summary: when a last minute favor lands yankees pitcher max fried as your fake date to your cousinâs wedding, the act is flawless until you start wishing it wasnât one.
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Youâve been pretending the dateâs not creeping up on you, shoving the RSVP card into a drawer weeks ago and telling yourself youâd deal with it later. Later has officially arrived. The week is here, and your phone calendar keeps flashing Ashleyâs Wedding in bright, unhelpful letters like itâs personally mocking you.
Itâs not that you hate weddings. You like free food, champagne towers, and the occasional bad DJ as much as the next person. Itâs just, this one. This one comes with the added joy of your ex smug smile, new girlfriend, and the kind of coordinated, look how happy we are pda that will absolutely be a performance for your benefit. You can already picture the slow motion hair flip, the hand squeeze, the whispered inside jokes theyâll make sure you âaccidentallyâ overhear.
Your family isnât making it any easier. Every group chat ping for the past month has been some variation of canât wait to see you! are you bringing anyone? followed by a winky face emoji you can practically hear through the screen.
And because they apparently feed on your discomfort like itâs a delicacy, they donât stop there. Phone calls from your mom somehow always start off about something normal, weather, whether youâve paid your car insurance and end up swerving into your âdating prospectsâ like youâre on a reality show sheâs producing.
Youâd decided to go alone. Wear something killer, hold your champagne glass like a shield, and remind yourself that being unattached means you donât have to worry about your date making bad small talk with your extended family. It was a solid plan, right up until your phone lit up mid lunch with Mom, and muscle memory betrayed you into answering.
âI was just talking to your aunt,â she starts, voice bright and breezy in that way that always means sheâs about to ruin your afternoon. âWe canât wait to see you this weekend! Oh, andââ a pause, casual but not casual at all,âmaybe bring someone nice, for once.â
You nearly choke on your water. âExcuse me?â
âJust someone. Anyone. Youâve been single forever, honey. It wouldnât kill you to have a little fun. And maybe, you knowâŚâ her tone shifts into the matchmaking hum you know too well, âprove certain people wrong.â
The call ends before you can formulate a defense. Youâre left staring at your phone like it might offer a solution, but it just sits there, black screen and all, smug in its uselessness.
Your stomach twists, that tight coil of dread that comes with knowing exactly how this will go if you donât do something. Three days. Thatâs all youâve got to find a date or resign yourself to being the main topic at the gossip table, dissected between the bread rolls and the cake cutting.
Suddenly, the âgoing aloneâ plan doesnât feel so bulletproof.
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By the time you get home that night, youâve already cycled through every possible solution short of hiring an actual actor to survive this wedding. You even opened your dating apps for thirty seconds before the parade of shirtless mirror selfies made you want to delete your phone entirely.
So when you facetime your best friend, youâre still mid rant, half sprawled on your couch with one leg dangling over the armrest, a glass of wine cradled like itâs your emotional support beverage. The tv is on some mindless reality show in the background, but youâre too wound up to notice.
âThree days,â you tell her the second she answers, pointing the glass at the camera like youâre presenting exhibit a. âThree days to magically find a boyfriend. You know how long it took me to get a date for prom? Eight months. And I still ended up with the guy who thought wearing a tux with converse made him a visionary.â
She snorts into her drink, not even pretending to hide her grin. âYouâre being dramatic.â
âI am being realistic,â you correct, dragging out the syllables. âWhich is worse.â You take a sip, slump deeper into the cushions, and sigh like the weight of the world has personally chosen you as its carrier. âItâs fine. Iâll just show up alone, drink my body weight in champagne, and pray the photographer catches my good side for once. Thatâs a plan.â
She tilts her head in that way that means sheâs thinking something over, the corner of her mouth twitching. âWhat if,â she says slowly, âyou didnât go alone?â
You give her a flat look. âWow. Revolutionary.â
âNo, seriously.â She props her chin in her hand and leans closer to the screen. âI might be able to help.â
âWith what? Handing me a guy out of thin air?â
Her grin sharpens, the same one she gets when she knows sheâs about to win an argument. âWell, I do work for the Yankees.â
It takes a full beat for the implication to click, and when it does, you nearly spill your wine. âAbsolutely not.â
âWhy not? Iâm not saying marry the guy. Just as a date. One night. Smile for the photos. Make your ex regret every life choice heâs ever made.â
You shake your head, but you can already feel the tiniest flicker of curiosity slipping through the cracks. âThis is ridiculous.â
âYouâre welcome to keep panicking,â she says with a smirk, âor you could let me make a call.â
You wave her off with a laugh, lifting your glass again. âSure. Go ahead. Bring me Aaron Judge while youâre at it.â
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The next afternoon, your phone buzzes with her name.
You answer without thinking, and she skips the hello entirely. âSo, Max Fried said yes.â
You sit up a little too fast. âMaxâwhat?â
âAs in, tall, plays for the Yankees, could absolutely pull off the fake, boyfriend thing without breaking a sweat. That Max Fried.â
You stare at the far wall, brain tripping over itself to process the words said yes. âI was joking.â
âYeah, well, I wasnât. Youâre welcome. Heâll pick you up Friday at six.â
And then she hangs up, just like that, leaving you alone with your phone, your spiraling thoughts, and the sudden, vivid image of walking into your cousinâs wedding on the arm of an actual Yankee.
The mental picture is so sharp you can practically hear your relatives gasping already.
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You almost talk yourself out of it three times before Friday night. Each time, you picture your exâs smug, self satisfied grin when he sees you alone or worse your motherâs look of delighted I told you so if her latest matchmaking crusade gets even a whiff of success. Those images are enough to keep you from texting your friend and bailing.
Even so, you spend the afternoon in a restless loop changing your dress twice, debating whether heels are worth the pain, touching up your makeup only to decide it looks the same as before. By the time the knock finally comes, your heart jumps so sharply it almost hurts. You freeze halfway across the living room, suddenly aware youâre in bare feet, hair only mostly tamed, and thereâs no chance for a last minute mirror check. Too late now.
You pull the door open, and your brain momentarily forgets how to function.
