nerd fetishist to anotherā¦ I absolutely must ramble about my boy to someone who understands. my friends keep teasing me and say Iām doing ācharity workā but itās anything but that. Iām aware that I could pick another man or woman if I wanted, but I do fear that I am a nerd fetishist to the bone.
I met him through a club at my college and we bonded over our love for video games. heās majoring in computer science, always getting top scores on exams. heās covered in acne, heās almost scarily skinny and lanky, he has that kind of trademark compsci major stench, and heās always walking around with a hackathon shirt or one of his various video game shirts and sweatpants. he literally created his own coding languageā¦ like heās the nerd of my dreams. heās a virgin with no prior experience at all and heās not exactly a looker conventionally, but Iāve never been happier.
around our friends, he seems to try and act cool or tough or something (not very effective, but I digress), but the second itās just us? heāll literally pull himself into my lap. he gets worked up just from me touching his knee, kissing his cheek, running my hand through his hair, anything. I feel addicted to making him squirm. all it takes to get him moaning and squirming are a few kisses to his neck or earlobe.
I donāt think I fully processed how pent up he is until last night, but I really should have figured. we were in his apartment in his bed just talking about Metroid. eventually it became more me listening to him. what I felt about the gameplay and art direction had been said, but heās obsessed. heās rambling on and on and I just couldnāt resist straddling his lap and cuddling up to him. he kept talking like it was nothing new was happening, but he was bright red, a little bit squirmy, and his voice was cracking like he was 13 instead of 20. he was very obviously hard at this point, but Iām not mentioning how heās stabbing my inner leg or throbbing. Iām listening to him geek out with some occasional input for maybe 20 minutes before I give him a little peck near his jaw and for the first time, I really saw him break. just a little peck and his hips twitched up and he made the cutest sound Iāve ever heard from him. he started to apologize but I just started kissing, nipping, and sucking at his neck. this gets him to start rocking up into me in what I can only assume was not on purpose because he was so adorably embarrassed, hiding his face in my shoulder and apologizing as he kept grinding up against me.
he came his pants after around 10 minutes. I had never seen anything hotter than it. his glasses lopsided and a shy look on his face as he peeked up at me from my shoulder, how hard he was breathing and how flushed he wasā¦ omg I canāt stop thinking about it. I teased him a little before letting him get up and clean himself up. he came back and just laid down and cuddled with me in comfortable silence. I ended up sleeping over, but nothing else happened. I know heās really not ready for more and wonāt be for a long time, but I donāt think Iām ever forgetting how he sounded moaning my name like that or how he looked up at me all debauched and humiliated.
wowww this is so good, your friends don't know ball because the hottest thing a man can be is a chalant major dork
the getting worked up soo easily?? the cumming in his pants?? what a loserrrrr (positive)
i've been thinking a lot lately of the concept of torturing virgins because they get worked up so easily, and this fits it so well....casual touching making someone freak out is like the hottest and most humiliating concept ever
i'm glad you get to experience this, hope you can continue to torture him lovingly ^^
