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el | they/them | 36 | asd/adhd | i reblog a lot of sonadow | :3

[yokolate]

Ki ni Natteru Hito ga Otoko Janakatta (January 2027)

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[parabiota]

STOP SCROLLING

Your life ends in the wasteland.

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

there’s a japanese radish just below this post but you can’t reach it

[gabbygdraws]

My little something something for @somemismatchedsocks as a part of this year's Sonadow Exchange!

Shoutout to @sonadowexch for putting this together! Twas a blast!

A03 Link

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I missed drawing sonadow cuddles go my gays <3

[sandmandaddy69]

[rcktpwr]

fill your body with cranberries so the horse that kills you gets a sensual surprise when he begins to feed

[ceeberoni]

i will give the  horse that kills me no such luxury

[fwippy]

interesting dates on this post

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Vows

[mortalityplays]

here's a secret: whatever you're doing, you have to root for your peers with all your heart because it forces you to root for yourself too. I've seen people in various spheres of my life (workplaces, education, art, activism) fall into the trap of envy and resentment when they see others succeed while they struggle, and it always always goes hand in hand with them pulling back and giving up and stagnating.

when you let yourself get sour grapes about shit, you tacitly give up on yourself. when you sit around hoping other people will flop and fail so you can catch up to them, you stop trying. it's a fantasy of mediocrity, the vain wish that other people would walk so you could take the gold medal at a jog. wouldn't you rather come last place at 27mph?

[curseofcrows]

Finally finding a moment to post my gift for the @sonadowexch event! My gift was for @fluffalcat based on their fic 'Only the Moon as Their Witness' on AO3

This was my first year participating in the exchange (or any exchange actually) so I was real nervous about somehow doing this wrong. But everyone was so nice and it all worked out well :) I also decided to make my life more difficult by doing an illustrative work instead of written (cause I've never actually completed a fic before lmao) which meant learning how to upload images into AO3 hahaha But I got it in the end, learning new things. Maybe one day when I actually have something resembling free time again, away from the millions of tasks I willingly gave myself and am now slightly regretting, I'll try finishing that one fic I started... or the list of many other illustrations I want to make. But alas, that's for later. For now I'm rampaging through some other submissions and feasting on all the wonderful new works on AO3. Like 'Trust Fall' by Aurora2Sunset who was my giftee is so fun, quality content 🙌

[bongwaterwiz]

some art I made to accompany the fic I wrote for sonadow exchange 2026!

[blahlahblash]

merry last day of pride month heh (im super late)

[charlizetheronsbush-official]

the touch starved traumatized tgirl would like to awkwardly sit near you and not initiate contact

[gazeldhazel]

OP must've been on typing words and thinking when she made this post

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