서진"행복한 하루"

.."Cold outside, warm inside".

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Unexpected idea for a research #maybe

"Pengaruh/ hubungan pacaran dengan kualitas rumah tangga". Gegara bahasatau diskusi masalah ketidak jelasan pacaran wkwkwk. Muncullah ide itu. Kalo di luar mungkin bisa di jurnal family and marriage life hhhaaa. Simpen dulu aja idenya. Tar siapa tau guna hhheee || 040318

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Jodoh? Hmm menurutku, seperti mencari atau menemukan sebuah potongan puzzle. Bukan tentang yg sempurna, yg paling bagus, yg paling baik, tapi yg pas dan tepat. Pas dan tepat untuk mengisi dan melengkapi hingga menjadi puzzle yg utuh

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I will bloom again. 피우리라

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Kalo aku, aku lebih suka menyelesaikan daripada melupakan. Kalo terselesaikan mau inget atau lupa ya gak masalah, kan udah selesai dan beres. Ya, menyelesaikan bisa dengan pihak terkait dan atau dengan diri sendiri (bisa dengan melakukan pemetaan masalah di diri sendiri untuk berdamai dengan diri sendiri dan pihak terkait). Ya tentu prosesnya lebih lama mungkin daripada melupakan. Lagian kalo melupakan, namanya juga memory kadang juga suka muncul meski yang udah lama dan kalau belum terselesaikan kemungkinan besar masih akan ada feel yang sama seperti kejadian pas itu. Hehehee

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temen : aku menghindar untuk menyelesaikan masalah.

Me: bukankan yg namanya menghindar itu tidak menyelesaikan masalah? Bukankan itu sama saja mengulur waktu dan memperlama masalah itu selesai?

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Mungkinkan mereka punya keyakinan bahwa yg namanya pemimpin atau orang yg lebih powerful itu tidak pernah salahkah? Hingga tidak pernah minta maaf. Atau karena gengsi kalo minta maaf, karena pemimpin harus jadi contoh jadi gak boleh salah? Harus terlihat perfect? Bukankah pemimpin juga masih manusia yg bisa berbuat salah? So, bukankah harusnya gak masalah, dan yg terpenting belajar dari kesalahan itu. Ah sebenenarnya terlalu berlebigan kalau minta maaf mah. Cukup merasa salah dan tidak menyalahkan orang lain apalagi yg lebih powerless dari dia itu juga sudah bagus bukan. Apakah mengakui kesalahan itu sangat memalukan? Dan itu secara tidak langsung mereka juga telah mengajadi bawahannya untuk melakukan hal yg sama.

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I love to solve the problem than forget it

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Feels plain

I hope that this year, i meet the right mentor. I really need it. I really need the one who understand my mind, my hope, my dream and they have a power to help me. Sometimes, i really tired with another's judgment about my idea, my mind, my decision. Do i have a strange dream? Strange idea? Strange mindset? I dont know, but something that i just know that i really want to make a better live for another. Maybe they think my hope is odd, because it too idealism and hard to make it real. And they thibk that i just dream and i should wake up with the reality. I dont know. Its really plain. I really need someone who understand me, teach me, guide me and support me. Except my parent and my several best friend. Yes, i need a right mentor right now. Thats why sometimes, i wont tell about my dream, my mind, my opinion, or my idea to some people when i feel tired and not in a good mood to hear their underestimate comment to me. Fighting 280118

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Love them so much. They too good, they always support my dream, my prinsip, of course it not bad thing. But, I really love them so much. They too good in many side, they giving me example by they character, their act rather than giving me order. Thats good parenting method that recently I know. Ah many thing that can't expalined. 아빠, 엄마, 너무 사랑해.

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A.Y.A.H.

Missusomuch . Missusobad . Pogosipda

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This statement remind me about 3 months ago, when I really want to resigned. Hhhaaa yes, because I can’t do something that I knew that it was wrong way. Wathever it is. Of course, I tried to resigned after I search on many literatur or had discussed with another that had knowledge more than me, of course I didn't like judging just by my feeling. Yes, that phenomena is there is a gab between “hablumminallah” and “hablumminannas”.

remember, important experience, that make me more stress and pressure about the profesion I want. I like doing that kind of work, but I don’t like the system or the way they do. Its wrong way, wrong step. Hhhaaa They said that I should create my own system. And I agree too. But the procces is so difficult and complext enought for make it real. But, fightting

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I hope sometimes, I will open consultation class hhhaaaa

Help another is make me happy

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Salah satu buku yg pengen banget dibeli, dan sampe saat ini belom kesampaian beli ituuu. Dan kemaren beberapa kali ke gramed kaga ada buku ituuu huhu

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Saranku mah, coba deh "memanusiakan manusia", bedakan "pembenaran" dan "kebenaran". Sebelum menjadi lebih buruk 😊

Coba juga untuk menerima saran dan masukan dari orang lain, siapapun itu. Coba tampung, pikir, dan pertimbangkan dulu. Kita bisa belajar dari siapa saja, dan dari apa saja. 211217

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Ask for another's help are ashame, sorrowful, and tragic? Ask for another's help is so scary? No, they are so scary?

나쁜 사람. 111217 | before i go to my hometown

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Hei, where is your fam? are they not search you in this late time (over 22.00). Ah i haven't enough time to asked them at that time about their situation. Prepare yourself if you really want to get married, especially your mental. You can't play with another human life, especially your child. They life once, and you can't replay their growth time. Every single step have a big deal with their future mental, their future character. You gave a birt of them, but you ruined their life. your mental had something wrong. cz even your financial is in a bad condition, you should'n leave them alone. Many family in bad financial, but they try to survive and always behind their child. if you cant give them good service, if you cant teach them well, just dont laeve the alone.