Not bad for an ugly worm.

Senpai | 19 | Fae/She/They/It Pronouns | I'm the argumentative genderfluid enby the truscum warned you about | Inclusionist, Anti, Tucute | Autistic + ADHD + OCD + OSDD-1b + Chronic Pain | I can have discussions about most topics if needed but proshippers are blocked on sight | follows back from a blog beginning in b and ending in y with an Amity Blight icon, the username is related to The Owl House | Demisexual Nebularomantic Omnigay | CSA + COCSA Survivor | Pronoun Hoarding Icon | I don't support ninjamuffin99 at all, the blog theme is just Senpai because the protector in my system is a Senpai alter | Screenshotting My Bio Isn't A Win On Your End, Let People Learn Their Identities Without Judgement Next Time. (+ mine is purposefully long cause i like adding things)

[tucute-senpai]

Making a pinned post so!

Hi! I'm Senpai! I don't go by this name, but I always go under an alias for discourse accounts and usually it fits my theme!

I'm an a-spec genderfluid lesbian, I use these pronouns:

- Fae/Faer/Faers/Faerself

- She/Her/Hers/Herself

- They/Them/Theirs/Themself

- It/It/Its/Itself

and my viewpoints are:

- Anti, Fiction impacts reality

- Tucute, Being trans does not require dysphoria and should not be medicalized

- Medical care should be free, we can look at other countries and how they handle things to base this upon so therefore this goes hand in hand with my belief of not medicalizing being trans

- Inclusionist, Asexual and Aromantic people are part of the LGBT+ community

- Pro MOGAI, microlabels do not harm queer communities and those that will not respect us over people that use more specific labels do not deserve our respect in the first place. Also a good majority of MOGAI folks are nd, it really feels like hatred for these groups is simply thinly veiled ableism

I am always free to discuss my viewpoints, I will not make threats to make others listen to me, I just genuinely love the debate style of discussion if it makes sense? I simply just like this style because it feels like I can give all the information I know, just feels like more important and informative infodumping to me!

I am the core and host of an OSDD system. I will not state our system name, but my protector is a fictional introject of Senpai. He may front here if he wishes to so! He is bisexual and nonbinary. He uses these pronouns:

- He/Him/His/Himself

- They/Them/Theirs/Themself

- Bit/Bit/Bits/Bitself

And his viewpoints are the same as mine

Thanks for reading!

[lesbiananti]

retraumatization through media is not a healthy coping mechanism and exposing yourself to something that idealizes, sexualizes, and/or romanticizes your trauma is not exposure therapy.

[liquidstar]

why do people get so offended when someone says shit like “i hit pro shippers with my car”? like obviously theyre not really hitting anyone with their car, so why are you mad if its just pretend? do you think their words have impact even if theyre not actually literally hitting you with a car? even if theyre only pretending to? even if its fictional it can hurt and effect real people? so you agree, fiction effects reality?

[tucute-senpai]

i hope i made sense in the notes of that last reblog like. really im jus in really small nsfw circles with other oc artists, no im never giving out my nsfw handle. but like, at least on twitter and in my circles of 'adult nsfw artists that were once minors exposed to nsfw by proshippers' (which is incredibly fucking common, yes it is right to call out proshippers on that) when you have a nsfw acc you do one of two things to make sure minors dont see your stuff

either you lock your acc and make it very private, or in my experiences you make damn sure your entire account has sensitive content marked so every time you post any image at all it gets marked as such. you never interact with sfw accounts so nobody will stumble across your account unless they are already in nsfw spaces. you block EVERYBODY that tries to follow you without an above 18 age on their account and even block those that you can just tell are lying about it. you ONLY use nsfw tags, you never use main tags or fandom/actual show tags, and again all of the measures to make sure a minor does not find your shit. the measures are all worth it, and anybody who will not take these measures can and will be called out (yes! yes there are callouts on nsfw twitter! just because everybody is posting horny stuff doesnt mean just anybody can get any attention for it!)

so basically yeah. proshippers know damn well minors see their content and dont care because they gotta be fighting tooth and nail to defend their romanticized pedophilia for a reason

