nah

my dumping loo, thoughts and spaces from your fil-am homie

[twilighteyes]

Never once a day I skipped thinking of you 🥺

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Here I am again kasi I feel anxious. But rn I feel that I no longer expect anymore and just accepting what I receive.

I have a lot of questions running in my mind rn. Should I trust the actions? Or Should I believe in the virtue of patience?

This shouldn't be this hard being open to communicate right? Lalo na kung mahalaga sayo yung tao. You communicate kasi you want to build a healthy and secure space for both of you. You can't say na you use hanging out with friends as an excuse to cheat or to flirt with other men. Where is the chivalry in that? Where is the decency in that?

Loyalty and faithfulness should be undoubtedly and unconditionally given when you are sure na sigurado ka na sa tao.

[twilighteyes]

Hello Tumblr,

I know haven't been posting here for a while now...and I'm just back because I just want to get this off my chest.

Were my intentions and kindness come off as insensitive and inconsiderate? Am I selfish? Maybe I am...Maybe that's my problem. Maybe that's my red flag.. Maybe I am too needy? Maybe I ask for attention too much? Maybe I was being too persistent in valuing and projecting the love that I deserve to receive and to give and its reciprocity kaya siguro I come off as selfish and inconsiderate.

I value my independence and has always been on my own and when I try to fall for someone I do try my best, grow and communicate to the best of my ability to learn about the other person and it hurts me to hear those words na ayoko nyan, keep it, okay na ba? to know that my efforts are invalidated when I only asked for clarity but yeah I do acknowledge na I was too insensitive kasi baka hindi pa talaga siya ready and that was my fault and I am wrong for asking on when can I give it.. Maybe I need to hear it to learn that not every effort deserves reciprocation and acceptance?

I am trying to be better. I am not perfect. I am a work in progress.

But universe, i know you hear my thoughts and intentions that they were pure and true. I hope my person realizes how I'm serious with my feelings for him and that he is really important to me and I just want him to feel special on the week of his birthday. Ayun regardless, i'll do better, i am learning and I will try to honor and respect those boundaries to foster my intentions as being a safe and secure person.

That's all what I wanted to write here. Good night

[twilighteyes]

I'll be ok again. I know 🥹

[twilighteyes]

I'm sad. Really sad 😔

[twilighteyes]

[twilighteyes]

I'll be patiently waiting...

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Here i am again tumblr...

[slfcare]

the most power over you given to anyone else should be the power to make you wonder where you can improve, how you can move forward and grow and what it is about you that might need a bit more work. you shouldn’t enter any kind of relationship with the impression that you’re not good enough and it’s only a matter of time before you ruin things, but you also shouldn’t enter any type of relationship thinking that you’re as perfect as you can get and anyone who challenges that idea is wrong. have faith in who you are, but don’t give up on who you could grow into. there are lessons to learn about yourself everywhere.

[moonbean117]

[0-secret-admirer-0]

Explains my current situation

[mariamthe1st-deactivated2024051]

What are some secrets of the INFJ?

Peace and quiet is a high for us— We need time to recharge, alone, by ourselves.

We don't casual date— We need long term relationships.

We like routine— We can do the same thing repeatedly if we like it and are comfortable.

If we don't want to talk to you and you are one of our "people" We are hurt— We can isolate ourselves when we need space.

We can only love one person at a time romantically— We pour everything we have into something we love.

We love animals

If an INFJ sends you a song, listen to it— They are trying to say something they haven't found a way to verbalize.

We write better than we speak.

[twilighteyes]

Very me 🥹

[lone-nyctophile]

[c0ffinbunnii]

[twilighteyes]

Why is it yearly na lang ang birthday blues? Ganoon ba when you age? My thoughts are jumbled up lately. I hope a journal can help me 🥹

[twilighteyes]

Tired, exhausted, burned out and stressed out 😔