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Why the fuck am I such a gross stupid fatass?

And why can't I just feel like a normal fucking person?

#Eating disorders #body dismorphic disorder #depression

Advice?

Hey all, have been M.I.A. for a while so I’m not sure if anyone still cares about me, but if so I could use some quick advice…

As I write this, I kind of intellectually understand how stupid this sounds as a question, but please understand that I’m dead serious and asking for genuine opinions/advice.

I’m having kind of a hard time lately anyway, and now my significant other is trying to lose some weight. He has made it clear he doesn’t think I need to, but I’m still super triggered by this and I kind of feel like I should. Like, obviously I don’t need to for health reasons, but I feel like I want to. Which, for most people isn’t a bad thing and maybe for me it wouldn’t be? I don’t know. I have as many of you know, struggled with EDs most of my life. I was doing pretty well until recently when he started to lost some weight and I just feel like I don’t know whether I should or if I just want to.

Possible number trigger ahead… So right now I’m 5'4 and weigh around 112 or so. But now I’m thinking I’d rather be like 105ish. I know it probably wouldn’t be any physically healthier (if anything maybe less healthy), BUT I think it would be way more attractive and I’d like it better. But he hates my eating disorder problems so he might get mad at me for it. And I know it’s because that’s not necessarily a normal thing to want to do, to lose weight when you are my size… But I just don’t know. I hate feeling like I’m just at this normal weight that I don’t like every morning, while he gets to weigh in and feel good about losing weight every morning.

What should I do? Please, help.

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Please? Anybody? I know I haven't been on here much and might not deserve any help/advice but I could really use some... <3

Advice?

Hey all, have been M.I.A. for a while so I'm not sure if anyone still cares about me, but if so I could use some quick advice... As I write this, I kind of intellectually understand how stupid this sounds as a question, but please understand that I'm dead serious and asking for genuine opinions/advice. I'm having kind of a hard time lately anyway, and now my significant other is trying to lose some weight. He has made it clear he doesn't think I need to, but I'm still super triggered by this and I kind of feel like I should. Like, obviously I don't need to for health reasons, but I feel like I want to. Which, for most people isn't a bad thing and maybe for me it wouldn't be? I don't know. I have as many of you know, struggled with EDs most of my life. I was doing pretty well until recently when he started to lost some weight and I just feel like I don't know whether I should or if I just want to. Possible number trigger ahead... So right now I'm 5'4 and weigh around 112 or so. But now I'm thinking I'd rather be like 105ish. I know it probably wouldn't be any physically healthier (if anything maybe less healthy), BUT I think it would be way more attractive and I'd like it better. But he hates my eating disorder problems so he might get mad at me for it. And I know it's because that's not necessarily a normal thing to want to do, to lose weight when you are my size... But I just don't know. I hate feeling like I'm just at this normal weight that I don't like every morning, while he gets to weigh in and feel good about losing weight every morning. What should I do? Please, help.

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Be Cool, Stay in Csohol

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Apparently, somebody needs to go back there.

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What do you do when your mom keeps stealing your money?

I’m talking like $1000-$1400 a month. Which is significant for me. I genuinely don’t know what to do. She used to feel badly or say she’d pay me back... now she doesn’t even tell me most of the time, she just takes it out of my account, OR she’ll totally nonchalantly by like “so I transferred $200 to my account today.” And that’s it. That’s the end of the discussion.

I love her but she continues to be a drain, never intends to pay back what she’s already taken (probably 10-15k total over the past year). And she acts like I’m not even doing her a HUGE favor. Like she’s just entitled to it.

WHAT DO I DO?

#parents #problems #money #advice #help

Matthew Perry's Testimony (Pt.2) from Funny Or Die

#possibly my favorite video to ever exist

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So he asked, because none of that — that all belongs to Warner Bros., but he asked and he got special permission. He gave that to me.

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One scene from Fresh Blood with captions for the Wincest-impaired.

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rosamundpike

My best day had to be the day after I wrapped Guardians of the Galaxy. I was very homesick and coming home to my wife, and to my home, and to my son, who was at the time 13 months old. My wife told me “Hey listen, there’s a chance he won’t recognize you, but that’s okay that happens all the time. He doesn’t know — he might be a little shy.” So I came in there, and he just sat right up and he had this big smile on his face. He said ‘Daddy, daddy, daddy!’ I just started to cry, and he looked at me and he saw the tears in my eyes and he just started smiling, and doing bits immediately, to try and make me laugh. He’d jump up and down. And that just made me cry more. And he touched the tears on my face and everything. It was the first real human moment that happened between the two of us. I think he recognized that I was sad and he was essentially forgiving me for being gone so long. That was my best day.