[kasugaicrows]

the thing about proshippers using the argument that if minors dont want to see porn they should get out of adult spaces is that proshippers seem to have this mission in life to turn everything into an adult space. they join fandoms full of kids or teens and post smut in major tags (unavoidable to see even with filters) or they draw porn and put it in the main fandom tag (the reason i have to block people everyday in the tags i follow) and it’s like. yall aren’t leaving anybody shit. why are you trying to frame kids as the bad guys for seeing things that you’re posting publicly? it’s almost like you’re playing the blame game to avoid facing the reality of being a terrible person <3

[tucute-senpai]

...yknow, when i changed to the senpai theme id like to note

a) i wasnt aware ninjamuffin was so fucking shitty jesus fucking christ

b) haha osdd brain go -makes senpai fictive-

[tucute-senpai]

Alright, username change for personal reasons

tucute-togami -> tucute-senpai

[tucute-senpai]

Uh hello again, I know once more that I am not too active here but after my recent postings and wanting to be more active here, I apologize as I might be bringing that to a halt. I don't wish to make my personal issues public, but my ex has been stalking my blogs and I assume side blogs along with harassing me through anonymous asks so I might be taking a break from tumblr as a whole. I apologize, and I hope to be back soon.

[tucute-senpai]

Also if anybody wants an update on how I've been doing after my rather long break, I've been doing rather well. I've started streaming on Twitch with a consistent schedule, which I'm rather proud of because of how dedicated I have been to sticking to it for about a month now. I finally started to feel confident in my own body to start cosplaying, I got back into old hyperfixations and am working on saving up the money for a refurbished Sony aibo, and I even finally got around to getting an Oculus Quest 2 so I could finally play VR games I used to be hyperfixated on and finally get to experience myself

All in all, I've been doing rather well, and I hope the same has gone for everybody else

[tucute-senpai]

I don't use this blog much, but I suppose it is worth sharing if figuring these things out makes me feel a lot more comfortable in my own skin

I came out a while ago on my main as genderfluid and omnigay. To easily explain, it is an identity where as a genderfluid person, my gender changes to match that of somebody i am attracted to, which makes that attraction gay

I've been nervous to ever say anything as I still hold a lot of internalized transphobia and homophobia I never knew about in my mind, because I assumed it really was proof I'm not really trans if I don't identify as incredibly masculine 24/7 or that I'm not gay at all and just fetishizing a community I don't belong in

But after long enough of thinking this all over, I finally pushed that internalized bigotry and intrusive thoughts away because I know myself better than anybody else would. I know that these descriptions of my experiences are what I am, and I'm happy to hold them

Currently I've been a bit more fem presenting and trying out new pronouns so this is my own little coming out. I currently use she/her, they/them, and it/its pronouns. He/him is still alright to use for me, but I heavily prefer she/her. I would like to believe others can be supportive of me and happy about me figuring my labels out as well

[tucute-senpai]

I’m just going to post here to ask because I feel mutuals on my main don’t like sudden out of context questions

Wait is it actually only of age mlm that can be labelled as twinks? I have to admit I’m just really out of touch even in my own communities that I’m just stuck being clueless

[tucute-senpai]

OH

O H

I was not aware of the meaning behind the term, okay. At least I’ve learned something here.

[tucute-senpai]

I’m just going to post here to ask because I feel mutuals on my main don’t like sudden out of context questions

Wait is it actually only of age mlm that can be labelled as twinks? I have to admit I’m just really out of touch even in my own communities that I’m just stuck being clueless

[novis-musica]

'He him lesbians are the reason no one takes trans people seriously' 'neopronouns are the reason no one takes trans people seriously' ' nondysphoric trans people are the reason no one takes trans people seriously'

I have something that's going to BAFFLE you. Transphobia is the reason no one takes trans people seriously and blaming lesbians + other trans people isnt going to make cis people like you, and it isnt going to stop them from being transphobic. Also use people's pronouns and do so without complaint or I'll hit you with a chair

[tucute-senpai]

hurgh

honestly im not so sure i wanna keep the discourse thing going. i can handle it and it isnt taxing me mentally, im just having a lot of trouble like. putting how i feel into words so im nervous i dont really have a place in discourse spots if i cant explain why i have the stances i do. i dunno, maybe ill feel better after i actually sleep off whatever caffeine high im on

[guiltyidealist]

H... has anybody-

[tucute-senpai]

username change time because i do not control the hyperfixations, along with the fact i feel my last theme was in rather bad taste regarding the character creator

tucute-kennith -> tucute-togami

[trenderish]

the words "dont harass people" and "leave other trans people alone" apparently make transmeds really upset