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I'd rather be in outer space šø
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NASA
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Sweet Seals For You, Always
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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DEAR READER
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let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Not today Justin
Misplaced Lens Cap

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@tulsi-lemon-ginger
Get baptized in the ocean of the hungry
Original track written and performed by Little Dragon.
i was looking forward to seeing them earlier this month. whatever it takes to keep everyone safe, though. praying for the world.Ā
SOULECTION. Management: [email protected] sound pack - https://on.splice.com/esta
itās really you on my mind
the heat got me like š
sheās a gangsta with her emotion.Ā
a capitalist with her affection.Ā
bitty mclean - games
see to you, i speak the truth.
okay now i miss dub club @ echoplex
something sweet and natural
new favorite love story. itās been weeks and i cannot stop thinking about it.
If you canāt go outside, go inside ~
something about this helps me feel presentĀ
When I was in elementary school, I befriended the new girl in class that moved from another school. I noticed that she would play alone during recess and so I made a point to get to know her. We became best friends so quickly! We would obsess over manis and pedis, play tetherball, and skip around the track together. And Iād listen endlessly to her stories of her sassy older sisters.Ā
When the school year ended, I didnāt see her for an entire summer.Ā
The first day of school came and as any 8 year old, I was so excited to see my best friend. I was exhilarated when we finally reunited! We took a walk to the corner of the playground and she told me that we could no longer be friends. She said that she had been hanging out with another classmate during summer, who told her that I said, I wish she was a doll so I could take all of her clothes off and humiliate her in front of everyone. FIRST OF ALL, I was appalled by the creativity of this here rumor lmao. Second, this was my first ever heartbreak and I was extremely frustrated that I had no control over it. I found out later that both of them were in on it.
Throughout life, Iāve had multiple instances where I would build a close relationship with a girlfriend, only to be emotionally and/or socially sabotaged. They would intentionally treat me poorly. I was the type of kid that invested fully, vulnerably, and with an open heart. I was soft AF and an innate nuturer, and I still am, and forever will be. But I thought thatās how it was supposed to be. I knew no other way to be a friend. Or a HUMAN BEING, rather. So it shocked me each time, to be reminded that others can choose to mistreat you for no reason.Ā
As time passed, this memory would continuously come back to me. It would replay in my head: us standing in the corner of the playground and after, me taking the walk of shame. After reflecting, I thought, why donāt I replace this with a positive memory? Another friend, Jennifer, asked me why I was crying and ensured me that SHE was still my friend. I remember Jennifer as the goofy girl in class. Her energy was so joyful and weightless. But I didnāt appreciate that back then. For many years, I chose to focus on victimizing myself, instead of cherishing the moments of love and hope that were there.Ā
I wanted to share this story to remind others (and myself)... Letās remember to appreciate the Jennifers in our lives.
Welcome
Holy shmokes, I canāt believe Iām back on Tumbler after 6ish years.
Usually, I resort to my journal as an outlet to release tension, but often, I wonder what others have to say. And I think about all the people around the world that might feel the same. How cool it would be to connect with them. I guess that was the motive.... And sometimes I just need somewhere to put these random ass thoughts! Know what I mean?! At least for now, until I can afford a therapist LMAO.Ā
I have mixed emotions about social media. Seeing how superficial itās gotten makes it undesirable for me to post anything personal. Itās like, whatās the point? However, I LOVE sharing my story. I LOVE creative expression. And Iām on Instagram all the time taking inspiration from others. I just canāt handle how much room there is to be misconstrued. I donāt wish to be judged by where Iāve been, what I have, how many likes... That said, Iād like to keep this outlet anonymous. Itāll satisfy everything I love about social media without all the bullshit. Not to say that anonymity doesnāt come with negative comments! Shit, weāll see if Iām prepared for that.Ā
Iām curious to see where this goes.Ā
Iām already hesitant to click āPostāĀ