in silence, even taking a slight step back. “— What do you want? ” it was hard to stay away from someone you're inexplicably drawn to.she had a type, a really bad one. yet the naive trust she gave him the first time did not seem to be there this time.

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tuffxguy

/ @trustingtadpole​ /

“ Yeah, I took it, babe,   so what, huh ?   Whatcha gonna do   'bout it? ”

Neutral tone of his voice mingled with the man’s cockiness, as Tex took a long drag of his cig. Nice looking, new brand doll. So why not take advantage of this situation?

“ It’s yours?                  - Heh, now it’s mine.                    so deal with it, doll. “

           “— Yeah, you took it, and now give it back. ” brows arched, the annoyance was more than obvious in her tone. who did he think he was? tamara did not have time for rude dudes thinking they can do whatever they want just because they were attractive (that much she had to admit). “— Well. I could start crying. It would make you look really bad, especially since everyone is watching. ” yeah, crying for a stolen slushie was maybe a tad over-dramatic, especially when you’re a grown woman ; not that she was totally serious, not with that half smile tugging at her lips.

          “— Come on, give it back to me. If you really want one that much, I can offer you one. But this one is mine. ” it would probably be easier if she just bought another one for herself - if only she was not that stubborn, that is.

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Tagged by @biitofrough​

rules: spell out your url in song titles then tag 10 people!  DO NOT REBLOG.

The Real Thing - Far East Mention Mannequins Roller Mobster - Carpenter Brut Undying - Falconshield Starve The Ego, Feed The Soul - The Glitch Mob The Hero of Ryhme - Starbomb I’m a Ruin - Marina and The Diamonds Nameless Song - Motoi Sakuraba Gasoline - Halsey True Survivor - David Hasselhoff Absolution - Ghost B.C. Disco Descent  - Danny Baranowsky Poison - Scott Bradlee's Postmodern Jukebox Obsidian - John Carpenter Live or Die - Lana Del Rey End of the World - Sistrionix

tagging : @thebelleoflucifersball @darryxcake @voidworn @upchuckfactor @thedxmonqueen (if you want to do it obviously!)

[trustingtadpole-blog]

———— (( && so regarding threads & all that jazz. i’m gonna drop all of them except those listed here & the starters made for me those past few days (i didn’t forgot about you!). If you want another thread you can message me, or i’ll do it in the coming days, when i’ll be able to type with two hands instead of one :’) 

KEPT THREADS :

♡ with @biitofrough ♡ with @darryxcake ♡ with @cherrysoc ♡ with @rcptilia ♡ with @inkindred

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// i wanted to post it sooner but kinda forgot :’) since my left hand is totally unusable for at least a few days more i won’t be able to write anything like i planned to do && i’ll probably drop most of my ongoing threads (minus those i’ll list on another post) to start fresh and hopefully regain some muse for Tamara. that said don’t worry if i do drop our thread, i’ll msg you to plot something else!

[trustingtadpole-blog]

———— (( && it’s not a hiatus announcement but i’ll be really slow to reply here, at least for a week or two. my muse for tamara isn’t as high as i would, tbh. but don’t worry i’ll still do my replies, only even more slowly than before :’) ))

[trustingtadpole-blog]

———— (( && it’s not a hiatus announcement but i’ll be really slow to reply here, at least for a week or two. my muse for tamara isn’t as high as i would, tbh. but don’t worry i’ll still do my replies, only even more slowly than before :’) ))