Max Fried is standing in your doorway, and the first thing that hits you is how unfairly good he looks in a suit. Deep charcoal, perfectly tailored so it skims over broad shoulders and a lean frame without a wrinkle in sight. The crisp white shirt is open at the collar just enough to take the edge off the formality, and his tie navy, not quite matching his eyes hangs loose like he wanted to look put together, but not stiff. One hand is slipped into a pocket, the other holding his car keys, and the polished leather of his shoes catches the light from the hallway.
Heâs so at ease in it all that itâs almost infuriating.
âHi,â he says, voice low and warm, like the word is a secret only meant for you. The corner of his mouth tips upward in the quickest flicker of a smile. âIâm not lost, right?â
You shake your head, stepping back automatically to let him in. âYouâre definitely in the right place.â
Itâs strange seeing him here instead of on a pitcherâs mound, no roaring crowd, no stadium lights bouncing off his cap. Just you, him, and the faint, clean scent of his cologne, threaded with something warm and grounding cedar, maybe, or sandalwood that you catch when he steps past you.
The first few minutes are polite but stiff, like youâre both aware of the unusual circumstances. You hand him a glass of water youâre not sure he even wanted, and he accepts it like itâs a truce offering. His eyes move around the apartment not nosy, but deliberate lingering on the books stacked near your couch, the framed photo on the side table. He files away details quietly, like they might come in handy later.
âSo,â he says at last, breaking the silence, âyour friend told me the basics, but I figured I should make sure youâre comfortable with this whole pretending to be your boyfriend thing.â
You laugh lightly, a nervous little exhale. âI mean, I canât imagine youâve done this before.â
His mouth curves, just enough to make you suspicious heâs enjoying this. âNot exactly. But I like to get the details right.â
He shifts, leaning a shoulder against the counter, posture relaxed but his gaze still anchored to you. âOkay, letâs start simple favorite color?â
âBlue,â you say, without thinking. Then you add, âBut not bright blue. More navy.â
âGood. Matches my tie.â He says it like itâs already been ticked off on some internal list. âPet peeves?â
You tilt your head. âFor the wedding?â
âFor pretending weâve been dating for months,â he says, completely straight faced. âCanât have me âaccidentallyâ doing something thatâd get me dumped before dessert.â
You bite back a smile. âFine. I hate when people talk with their mouth full, or cut in line. Oh, and I hate slow walkers.â
âNoted.â His tone is clipped, like heâs logging it in a mental scouting report. âHowâd we meet?â
You pause. âI donât know, mutual friends?â
âToo vague,â he says immediately. âLetâs make it something you wonât blank on when someoneâs had three glasses of wine and asks you for the whole story.â His eyes find yours, steady but not pushy. âIâll let you pick. But it should be something you actually like saying.â
You canât help the way your mouth curves. âFine. Iâll think of something.â
The conversation flows easier after that short questions, easy answers, him tossing in little suggestions to make the story feel natural. Somewhere between âwhatâs your coffee orderâ and âtell me one embarrassing fact I can use if I need to get you out of talking to someone,â the awkward edges between you start to smooth out.
By the time youâre locking the door behind you and heading toward his car, it doesnât feel like youâre walking to a wedding with a stranger. It feels like the start of a plan youâre not entirely sure youâll want to end.
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The drive to the venue feels shorter than it should, probably because you spend most of it silently running through a mental checklist details you think you should know, things you should remember to say, the made up timeline youâre supposed to stick to. Youâre so deep in your head you barely notice the turns.
Max, on the other hand, looks like he could be heading to brunch instead of straight into the epicenter of your familyâs gossip network. One hand draped over the wheel, the other resting lazily on the console between you, his thumb tapping an easy rhythm against the leather. Heâs humming along, almost under his breath, to whateverâs playing on the radio. The calm rolling off him is irritatingly contagious.
âYouâre awfully quiet over there,â he says at one point, glancing your way briefly before turning back to the road.
âJust making sure I donât accidentally tell my aunt we met in a grocery store produce aisle.â
His mouth curves faintly. âThat wouldnât be the worst story.â
The venue comes into view before you can answer a picture perfect lakeside setup straight out of a wedding magazine. White tents stretch along the shoreline, fairy lights already winking between the branches overhead. The lake is glassy and still, catching the fading light of late afternoon like itâs been staged for photographs. Somewhere off to the right, a string quartet is warming up, the notes carrying on the breeze.
You barely get two steps past the valet before it happens.
Your name is called in that drawn out, singsong tone only family members seem to master, and there they are three of your aunts, lined up like a handpicked welcome committee. They take you in, eyes bright, smiles wide and then they see Max.
âOhhh,â one of them breathes, drawing out the word as if sheâs stumbled upon a celebrity sighting. âAnd who is this?â
âThisâ has already slipped into character before you can form a single syllable. Maxâs smile arrives effortlessly warm, easy, practiced in the way that doesnât feel practiced at all. He moves his hand to the small of your back like its instinct, his palm steady and warm against the thin fabric of your dress.
âMax,â he says, with a voice that makes it sound like heâs genuinely happy to be meeting them. âNice to meet you all. Iâve heard a lot about this wedding.â
One of your aunts actually clasps her hands together, eyes flicking between you two like sheâs watching the end of a Hallmark movie. âWell, arenât you handsome. Howâd you two meet?â
You dart a sideways glance at him, ready to stumble through the vaguely sketched story youâd half agreed on, but Max doesnât hesitate. He launches right into the version youâd mentioned in passing during the drive mutual friend, charity event and delivers it with the kind of small, precise details that make it sound impossible to fake.
âShe was wearing this ridiculous hat,â he adds smoothly, âand I knew I had to find out who could pull that off.â
Your aunt practically swoons.
âAnd whenâs the wedding for you two?â another pipes up, her grin pure mischief.
You nearly choke on nothing, but Max only chuckles, low and unhurried. He glances down at you, and thereâs something in his expression too quick, too warm that doesnât feel entirely rehearsed. âWeâre taking it one step at a time,â he says, thumb sweeping an absent, reassuring arc along the small of your back. âBut I think sheâs worth the wait.â
The aunts melt instantly, exchanging knowing looks and not so subtle winks, and you manage a tight smile, trying not to reveal that your pulse has picked up in a way it definitely shouldnât have.
