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September 30, 2020

Working on myself has been the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced. Every day gets harder but every day I work harder. I know that this might be the hardest thing I’ve ever done but in the end it’ll be worth it. You always have to work for what you want in life and all I want is to be able to find happiness in myself. I just don’t understand how to do this for much longer, I just want to be okay. My breathing gets heavier and my mind gets cloudy but all I can do is just focus on being okay. There are hardships in life that might seem impossible to overcome but I remember to look at the bigger picture and all I can do is smile. I can see it, I can see me being happy but I just have to go through a little more pain and a little more stress to see that side of me.

Note to future self:

I’m so proud of you. I’m so proud of who you’ve become. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. Never let anyone tell you that you didn’t do it on your own. You did this yourself and you did this for your happiness. I’m so proud of who you’ve become. I’m so proud of you.