resilient.

Jas, 25, leo. mostly reblogs (for now) + I occasionally spill my feelings ✍🏼

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investing my time and energy where it feels right to me ✨

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Do I need this? No.

Do I want it? Yes. 😭😭😭

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8/28/22, 2:45 PM

I miss writing.

I wish I still had the energy to write like I did before. Reading my old pieces makes me so sad and nostalgic. I want that part of me back.

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8/1/22, 12:57 PM

I am OOO today, but am learning SQL for a role I want to apply in.

SO. MANY. SYNTAX. I have to remember. 😰

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current reads 💭📚

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Work milestones ✨

9/28/20 - day one of training

11/2/20 - started abstracting clinical data for prostate cancer.

4/26/21 - day one of X training

5/17/21 - I was one of three people who started working on the queue right after training. The others had to work on different cases first before joining us.

9/2/21 - I was approved to transition to the newly created pharma team in my department! Excited for this new journey. 😁

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New milestone added:

3/3/22 - promoted to DA & got a raise. Always grateful for all the blessings I’ve received thus far ✨🤍

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3/21/22, 10:18 AM

Feeling disconnected yet again.

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You might as well be dead to me.

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The sexual tension between me & wanting to constantly acquire more knowledge

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Definitely going through it today. 🤕

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Week 2 of 2022 and I’m feeling 😔😔😔

I have to keep reminding myself that better days are coming.

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Day 2 back in X and I'm already struggling 🤕

I can already feel my mental health tanking 📉 😩

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Excited!!! 😭

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My current perfume collection! 💗

From left to right:

YSL Mon Paris - MY. HOLY. GRAIL. I always come back to this scent! I might as well mention now that I have an affinity for travel sized perfumes — I only use them when I go out which is very rarely, so the size is perfect for me! I'm also not a fan of sprays since I feel like I can't control how much perfume I apply as opposed to rollerballs.

Viktor&Rolf Flowerbomb - found this as a recommendation from YouTuber Jess Conte a few years back. I use it from time to time, but when I went to Texas a few months ago I found myself using it during my entire trip even when I brought other options. As you can see, or can't, there's very little left of it hehe.

Miss Dior - first perfume IN YEARS that I bought that isn't travel size, the reason being there wasn't any available for this lol. Purchased this impulsively since I found out the first Miss Dior perfume I bought was actually eau de toilette. I still love it, though.

Miss Dior Blooming Bouquet - I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THE SCENT OF THIS!!! It doesn't stay long since it's an eau de toilette, but I still find myself using it from time to time when I have to do errands. I used to use handkerchiefs a lot in high school, and when I smelled this + found out it was eau de toilette, I immediately thought it would be good to put on handkerchiefs since the scent is just right.

JOY by Dior - my recent purchase. Recommended to me by someone who worked at Sephora. I love the smell! I initially bought the "intense" version of this and had to exchange since it was too strong for me.

All perfumes mentioned are eau de parfum except the Miss Dior Blooming Bouquet.

Side note: I had two Gucci eau de toilette perfumes I ended up giving one to my sister and one to my cousin since I barely use them. The one I gave to my sister was Flora by Gucci (green) – no travel size, so I bought the smallest spray they had. This was when I wanted to try new perfumes. Even though this was eau de toilette, the scent is strong and stays on longer. I gave my cousin my travel size Flora by Gucci - Gorgeous Gardenia (pink). I actually love the scent of this perfume, but I barely used it so I decided to give it to her before it expires. To be honest, what caught my attention to these Gucci perfumes were their cute packaging lol.

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Peaceful.

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11/10/21, 12:54 PM

I currently have 5 packages coming and that doesn't include the things I'm about to order from Amazon. 🥴

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"I was fishing for information that might break my heart, a flaw of the human condition." — Evelyn Hugo