Youâre not sure whatâs more dangerous how easily your family is falling for it, or how much youâre starting to wonder if you are, too.
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You make it through the first round of small talk and introductions without tripping over the fake dating story, which you count as a win. Every time you start to fumble, Max picks up the thread so seamlessly you almost forget you didnât actually rehearse this together. Heâs been smooth in every conversation his hand brushing yours just often enough to look natural, his palm occasionally finding the back of your chair like itâs the most instinctive thing in the world.
Youâre halfway across the patio toward the bar, weaving between clusters of guests, when it happens.
Itâs the laugh you hear first too loud, too familiar. Your stomach drops a fraction of a second before your eyes find him. Your ex. Standing just off to the side with a drink in hand and his new girlfriend tucked against his arm, wearing a dress so strategically chosen it might as well be a calculated strike.
The smile on his face falters the instant he sees you. For the briefest second, his expression flashes with something youâve never seen from him before genuine surprise before smoothing into something cooler.
âHey,â he says, recovering quickly, but his tone carries a faint, pointed edge, like heâs bracing for you to be alone. âDidnât think Iâd see you here.â
Your lips part, a retort forming, but Max moves first.
âHi,â he says, voice warm enough to make it clear heâs not here to start trouble. âMax.â He extends his hand steady, confident and waits. Thereâs no aggressive squeeze, no puffed up posture, just an unshakable ease that somehow tilts the entire interaction in your favor without him saying much at all.
Your ex takes the handshake, his polite smile not quite reaching his eyes. And then Maxâs arm slides around your waist loose but sure, his fingertips brushing against your side like they belong there. Itâs not possessive. Itâs certain. The kind of gesture that says heâs not going anywhere.
âNice to meet you,â your ex says, though the tone suggests itâs more obligation than sincerity.
âLikewise,â Max replies, still wearing that easy smile. But thereâs something in his eyes subtle, deliberate thatâs sharp enough to be felt if youâre on the receiving end. âWeâve been looking forward to today.â
You catch the faintest shift in your exâs posture, the way his jaw ticks before he masks it. You can practically hear the gears in his head grinding as he recalibrates whatever mental script he had for this moment.
A few more seconds of thinly polite conversation, and then youâre excusing yourselves. Maxâs hand remains at your back, light but steady, steering you through the crowd toward the bar.
When youâre clear of earshot, he leans down just enough for the warmth of his breath to hit your temple. His voice is low, threaded with amusement.
âThat guyâs face when he saw you?â A pause, like heâs letting the memory play again. âWorth it already.â
You laugh before you can stop yourself, the sound breaking through the tension you didnât realize youâd been holding in your shoulders. And the worst part? Somewhere deep down, you have the sinking feeling he isnât talking about just the act.
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Dinner goes better than you couldâve hoped. The conversation flows easily, the food is good, and somehow Max has managed to insert himself into your familyâs orbit like heâs been here for years. By the time dessert is served, heâs made the rounds without even leaving his seat leaning in to talk baseball with your uncle like theyâve been swapping stats for decades, politely answering questions about the season while sidestepping anything too personal with a skill that feels almost professional.
When your little cousins come barreling over and start tugging at his sleeve, asking if heâll dance with them, he doesnât even hesitate. âOf course,â he says, already pushing back from the table. He ties his napkin in a loose knot on the table, shoots you a quick wink, and lets himself be pulled toward the dance floor like heâs just been recruited for the most important job of the night.
You watch from your seat as he spins one of them around, her giggles carrying over the music, then bends to let another climb onto his back before flipping him over into his arms like itâs nothing. He twirls the boy high into the air, and the entire table of relatives lets out a collective aww. Heâs in his element completely unbothered by the curious glances your family keeps sneaking your way, his easy laugh slipping between the beat of the music.
When he finally makes his way back, thereâs a light flush creeping up from his collar and a spark in his eyes that wasnât there at the start of the evening.
âYour cousins are relentless,â he says, sliding into the seat beside you. His knee brushes yours under the table, casual but close.
âTheyâre also very persuasive,â you reply, smiling despite yourself.
The next song starts slower, softer, the kind of melody that turns the dance floor into something out of a postcard. Strings hum low under the swell of a piano, and couples start drifting toward the center. Max tilts his head toward the music, then back to you, one brow raised.
âCome on.â
You start to protest something about not being much of a dancer but heâs already standing, holding out his hand. The moment your fingers touch, his close around yours warm, certain and youâre moving toward the soft spill of light at the center of the floor.
His other hand finds your waist easily, like itâs been there a hundred times before. You rest yours lightly on his shoulder, testing the space between you, but it narrows almost immediately as the music pulls you into a slow, steady sway.
Itâs easy at first two people moving in time to the music but then he shifts, just slightly, enough that his cheek brushes yours. Itâs not an accident. The faint rasp of stubble grazes your skin, and you can feel the warmth of his breath as he exhales near your ear.
âYouâre a better dancer than you let on,â you murmur, the words barely above the music.
He hums in quiet amusement, the sound low and deep in his chest. âDonât tell anyone. Ruins my image.â
You laugh softly, but the sound catches in your throat because youâre suddenly, acutely aware of how solid he feels under your hands, how steady his palm is against your back, how the air between you has shifted into something charged.
Youâre supposed to be acting. Youâre supposed to be selling this to everyone watching. But right now, with the lights low, the music curling around you, and his cheek still brushing yours, you canât tell if either of you remembers that.
For the rest of the song, you let yourself lean into him just a little and wonder when exactly âpretendingâ stopped feeling like pretending at all.
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The song fades into applause and chatter, and you step back from Max, a little too aware of the way your pulse hasnât quite steadied. Your palms feel warm where theyâd rested on him, your skin still humming faintly with the rhythm of the last few minutes.
The room suddenly feels warmer, louder like every laugh, every clink of glass, every too loud conversation is pressing in at once. You draw in a breath and itâs not quite enough.
âAir?â he asks, voice pitched low, like heâs reading the thought straight off your face.
You nod, and his hand settles at the small of your back again light, steady guiding you through the maze of chairs and clusters of people. He moves like itâs second nature, keeping you close without crowding, and somehow, without speaking, you fall into step with him.
