☙ the shining darkness ❧

✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ [ el | late 20s | any pronouns ] ⋆ .˚ ✧ .⭒˚ ✦ henlo i kinda draw i guess ✦ working on an original story ✦ responsible for: • paracamp [complete] • ask OFF [on air] @tshidar.bsky.social ؛ଓ (totally includes nsfw, so beware)

[tshidar]

i honestly don't know how to write anything with no risk of being fundamentally misinterpreted without having to give a straightforward explanation on what is happening in this sad age of utter and complete illiteracy

[tshidar]

felt like drawing artistic nudity full version on bsky

[tshidar]

acrylic markers

[tshidar]

self portrait

[tshidar]

i must have been hypomanic during the last artfight because otherwise i have no idea how i fucking did that

[tshidar]

another month lived after 25 another chronic illness randomly acquired

[dust-it-off-uwu]

sometimes i touch paper

[dust-it-off-uwu]

[tshidar]

the world would be better without me. that's why i'm stayin

[tshidar]

ah i forgor dammit

attack me on artfight!

[filmphotofranz]

[lakemojave]

I failed to notice the original tweet below and i just assumed this post was just about the artistic process in general, not nsfw art specifically, and just accepted that yeah sometimes you gotta rub that thang till the job is done

[virtualgirladvance]

honestly just a good mindset in any creative endeavour

[tshidar]

ajr are so great and relatable that sometimes i don't even feel like articulating my thoughts clearly, just drop the song name in a post and call it a day

[offgame-ask]

Stay Woke. - @thewokeroff

[tshidar]

my wife casually made this joke on a walk and it cracked me up so bad that i remembered it for months

and when i started the ask i spent a few weeks more figuring out how to use this line in an answer without it actually sounding homophobic

[tshidar]

a feeble attempt at connecting with people once again crushed violently by extreme reluctance to be perceived

[tshidar]

off ending if it didn't suck

(details under cut)

[tshidar]

will i be like this my whole life

[tshidar]

today i found out i might be somewhere on ace spectrum but i have a job so idrk rn