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twnk (she/her)

hi hello. this is a sideblog for fic and writing. main blog is twinkwolf

recent work: breaking your ground (hollanov, goodbye sex, rated E, 2.7k words, oneshot) omicron (hollanov, college au, rated E, 3k words, pt 1 of neophyte series) fool in the fetter (ilya character study, rated M, 1.3k words, oneshot) we could get better mileage (hollanov, slice of life, rated E, 7k words, oneshot) for the sake of auld lang syne (hudcon, new years eve, rated E, 3.8k words, oneshot)

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i'm vehemently against jkr, transmisogyny, and TERFism. please join me in boycotting the purchase of harry potter IP and donating to mermaids to fight for trans rights in the uk

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breaking your ground by twnkwlf hollanov | 2.7k words | explicit | tags: goodbye sex, rough sex, long distance

They have to get out of this fucking bed.

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we could get better mileage

ilya/shane | rated E | 7k words | tags: marriage, slice of life, porn with feelings, abortion

“Have you ever gotten someone pregnant?”

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breaking your ground by twnkwlf hollanov | 2.7k words | explicit | tags: goodbye sex, rough sex, long distance

They have to get out of this fucking bed.

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breaking your ground by twnkwlf hollanov | 2.7k words | explicit | tags: goodbye sex, rough sex, long distance

They have to get out of this fucking bed.

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fic: omicron by twnkwlf hollanov | rated E | 3k words | tags: college au, frat boy shane, drug dealer ilya, sexting, infidelity

Me wtf why did u send me that? гризли81 What Me that video your dick гризли81 Lol oh shit Mistake Not meant for you

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fic: omicron by twnkwlf hollanov | rated E | 3k words | tags: college au, frat boy shane, drug dealer ilya, sexting, infidelity

Me wtf why did u send me that? гризли81 What Me that video your dick гризли81 Lol oh shit Mistake Not meant for you

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fool in the fetter by twnkwlf

heated rivalry | rated M | 1366 words | tags: ilya character study, grief, loss of virginity

"When I was old enough, sex was the other thing I did to keep my mind and body busy." "May I ask when 'old enough' was?" "Fourteen, I think. Something like that."

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we could get better mileage by twnkwlf

ilya/shane | rated E | 7k words | tags: marriage, slice of life, porn with feelings, abortion

It's amazing that after eighteen years of knowing each other, they can still trip over newness like this.

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we could get better mileage by twnkwlf

ilya/shane | rated E | 7k words | tags: marriage, slice of life, porn with feelings, abortion

It's amazing that after eighteen years of knowing each other, they can still trip over newness like this.

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we could get better mileage

ilya/shane | rated E | 7k words | tags: marriage, slice of life, porn with feelings, abortion

“Have you ever gotten someone pregnant?”

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@boxboxlewis tagged me in this wip game forever ago. answering the call via writing sideblog, hi hello!

Rules: You will be given a word, then you share an excerpt from your WIP(s) that start with each letter of your word.

HURTS

H

Hudson clamps the smoke between his teeth and then pretends to wring Connor’s neck.

U

Until they’re just watching, mouths open and breathing as quietly as they can, as men fuck each other in a rainfall of pixels, shifting and smudging with the movement of their hips and fists. 

R

Reluctantly, Shane offers his lips to the wound.

T

The Camels that Sveta brought back from the States that summer, which they'd smoked behind the rink after Ilya’s practice, which had made Ilya spit Gatorade and stomach acid onto the asphalt.

S

“So, you don’t feel some type of way?”

“You mean jealous?” 

The plainness of the word catches Connor off guard.

no pressure, tagging @knucklecurve, @noctilucous, @tackytigerfic and @theburialofstrawberries your word is TAKE

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for the sake of auld lang syne by twnkwlf

hudcon | explicit | 3.8k words | tags: vancouver, new year's eve, handjobs

Vancouver feels easy.

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and if i wrote ilya/shane/hayden voyeurism porn…what then?

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twoism by twnkwlf

10k words | explicit | drarry | tags: world travel, drug use, escapism, hurt/comfort

They don't talk about it, but it's as if Draco has always been here on his left, holding the map, holding the cigarette.

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DECEMBER DRARRY RECS

DAY 9 - a fic posted this year

Counterclaim by @twnkwlf-writes

(6k, E, 2025)

This fic. It is my favourite 2025 fic. It makes me want to quit my job and take a literary criticism course. Just so that I am worthy enough to describe why its so fucking amazing and why I love it so much. Read the comments section to see your favourite authors salivate.

I'm taking part in December Drarry Recs, following prompts created by the amazing @arminaa8 here

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twoism by twnkwlf

10k words | explicit | drarry | tags: world travel, drug use, escapism, hurt/comfort

They don't talk about it, but it's as if Draco has always been here on his left, holding the map, holding the cigarette.

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