The side doors give way to the night, and cool air rushes over your skin like a relief you didnât realize you needed.
The balcony stretches out over the lake, the wooden planks creaking faintly under your steps. String lights loop along the railing, their soft glow casting gold across the dark water. Each tiny bulb has its own reflection shimmering on the lakeâs surface, shifting gently with the ripples. Somewhere inside, the band has moved to a new song slow, almost wistful and the melody drifts out to meet you, mingling with the distant hum of conversation and the faint buzz of crickets in the trees.
You lean against the railing, letting your elbows rest on the smooth wood. The night air brushes against your bare arms, cool enough to raise goosebumps, carrying with it the scent of pine from the surrounding trees and something sweet wafting from the dessert table inside.
Max stands beside you, angled just slightly in your direction. Heâs close enough that the warmth coming off him feels like a quiet anchor against the nightâs chill, but not so close that it feels staged. The proximity is easy, natural.
âThanks for doing this,â you say after a beat, your voice softer than you intended. âYou didnât have to.â
He glances at you, the corner of his mouth curving upward. âSure I did. I said yes, didnât I?â
You roll your eyes, a smile tugging at your lips despite yourself. âI mean it. Youâve been amazing tonight. I owe you.â
He shakes his head, eyes flicking back out to the water. âYou donât owe me anything.â âIâm actually having a really good time.â
That makes you blink. âReally?â
He chuckles under his breath, the sound low and genuine. âYeah. Your familyâs great. And watching your exâs face?â He gives a small shake of his head, clearly savoring the memory. âDefinitely the highlight so far.â
The laugh that escapes you is unguarded, and it hangs in the space between you for a few seconds warm, unhurried, carrying with it the comfort of someone who seems to want to be exactly where he is.
Then the quiet settles in. Not awkward, just heavier somehow. You can feel it in the space between heartbeats, in the way the cool air grazes your cheek while the solid heat of him lingers at your side.
You glance over and find him already watching you. The string lights catch across his features, tracing the sharp line of his jaw, the soft pull of his mouth, the faint crease near his eyes from the smile he hasnât quite lost.
For a moment, it feels like the only thing between you is distance that could be closed in a single breath. If you leaned in just slightly youâre almost certain something would happen.
But neither of you moves, not yet.
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Youâre weaving your way back from the dessert table, careful not to spill the dangerously overloaded plate in your hands. Itâs stacked with something chocolate and glossy and a tart you grabbed on impulse because it looked too pretty not to. Youâre halfway to your table when you feel a gentle tug at your arm light but deliberate, enough to make you stop.
Your grandma.
She draws you out of the flow of people drifting toward the dance floor, steering you to a small pocket of space near the corner. Her hand is warm and familiar against your forearm, and her eyes are doing that twinkling thing they always do right before she says something you wonât be able to forget, no matter how much you might want to.
âThat boy,â she says, chin tilting toward the far side of the room.
You follow her gaze and find Max still in that perfectly cut suit, hair slightly mussed now from the evening. Heâs standing beside your uncle, his broad frame angled attentively, head dipping in a way that says heâs listening as much as heâs talking.
âLooks at you like youâre the only person in the room,â she finishes.
You almost fumble the plate. âGrandmaââ
âIâm serious,â she cuts in gently, voice low but certain, like sheâs imparting a truth sheâs had decades to learn. âIâve been around a long time, sweetheart. Thatâs not pretend.â
You laugh, because it feels easier than letting the weight of her words sink in, but the sound comes out thinner than youâd like. âWeâve only known each other a short time. Donât read into it.â
She pats your hand, her thumb brushing over your knuckles. Her expression gives away nothing but the smallest, most knowing smile. âMmhmm. You keep telling yourself that.â
When you glance back toward Max, heâs leaning forward slightly, his forearm braced against the back of a chair, eyes locked on your uncle like every word is worth catching. Itâs the kind of focus that would make anyone feel like the most interesting person in the world.
And then like itâs some unspoken reflex, his gaze finds yours across the room. That easy, crowd appropriate smile shifts in an instant into something smaller. Something private. It lingers for just a moment, but itâs enough to send your heart stumbling a beat behind.
Your grandmaâs words wedge themselves somewhere you canât quite push away. Because the thing is, youâve been careful really careful to keep the story straight. To keep it light.
But Max hasnât corrected anyone whoâs called him your boyfriend. Not when your aunt introduced him that way, beaming like sheâd just solved the familyâs favorite mystery. Not when your cousin asked how long youâd been together over appetizers. And definitely not now, as he throws his head back in a laugh at something your uncle said, his hand resting easy on the back of a chair like this all of this is exactly where he wants to be.
And for the first time all night, youâre not entirely sure heâs acting.
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The elevator ride is steeped in a quiet kind of exhaustion the kind that seeps into your bones after hours of smiling, nodding, and making conversation with people you havenât seen in years. Itâs not unpleasant, though just full. The comfortable silence between you hums softly over the faint strains of music still drifting up from the reception below, muffled by floors and distance.
When the doors slide open, the hallway greets you with a hush so complete it feels like youâve stepped into another world. Plush carpet swallows the sound of your footsteps, but your heels still make the faintest click in a steady rhythm beside the softer tread of his dress shoes.
Youâre walking shoulder to shoulder, close enough that your sleeve brushes his once, twice. And the quiet gives your mind room to replay the night in little bursts your grandmaâs hand squeezing yours, her voice saying thatâs not pretend, the slow dance and the way his cheek had grazed yours, every time someone had said âboyfriendâ and Max had just smiled and gone along with it, not a correction in sight.
He stops with you at your door, his hands sliding into his pockets like heâs trying to keep them there on purpose. His tie is loosened now, the first button of his shirt undone, the crisp lines of his suit slightly softened by the hours heâs worn it. The hallway light, warm and low, casts a faint gold over the sharp line of his jaw and the curve of his mouth when he looks at you.
âSo,â The word comes out low, filling the space between you without pushing it. âIâll see you in the morning?â
You nod, fingers curling around your key card, its plastic edge digging lightly into your palm. âYeah, in the morning.â
The pause that follows isnât awkward. Itâs heavier than that, weighted with something unspoken, the kind of quiet where you both seem to be waiting for the other to move first.
