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Mr. Nice Guy, who doesn't believes in relationships

[theuniversesmind]

[no-longer-another-bondi-blonde]

[thoughtkick]

“It’s easy to find someone to chill with. But it’s hard to find someone to build with.”

— Unknown

[remanence-of-love]

[perfectquote]

“It was impossible, of course. But when did that ever stop any dreamer from dreaming.”

— Laini Taylor, Strange the Dreamer

[thoughtkick]

“You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.”

— Iain Thomas, The City Rises and Falls

[thoughtkick]

“It’s because of you when I’m in bed in the morning that I can wind my spring and tell myself I have to live another good day.”

— Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[tryingsthings]

To all my dear friends

[thoughtkick]

“Love life day by day, color by color, touch by touch.”

— Sylvia Plath

[thoughtkick]

“Please be patient with me. Sometimes when I’m quiet it’s because I need to figure myself out. It’s not because I don’t want to talk. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts.”

— Kamla Bolanos

[thoughtkick]

“Those conversations you skip sleep for.”

— Unknown

[thoughtkick]

“Apologizing does not always mean you’re wrong and the other person is right. It just means you value your relationship more than your ego.”

— Mark Matthews

[thoughtkick]

“Be willing to walk alone. Many who start with you won’t finish.”

— Unknown

[crystal5000]

"Life isn't easy and it's not fair sometimes,

But we get through every step wether it's new or it's very hard"

So I don't know why but today I thought of writing about my Friend @tryingsthings

I should say he is a good writer he should come up with a book really

He is just amazing

(He knows what he is writing he just convert his words into something else something really deep and meaningful that's literally amazing, I can't even write like that 😂)

But yeah he is a good friend ☺️

He is always been there for me

That's why I am writing this for him 😂 (sorry if I hurt you in any way)

I haven't wrote something like this for someone so it's my first time (sorry if my words go wrong 😂)

He is so sweet that he gave me a gift on new year, it was the sweetest gift I have ever got (it was 3 songs lyrics)

And I don't know how to thank you but yeah I am writing this for you

He sometimes send me a little paragraph of what he is writing and going to post 😂 and ask me is this alright? Should I post this?

I don't have much to say 😃

But yeah he is the best friend I could ever get

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING ☺️

[tryingsthings]

I'm just smiling ear to ear rn and most likely would be doing this the whole day if not the whole week ☺️

Dude I seriously don't know how to respond to this type of messages 😅 I just... Thank you so so much, you don't even know how much this means to me

Thank you for putting up with me even when I didn't even respond to you messages for days, thank you for always being the person I could trust, thank you for being the sunshine in my cloudy days, thank you for being my friend and yes ofcourse thank you making me forget all the nice things I could probably say by writing such nice things about me 😃😃

I just can't express how happy I am right now☺️☺️❤️❣️🤗🤗

[tryingsthings]

I'm really sorry buddy.. I know you want me to be there for you but I am hurting too. I couldn't say that you are one reason why I'm hurting because I wouldn't want you to blame yourself. It was my decision to help you but I'm sorry for I felt like you are draining me buddy. I want to thank you for being there for me. You have to connect to other people bud. To your trusted group of friends. After all the things I told you about myself, I can't seem to reveal more of myself to you anymore.

That poem wasn't for you. I never wanted to drain you, I always told you to take care of yourself first. Still if you feel I was draining you, I'm sorry

[tryingsthings]

One more thing.. Please don't hurt yourself and you have to learn how to love yourself first bud before you could love someone. I hope you won't close your heart to anyone. I have told you these things but it is up to you to embrace your own ways of healing from your pain bud. I am praying for you as your dear friend that you will be able to fight through your depression too. God bless you..

I'm sorry bud, I wasn't able to reply to you any sooner. Yes chief, I was going through a very tough time and I think that I am finally out if it now 🙂

Maybe your prayers worked 😃

Take care a very good care of yourself aswell👋

[tryingsthings]

No matter how emotionally mature you become,

Something will still find their way inn

And boy will they hurt, but that's how you became so mature in the first place

Treasure them, and more importantly learn from them

[tryingsthings]

You pushed me down when I needed a hand up

And now every offered hand scares me

You knew what you ment to me

You knew how much your words mattered to me

You knew I was not okay

You knew what you were doing will only push me away

You knew I trusted you a lot when I left you see past those walls

You knew it all and still you did what you did

Did a girl who doesn't care,

Care enough to even give a think about what I said

And even though you said you didn't care,

I knew you did

But you didn't care about when I needed you

You didn't care about me when I pleaded you

You just need some answers to some black questions

You just needed the solution to your problem

I know I shared a lot with you

A whole lot more than anyone else knew

But the reason You didn't share with me what you were going through is the same reason

I didn't want you to know what you know the answers to your questions

And now here I am dwelling my decisions

Going after you when everyone else told me not to

Thinking why I did what I did

Thinking was it not true what I saw of you

I know you have been through a lot

But just because one kid steals your crayons after burowing them

Doesn't mean the next one will also do the same

I was their for you so many times

Couldn't you even try when it was my time

Or did you actually not care

Was I just living a delusion

Cause if it was then very well played captain

You really got me

You really destroyed every last bit of the bond we had

You have really taught me to never ever dare lower my guard for anyone

You have really taught me to never trust anyone like I trusted you

You have really helped me build build some walls around

Well done captain

You really managed to hurt me

Well done captain

You pushed me down when I needed a hand up

Very well done