🦷 a little bit about me 🦷
Trigger warning
this blog is an outlet for my eating disorder. i post thinspo, occasionally ed related memes or text posts. i have a restrictive ed and mainly never purge, so there won’t be any content about that! there are also mentions of depression, since i am also struggling with that.
My account
i used to have an account here, it had around 900 followers but got deactivated at some point
My situation
my ed started around 4 years ago when i was just about to enter highschool. i lost around 10kgs that summer and lost my period for a couple months before recovering
my weight was stable for two years, but i started gaining it all back around the time i started university and the p4ndemic started
i have now relapsed with disordered eating, my goal is to lose 10-15kg. some may not find my ed valid, since i do not do very heavy restriction and give myself metabolism days. i do this because it has ensured that i never binge, and i want to avoid becoming sterile at all costs. i am definitely at a deficit and have an unhealthy relationship with food though :/
i won’t be posting any stats, measurements or how many calories i eat/burn, because eds are very competitive and i do not want to emotionally harm myself or others!
My hobbies
i love art and fashion, i paint in my spare time. i also love baking, but since my relapse it has been hard to get back into it.
feel free to message or comment if you’d like, i like making friends here! 🤍