And then he does.
Itâs a small shift just enough for the faint scent of his cologne to reach you, warm and clean with that subtle, grounding note youâve been catching all night. He leans in, slow, and his lips brush your cheek. Light. Almost casual. But they linger a fraction longer than they should, the heat of them seeping into your skin before he pulls back.
Itâs nothing. Itâs everything.
âGoodnight,â he says, his voice softer now, almost reluctant to break the moment.
You manage a quiet, âNight,â but it feels like your pulse is still trying to catch up, thrumming in your ears as you watch him walk away, broad shoulders framed in the dim light until he disappears into his own room.
When your door clicks shut behind you, you just stand there for a beat, the air in the room somehow cooler than the hallway. Your hand drifts up almost without thinking, fingertips pressing lightly to the spot where his lips had been.
And for the first time, you let yourself wonder if maybe, just maybe this was never just an act.
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You half expect him to be gone when you wake up. Maybe already on the road back to the city, maybe sleeping in his own room with a polite see you around text waiting on your phone. Thatâs the safe way this ends, isnât it? With distance and clean lines.
Instead, the smell of coffee drifts down the hallway, warm and rich, threading through the faint scent of maple syrup and toasted bread. You follow it barefoot, still tugging at the sleeve of your sweater, hair pulled into a half hearted knot that tells the world you definitely didnât plan on seeing anyone yet.
The low murmur of voices reaches you first, punctuated by bursts of laughter that ripple down the corridor. You slow your steps without meaning to, your ears straining toward the sound.
When you step into the dining area, the sight that greets you makes you falter.
Max is seated at the end of the long table like heâs been there for years, like heâs been part of every family breakfast youâve ever had. One arm is draped casually along the back of his chair, the other cradling a steaming mug of coffee, fingers curled around the ceramic like itâs something heâs done a hundred mornings before. His tie and jacket are long gone, replaced by an open collared white shirt rolled neatly at the sleeves, the fabric softening just enough to look lived in. The plate in front of him is already half cleared scrambled eggs, toast, and what looks like the remains of one of your auntâs infamous cinnamon rolls.
Your uncle is mid way through telling that story again the one about the fishing trip gone wrong and Max is laughing. Not the polite, low chuckle youâve heard him give strangers. A real laugh. Full bodied, head tipped slightly back, eyes warm and creased at the corners. It rolls over the table in a way that makes your relatives lean in, smiling like theyâve just pulled off some victory.
You hover for a second in the doorway, unsure if youâre intruding on something, until he glances up.
He catches you over the rim of his mug, and the smile that spreads across his face isnât the polished, camera ready one from last night. Itâs smaller. Softer. Meant just for you.
âMorning,â he says, his voice pitched low but somehow still reaching you through the hum of conversation.
You return the smile before you can stop yourself, making your way to the empty chair beside him. The second you sit, he shifts just enough that your knees brush under the table. Itâs nothing, really, just a casual overlap of space. But the warmth of it seeps in like itâs been there all along.
Someone passes you a plate, conversation picking up around you again, and you watch as Max accepts a refill of coffee from your aunt like itâs the most natural thing in the world. He thanks her with an easy grin, then turns back to your uncle without missing a beat.
Itâs in the way he fits so seamlessly into this how he listens, how he adds to the rhythm without changing it that something settles low in your chest. Because somewhere between his ease with your family, the way your cousins clearly adore him, and that unshakable warmth in his smile when he looks your way, you realize youâre in trouble.
Big trouble.
Because sitting here, watching him fit into your life so effortlessly, itâs getting harder dangerously harder to remember that this was only supposed to be pretend.
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The drive back is quieter than the trip to the wedding, but not in a way that feels empty. Itâs the kind of quiet that comes after a day lived fully, when the rush is gone and all thatâs left is the low hum of the world outside. Afternoon light slants through the windshield in soft golden streaks, warming the dashboard and catching in his hair. The steady vibration of the road beneath the tires is almost hypnotic, lulling you into a space that feels suspended from real life.
Youâre curled slightly toward him in your seat, one knee tucked up, hands wrapped around the travel mug of coffee your aunt insisted you take. Itâs still hot enough that the steam blows past your face, carrying the faint sweetness of whatever creamer she poured in. Outside, the scenery passes in blur fields fading into stretches of highway, roadside trees casting quick shadows across the car. For a while, youâre content just to watch the world go by. But then the gratitude thatâs been building in your chest nudges its way out.
âHey,â you say, your voice breaking the comfortable silence. âThank you. Again. For all of it. You really didnât have to go this hard for me.â
Max glances over, the sunlight catching in the curve of his smile something halfway between playful and unexpectedly warm. âSure I did. It was a wedding. I had fun.â
You huff a laugh, shaking your head. âYouâve set an unrealistically high bar for fake boyfriends. Iâm never going to live up to this on my own.â
His eyes flick toward you again, a glint of amusement there. âGood thing youâre not on your own,â he says easily, his voice unhurried, one hand loose on the wheel like thereâs nowhere else in the world he needs to be.
You look out the window, but the smile pulls at your mouth anyway. âStill. I owe you big.â
He doesnât answer right away, and the pause makes you glance back at him. His gaze meets yours for just long enough to feel deliberate before it slides back to the road. âGuess you can start by letting me take you to dinner,â he says, casual but with something heavier threaded through it. âFor real this time.â
Your heart does a small, traitorous flip. âFor real?â you ask, aiming for lightness, but your pulse betrays you.
âFor real,â he confirms, and this time his smile isnât teasing itâs a little softer, a little steadier. Like heâs already decided how this will go, and heâs just waiting for you to catch up.
You hesitate, the words catching on the edge of your tongue. Then you nod. âOkay. Dinner.â
He doesnât push further, doesnât fill the space with anything else, but you notice the way his fingers start tapping against the steering wheel light, rhythmic, like heâs carrying a song only he knows.
It makes you think heâs smiling for reasons that have nothing to do with the road ahead. And as the miles tick down and the sun dips lower behind the horizon, you realize with startling clarity that youâre no longer wondering if the line between pretend and real will blur.
summary: youâre filming a yankees docuseries and max fried keeps flirting when the cameras arenât rolling until one day, he dares you to leave it all in the final cut.
