Feeling Blue
I had a check-up to an OB last week. It's hard to accept that my condition is getting worse. I blame myself for the negligence that I made specifically with my health.
My menstrual cycle was not normal. It took months to have my red days. When I say months it can be range from 8 to 11 months or it can be a year. See? It is not normal.
In January, I decided to take a walk daily and to make my diet seriously because my new year resolution is to become healthy. After 2 weeks of walking, I had a pelvic pain. So, I stopped and my period started. It is not a normal period. Sometimes it stop and it sometimes it was just a spotting. I did not take it seriously. Due to stress I ate unhealthy foods.
It's been months and bleeding won't stop. Bleeding getting bad and blood getting out more and more. I decided to check on a specialist that can help me. Ultrasound results said that I have PCOS and the lining in my uterus has been thicken, that is the reason why I am bleeding so much. The doctor prescribes me some medicines that can help to stop my bleeding and to thin the lining of my uterus.
Up until now, still taking the medicines. Doctor said if the lining won't thin and size still the same, I need to undergo "raspa". Lining thickening is not cancerous, but it can lead to cancer. So, it is better to prevent before it gets worse.
I never thought this could be like this. Lesson learned, if you feeling something not right in your body, you should check it on a specialist. Health is wealth. I should prioritize my health first before, even I am busy. Hoping I will be healed in these medicines. I do not want to undergo raspa.
Help me Lord!