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Uh hello again, I know once more that I am not too active here but after my recent postings and wanting to be more active here, I apologize as I might be bringing that to a halt. I don't wish to make my personal issues public, but my ex has been stalking my blogs and I assume side blogs along with harassing me through anonymous asks so I might be taking a break from tumblr as a whole. I apologize, and I hope to be back soon.

#togami.txt #i only say i assume about side blogs because i had to put a statcounter on my main blog and my art blog but never bothered putting one here #but that does not stop the paranoia around believing i might be stalked through this blog too #so i apologize but i genuinely do not feel safe here for now

Also if anybody wants an update on how I've been doing after my rather long break, I've been doing rather well. I've started streaming on Twitch with a consistent schedule, which I'm rather proud of because of how dedicated I have been to sticking to it for about a month now. I finally started to feel confident in my own body to start cosplaying, I got back into old hyperfixations and am working on saving up the money for a refurbished Sony aibo, and I even finally got around to getting an Oculus Quest 2 so I could finally play VR games I used to be hyperfixated on and finally get to experience myself

All in all, I've been doing rather well, and I hope the same has gone for everybody else

#togami.txt #I would gladly share my twitch channel username but i think i might only do that with people that ask privately

I don't use this blog much, but I suppose it is worth sharing if figuring these things out makes me feel a lot more comfortable in my own skin

I came out a while ago on my main as genderfluid and omnigay. To easily explain, it is an identity where as a genderfluid person, my gender changes to match that of somebody i am attracted to, which makes that attraction gay

I've been nervous to ever say anything as I still hold a lot of internalized transphobia and homophobia I never knew about in my mind, because I assumed it really was proof I'm not really trans if I don't identify as incredibly masculine 24/7 or that I'm not gay at all and just fetishizing a community I don't belong in

But after long enough of thinking this all over, I finally pushed that internalized bigotry and intrusive thoughts away because I know myself better than anybody else would. I know that these descriptions of my experiences are what I am, and I'm happy to hold them

Currently I've been a bit more fem presenting and trying out new pronouns so this is my own little coming out. I currently use she/her, they/them, and it/its pronouns. He/him is still alright to use for me, but I heavily prefer she/her. I would like to believe others can be supportive of me and happy about me figuring my labels out as well

#togami.txt #it may be labels that are seen as 'too specific' but personally i like being specific about things relating to me #i don't know maybe it just comes with the neurodivergency pfft #i guess thats why i havent used this blog a lot #i took an unannounced break from discourse for my own mental health and it made me feel okay enough to explore this again #its not a surprise that ive been questioning a lot i have a lot of trouble like... figuring things out about myself #hell because i am neurodivergent i heavily struggle to tell what my own emotions are #so i hope i can be supported because questioning is okay and i like to hope it is not an annoyance to be this happy about it #ive just been... nervous i would be seen as a faker if i said ive been very fem presenting lately but i mean.. im even dysphoric then #and i can still be masc presenting ive just been fem presenting as of late you know?#also i say fem and masc presenting instead of like... girl or boy for the day because ive always been under the nonbinary umbrella #its just that when i identified as trans masc i was just always in the masc presenting area of it #i apologize for being so wordy im just. happy about this #i even got a discreet genderfluid tapestry in my room with the flag colors blended to look like a sky instead and it makes me so happy #so i wanted to come to a place of what used to be mainly discourse to share this happiness

I’m just going to post here to ask because I feel mutuals on my main don’t like sudden out of context questions

Wait is it actually only of age mlm that can be labelled as twinks? I have to admit I’m just really out of touch even in my own communities that I’m just stuck being clueless

#togami.txt #im sorry im just a very out of touch bear #i can probably easily google it but confusion for now before i research it

hurgh

honestly im not so sure i wanna keep the discourse thing going. i can handle it and it isnt taxing me mentally, im just having a lot of trouble like. putting how i feel into words so im nervous i dont really have a place in discourse spots if i cant explain why i have the stances i do. i dunno, maybe ill feel better after i actually sleep off whatever caffeine high im on

#togami.txt #togami but he talks a lot less professionally #i should make that an actual tag tb h #i mean. i like being a part of discourse discussions because i like to consider myself good at debate writing #and i do like standing up for myself and those like me #but im struggling to think i belong when i cant find the words to explain stuff yknow?#i dunno #feel free to ignore i just finally found the words for this post so i think you can see how the slow process is going

username change time because i do not control the hyperfixations, along with the fact i feel my last theme was in rather bad taste regarding the character creator

tucute-kennith -> tucute-togami

#togami.txt #i assume then please unfollow if you dont like danganronpa #i mean i dont either i absolutely hate the many flaws of this source but again. hyperfixations are hyperfixations #you cant control the hyperfixation but you control how critical you are #also i felt it was in bad taste because of GHOST's distaste towards COMMUNICATIONS #so i feel it was not in the best interest to have a kennith simmons theme #also i have this theme now cause there are a lot of dr transmeds so i shall offer myself up as the dr tucute

For togami - 1 and 7

1. name a fact about urself from ur canon

pre-despair i was kinda friends with sonia. idk if friends is the right word to use, but we got along.

7. name something from ur canon u like

now i would say naegi but i don’t like naegi, i love him. but i’m gonna say naegi anyway cause i can’t think of anything else.

#togami.txt #kin stuff #anonymous

i’m gay for makoto naegi

#i love him so much #i wanna put this in my tag for togami text posts cause why not #togami.txt #seriously i love him a lot

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