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You didnât expect the locker room to feel so loud.
Not in sound there was no shouting, no music blaring from someoneâs speaker. The volume wasnât audible. It was energetic. It vibrated in the walls, pulsed in the air. A pressure. The kind of tension that lives in pregame rituals and postgame silence. The kind that buzzes beneath the surface of every clipped conversation and every scuffed cleat scraping against the tile.
There was a hum to it. A current. Like static building just beneath your skin. Waiting for something someone to touch the ground and release it.
The team was still adjusting to the cameras. Theyâd been told to act normal, to pretend the crew wasnât there, to ignore the boom mics and the blinking red lights that meant âon the record.â Some players smiled easily. The polished ones, the media trained ones they leaned into it like second nature. Others kept their heads down, kept their language clean, and tried not to look directly into the lens. They were getting used to you. But even with their acceptance, you felt it every day the edge.
The unspoken, you donât belong here.
And you didnât. Not really.
But that was fine by you.
Your job wasnât to belong. It wasnât even to participate.
Your job was to observe. To collect moments and stitch them into something that made sense. To fade into the background. To frame other peopleâs stories without letting your own show.
You liked being behind the lens. You preferred the shadows. You were the quiet one with the press badge and the camera bag slung over one shoulder. The fly on the wall. The girl with the eyes but never the voice.
You liked boundaries. Clean lines. Defined roles.
Camera on. Camera off.
Do the work. Go home.
You liked that.
At least, you did.
Until Max Fried happened.
It started so small you barely noticed.
A glance across the dugout while you were adjusting your focus ring. A subtle nod as he passed your monitor, like he knew youâd been looking for him. A soft, almost shy âheyâ in passing low and casual, like he wasnât sure if youâd answer, but also like he didnât mind either way.
You told yourself it was nothing. That he was just being polite. That he was one of those reserved types composed, a little aloof, head down, quietly confident.
And Max? Max wasnât even supposed to be the focus. The storylines had already been mapped out. Rookies with something to prove. Veterans with legacies. Big personalities. Front-page drama.
Max Fried was background.
Until he wasnât.
Because every time you lifted your camera, he was there.
Not front and center. Not trying to steal the scene.
But always in frame.
Leaning against the dugout wall like he lived there. Sitting at the edge of the bench, head bowed over a glove as he tightened the laces. Stretching his shoulder slowly in the tunnel, long fingers brushing through his curls like he didnât notice you even though you knew he did.
Once, while you were crouched behind your rig, he passed behind you and murmured, âMake sure you get my good side.â
You froze.
He kept walking like he hadnât said anything.
And you didnât respond.
You just adjusted your frame too quickly and aimed the lens away from him entirely.
But your pulse didnât slow for minutes.
Still, you told yourself it was fine. Harmless. A pitcher being funny. Loose. Teasing.
But then it kept happening.
He started showing up more. Not in the lineup, not in meetings. In your space.
Heâd linger behind interviews he had no reason to watch. Wander into shots like he was waiting for a cue. Offer to mic up guys he barely talked to always with that soft smirk tugging at his lips, like he knew exactly how far to push.
Like he knew exactly where the line was and how to hover just on the edge of it.
You tried to tell yourself it meant nothing.
But one day, during a post game scrum, your camera was fixed on a group of players giving soundbites and Max was supposed to be on the other side of the clubhouse. Instead, he was a few feet away. Watching. Not the players. Not the media.
You.
Eyes on you. Focused. Calm.
Your fingers tightened on the grip instinctively, suddenly aware of everything of your breath, your stance, the low hum of your mic levels. You shifted focus just to have something to do.
Later, you asked one of the other guys for a quick locker room hit to cap the night.
But it wasnât him who stepped into frame.
It was Max.
Still half dressed, shirt clinging to his chest, the damp curve of his collarbone visible under the fluorescents. His hair was still wet. His jaw still flushed. He looked straight into your camera at you and smiled.
âIs this gonna make the cut?â he asked, his voice quiet and clear, carrying over the low noise behind him. âOr should I say something deeper?â
You didnât answer.
You didnât even nod.
You just blinked once and pressed stop on the camera.
You didnât include the clip in the edit.
You didnât even mention it in the team notes.
But you didnât delete it either.
You saved it in a folder that didnât have a label. Tucked it behind highlight reels and time lapse shots of sunrise over the field.
Just in case.
In case it turned into something.
In case you needed to prove to yourself, later, that the look in his eyes wasnât imagined.
That there had been something there.
Or maybe worse in case nothing ever came of it.
And you needed to remember what almost did.
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Week Two.
Max started talking between takes.
Not in a flashy, trying to get your number kind of way. Not flirtatious. Not even particularly loud. Just there.
Quiet little observations. Dropped into the air like pebbles into still water.
âYou ever get tired of watching us warm up?â
It was during stretch drills. He wasnât even looking at you just tugging at the sleeve of his compression shirt, eyes fixed on the turf like the question had occurred to him out of nowhere.
Later, during bullpen footage, âDo you actually like baseball? Or are you just here for the storytelling?â
And the next morning, early call time, the air still gray and sleep stained, âWhat kind of coffee keeps you standing through all this?â
You barely looked up from your lens. Gave clipped, neutral replies. You told yourself he was just killing time. Filling the dead space between reps, between drills, between cuts. That was all.
But then it kept happening.
It wasnât just casual anymore.
It was intentional.
He started appearing earlier to pre-roll check ins. Lingering later after wrap-ups. Always with a coffee in hand. Always with yours right behind it. He never made a show of it never asked if you wanted one. He just started showing up with it.
Sometimes it was in a cardboard tray with extras for your crew. But yours? Always came last. Passed to you with a brief pause. A brush of fingers. A glance. Never more than a few seconds but enough to spark something quiet and persistent in your chest. Something you pretended not to feel.
Your hands would warm around the cup. Stay there too long. Sometimes youâd sip it an hour later and realize it had gone cold in your grip because youâd spent the morning thinking about him instead of drinking it.
You told yourself it was nothing. You were just tired. The long hours. The late nights. The rotating city backdrops and endless schedule. Anyone would start to project meaning onto small things when they were running on caffeine and adrenaline.
