Refuge

This world sucks so I made my own.

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I want to scrap my flesh open

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I can’t stand myself

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Make me fall in love again

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I miss that stupid ache

Not about Love - Fiona Apple

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I need someone to tell me what to do

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How to see clear

Literally how do I know

What should I do

I need answers on a plate I can’t figure out myself

What’s good

For me

What’s right

What’s wrong

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Im sorry maria

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@/stadtjager_ on insta

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Bro hurt me so bad had to go on tumblr

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Life driven by unfairness

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And on it’s birthday of course

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And I’m tired of bursting on myself

Do people deserve that much protection ?

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If I keep bottling things up I’m going to burst

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I wish I could also have emotional reaction and show them to others

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I wish I was allowed to act the same as others do

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If it’s healthy then why am I in hyper vigilance all the time and always feel like I’m crossing a line or making mistakes