But still, he kept appearing.
Like gravity.
One afternoon, after a brutal shoot under a stubbornly clouded sky, you were crouched by a bounce card, adjusting its angle to fight the lack of light. You didnât hear him step up behind you just felt the subtle shift in air pressure, the faint heat of him close by.
Then, his voice low, right near your ear:
âThat light makes me look like I slept.â
You startled. Not enough to show it. Just a small intake of breath. But it was enough that he noticed.
He chuckled quiet, genuine and stepped back without another word.
You stared at the bounce card for a full minute before remembering what you were supposed to be doing with it.
You told yourself you were reading too much into it. That he was just being funny. Kind. Maybe he did this with everyone. Maybe you just werenât used to being noticed.
But then came the footage.
Not the scripted shots. Not the structured interviews.
The in-between moments.
B-roll you hadnât meant to capture. Wide shots where he wasnât the subject but still found the lens. Practice drills where heâd glance not at his teammates or his coach but just slightly off camera. At you.
Always near. Always aware. Always looking.
And every time you saw it, your finger hovered over the keyboard.
Then you cut it.
Not because it didnât fit. Not because it wasnât clean or professional.
But because leaving it in felt like admitting something.
Like framing your own distraction.
So you sliced it out.
Again. And again.
You told yourself you were protecting the story.
But deep down, you knew what you were really doing.
You were editing your own feelings out of the timeline. Scrubbing your heartbeat out of the frame.
But still there they were.
In the empty spaces.
The pauses that lingered too long. The looks you couldnât unsee. The soft question in his eyes that hadnât quite made its way into words yet.
You tried to pretend it was all noise.
But the silence said more than you wanted it to.
And it was getting harder to cut.
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Week Three.
You didnât hear the door open.
The edit bay was quiet, save for the low hum of your laptop and the occasional clack of your keyboard. Headphones dangled loose around your neck, one speaker still buzzing faintly with interview audio youâd heard a dozen times already. Your eyes stung from staring at the timeline for too long cutting, trimming, undoing. Doing it all again.
You were buried in it. The work. The rhythm of control.
So when he spoke, his voice low and unhurried, it felt like a ripple across still water.
âLate night?â
You turned, startled.
Max stood in the doorway, leaning casually against the frame like he had all the time in the world. Hoodie slung low on his shoulders, curls damp like heâd just come from the shower. A half-drunk protein shake dangled loosely in one hand. The other held the strap of his duffel, like maybe he hadnât planned to stop just got pulled in.
He looked good. Too good. Soft and undone and completely out of place in the clinical glow of your editing bay.
You blinked, trying to remember if youâd locked the door. Trying to remember how to breathe.
He didnât wait for you to answer. Just took a step further in, eyes scanning the flickering cut on your screen.
âIâve seen the edits,â he said, voice casual but not careless. âYou cut me. Every time I look at you.â
Your heart jolted. You straightened, tried to play it cool. âYouâre not the subject.â
He tilted his head. âI could be.â
You didnât look at him. Couldnât.
âThatâs not how this works,â you said, keeping your voice even.
There was a pause.
Then: âYou donât like me,â he said, softer this time. âGot it.â
Your head snapped up. âDonât do that.â
âDo what?â
âThat thing where you twist it around. Like Iâm pushing you away.â
âArenât you?â
âMax.â
âIâm just saying,â he said, taking another quiet step into the room. âYouâre making this into something itâs not.â
You scoffed, tension flaring in your chest. âIâm not the one doing that.â
He raised an eyebrow. âYou sure?â
Silence pulsed between you, thick and uncomfortable. The kind that made you hyper aware of every breath, every inch of space between you.
He wasnât smiling now.
No teasing. No smirk.
Just that steady, unreadable expression he wore on the mound. Calm. Collected. Watching you like you were something he was trying to figure out.
âYou should leave it in,â he said, nodding toward your screen.
You swallowed. âLeave what in?â
âAll of it.â His voice was low but certain. âThe moments you cut. When I look at you. When I talk to you. When I show up on your frame even when Iâm not supposed to.â
You laughed nervous, brittle. âYou think people care about the camera girl?â
âI think people care about whatâs real.â
He took another step forward, motioning between the two of you.
âAnd this?â he said. âWhatever this is, itâs real.â
You shook your head, trying to find footing. âThereâs no us, Max.â
He didnât flinch.
âNot yet.â
His words settled into the room like dust.
You stared at him, chest tight, fingers curled around the edge of your desk like they might keep you grounded.
He didnât move. Didnât press.
Just let the silence stretch.
Then he turned.
Started to walk away like he wasnât waiting for anything.
Like he knew what came next wasnât up to him.
But just before he reached the door, hand on the knob, back still to you
He looked over his shoulder.
Eyes soft. Voice even softer.
âI dare you.â
And then he was gone.
Leaving behind a room too quiet, a timeline blinking on your screen, and a single clip you hadnât deleted yet.
The one where he looked at you like he saw something worth keeping.
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Week Four.
You stared at the clip.
Watched it three times.
Then dragged it onto the timeline.
And you didnât cut it.
For once, you let it breathe.
Let the truth stay in the frame.
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Week Five.
He didnât flirt anymore.
Didnât crack quiet jokes on the sidelines or sneak up behind your camera rig just to ask if the lens made him look tall. He didnât hang around after interviews or show up early with coffee in hand and that crooked smile that made your stomach twist.
He didnât hover.
He just watched.
Quiet. Still. Patient.
Like something had shifted.
Like he was waiting but not for the right moment to tease you again. For something else entirely. Something deeper. Something he didnât want to force.
It wasnât a game anymore.
The tension had changed.
Where once it had felt like banter, like a dare with a smile stitched to the end of it, now it felt heavier. Unspoken. Like everything between you had dropped an octave. Slowed down. Grown teeth.
And it was everywhere.
In the way your breath hitched when you heard his name over the clubhouse speakers. In the way your shoulders tightened when you saw his figure out of the corner of your eye. In the way your hands froze on your camera controls when he passed by, and your brain short-circuited for a second, like maybe if you just stayed still, it would pass.
But it didnât.
Because the weight of him lingered.
Even when he didnât say a word.
You started catching him in moments when he wasnât supposed to be looking when someone else had the floor, when the focus was elsewhere. And yet there he was. On the periphery. Watching you with a gaze that was no longer curious or teasing.
It was quiet now. Unflinching. Unreadable.
Like he was waiting to be chosen, not chasing.
Like he had handed you the next move and was willing to wait no matter how long it took for you to take it.
And maybe thatâs what scared you the most.
That he had stopped trying to prove it.
Because it meant he didnât need to anymore.
Your assistant, Liv, picked up on it quickly. She had a gift for sniffing out tension. A sixth sense for drama that hadnât yet made it on screen.
âYou and Fried,â she said casually one night, coiling cables after a dugout shoot. âShould I be prepping a soundbite?â
You barely looked up. âThereâs nothing.â
She didnât push. Just smirked and raised an eyebrow like sheâd already written the subplot in her head.
But you felt it then your stomach tightening, your breath catching. Because the words came too fast. Too smooth. Like a rehearsed line.
And maybe that was the most telling part.
Because there was something.
In the silence. In the tension. In the invisible current that pulsed whenever he walked into the room and your body noticed before your mind could catch up.
In the way his presence steadied you and rattled you at the same time.
In the way his gaze didnât waver anymore and yours did.
It had grown too big to ignore. Too loud to cut.
You could remove him from the footage. You could keep cropping him out, keep telling yourself he didnât matter to the story you were here to tell.
But your pulse said otherwise.
Your edits were cleaner now, but colder. Less heart. Less truth.
Because he had become the truth.
And you couldnât edit around it forever.
Not when the quiet between you started saying everything you wouldnât.
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Week Six.
The docuseries premiere buzzed with energy.
The screening room pulsed with anticipation, lit by the glow of the giant projection screen and the hum of players, staff, and media chattering in scattered groups. Some leaned back with arms folded, half-joking about how theyâd be portrayed. Others leaned forward, waiting to see if their best soundbites made the cut. There were beers in plastic cups, pizza boxes stacked in the corner, and the soft click of someone nervously tapping their pen against a notebook.
It was loud. Distracted. Warm with victory and ego and adrenaline.
And yet all you could hear was your own heartbeat.
You stood in the back of the room, tucked near the A/V table, pretending to fiddle with your volume monitor. Your fingers moved automatically, adjusting dials that didnât need touching. You kept your gaze glued to the screen, but your thoughts were somewhere else.
Waiting.
Waiting for the moment you almost deleted. The one you almost buried.
The one that changed everything.
And then there it was.
The lighting shifted. The clip played.
No intro. No fanfare. Just Max.
Still damp from practice. Shirt sticking to his collarbone. Hair curled at the ends from sweat. Breath still shallow from the workout. He glanced toward the camera not cocky, not performative just aware. Calm.
And then, âIs this gonna make the cut?â
He smirked, voice soft, like he already knew the answer.
âOr should I say something deeper?â
Laughter broke out across the room. Someone whooped. Another guy elbowed him from the second row. Teasing. Ribbing. Typical.
But Max didnât laugh.
He didnât nudge back. Didnât react.
He just watched.
Watched himself on screen. Watched the version of him that had looked directly into your lens at you with something softer in his eyes. Something quieter. Something real.
And then, finally, he smiled.
Not wide. Not for show.
Just a small, slow pull at the corners of his mouth. Private. Sure. Like a confirmation. Like something heâd waited to see for weeks and was finally allowed to believe.
Your breath caught.
You didnât wait for the credits.
Before the outro music even started, before the guys could start tossing popcorn and teasing each other for who got the most screentime, you were moving. Quietly, quickly. Slipping out the side door with your camera bag in tow and your heart pounding in your ears.
You didnât know where you were going.
You just needed air.
You found yourself in the dimly lit hallway behind the clubhouse quiet, echoing, sterile. The kind of place meant for staff and utility carts and brief, unspectacular moments.
It felt fitting.
You pressed your back to the cool concrete wall, exhaling shakily, eyes fixed on the floor like maybe it held the answers you were still too afraid to speak.
You didnât expect him to follow.
But you should have.
His voice broke the silence behind you, soft but certain.
âYou left it in.â
You turned slowly.
Max stood just a few feet away, still in his hoodie, hands in his pockets. His curls were a little messy, like heâd run a hand through them once or a hundred times since the clip aired. His expression was open, careful. Like he didnât want to spook you. Like he was ready, but only if you were.
âYeah,â you said quietly.
He took a step closer. âWhy?â
You hesitated.
Swallowed.
Because this wasnât the edit bay. This wasnât a keyboard or a timeline or a screen you could hide behind.
This was real.
Because he was real.
And he was still waiting.
So you told the truth.
âBecause Iâm tired of pretending.â
His jaw tensed for a second, like he hadnât expected you to say it out loud. Like he needed a beat to let it settle.
And then he stepped forward.
Closer. Not too close.
Just enough.
âYouâre real,â you whispered, almost to yourself. âThis is real.â
He let out a breath like heâd been holding it for a month.
âYou have no idea,â he said, âhow long Iâve wanted to hear that.â
And then you reached for him.
No more edits. No more lines. No more masking your reactions behind the lens or hiding your feelings in a folder labeled B-roll.
Just you. Just him.
No boundaries. No roles. No distance.
His hands found your jaw like heâd imagined this a hundred times but was still afraid to mess it up. Your fingertips curled into the sleeves of his hoodie. And then he kissed you.
Not urgent.
Not dramatic.
Just real.
It was the kind of kiss that felt like an answer. Like an unspoken confession finding its shape. Like something honest blooming in the silence where doubt used to live.
It wasnât a moment built for the highlight reel.
Iâll just be going about my day and then Iâll suddenly think of Mikkel. Poor Mikkel, who was one of the only completely innocent and pure characters. Poor Mikkel who loved his family and gave his life to preserve it. Poor Mikkel who loved his son enough to sacrifice himself, even though said son was the cause of all his suffering. Poor Mikkel who went through hell only to be erased from existence. Poor Mikkel who was always doomed to die. I think of Mikkel and I just