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Direct has made me want to revive my Chrom. I’ll have more activity if I give him a Fates verse. I wrote it partially ages ago but I keep wanting to change things.
...Part of me thinks reincarnation stuff like the other awakening 1st gen. Another wants him to be Nohr.
.....................AnotherthinksthatAzuradeservesaretainerassumingAzurarpersconsentedtothisbutIdon’tknowifIcouldmakethathisdefaultwithothers
I apologise in advance if I end up spamming ooc thanks to the announcement. I tend to tag with ooc so you know what to blacklist
I am crushing so hard on Veronica send help
...Also When Fates was first shown I made an Azura just to be first. I’m trying to fight the temptation to do it again.
“....I didn’t need to see that.”
thegiftedprince:
He took another bite of the omelette, enjoying the tomato and pepper flavoring. “Who told you that?” He questioned, making sure his mouth was empty before speaking. It was mildly impressive that she was so thoughtful, making him oblivious to the manipulation he was falling victim too. Her cooking wouldn’t win his heart for now, but it certainly won his attention. “Do you cook for everyone?”
It was natural for somebody like Charlotte to know everybody’s preferences; food was the quickest way to just about anybody’s heart so the first thing she always did upon meeting a new noble was gather information on them. “Oh, I had a feeling so I probably just heard it in passing. I do cook sometimes when I’m put on kitchen duty but it’s hard to really put your heart and soul into it when you don’t have somebody particular in mind.”
You realize that you can't be a fictional character in a past life? Or actually say you are that character? Also please don't self diagnose, it is actually insulting to the people who are medically diagnosed with those disorders and it feels as if you are using them to define yourself. If you are dealing with things in life, this is not the way to cope. It's not something that can be used as an excuse or reason for your behavior. What you're doing is unhealthy for coping & can make things worse
i am officially diagnosed for adhd, depression and anxiety. i’m seeking a professional diagnosis for asd; but the woman who i saw my adhd diagnosis said i couldn’t be autistic due to understanding sarcasm ( which is only partially true, i can understand if it its verbal and/or i know the person well ) nor would i want the label.
i want to be able to know why i am the way i am, and having the label of autistic explains a lot - i don’t use it as an excuse to get away with shit. i fully understand that if i make errors i need to own up to them. running away and attempting to excuse myself with ‘ i have adhd ‘ or ‘ sorry im autistic because its a cute label uwu ‘ is unacceptable.
there are legitimate reasons i self dx’d but it is because 1. i do not have the resources currently to get professional diagnosis, 2. i had a medical professional decline pursuing asd diagnosis further due to one small thing ( when i also have issues with stimuli, hyperfocusing on special interests, inability to form friendships without having common interests etc ) not because i wanted to throw around the label that comes with said disorders all willy nilly.
as for my ids ( or as others call it, kin ) they help me to keep from dissociating out the ass when my mental health hits the deck and im five seconds away from having a breakdown. it’s what keeps me sane and honestly, it does not take up my entire focus every day. i’ll mention it in passing, but that is it.
my ‘past self’ doesn’t influence much of leo’s portrayal these days, as my mun about is actually p outdated ( i wrote it when i first started leo ) and there are some things that are true from my past lives, but really, its been a lot of worldbuilding.
tl;dr: i didn’t self dx for a ‘cute label’. i self dx’d because i don’t have resources. my ids help me to keep a stable identity due to my mental health. and in comparison, i’m already doing much better mentally than i was at the start of 2016.
also please, if you’re so offended by how im coping and living right now, tell me coping mechanisms that will work.
Is it really the anon's business anyway? There are people who self-diagnose for the wrong reasons but there are others who legit can't do it officially. In my case, I was monitored for three years for asperger's syndrome and when a professional told my mum I most likely will get diagnosed she cut off all contact with them. Given part of the diagnosis involves consulting with parents there’s no point asking to be monitored again. So that's a case where it's kinda clear but unofficial? Also, apparently it's diagnosed as general autism in my country these days so again doing the research yourself isn’t a bad thing. Even if you’re slightly off, unless you are obviously attention seeking which in your case isn’t what’s going on, people provide the information as a way to say “if I do or say something that’s a little off please bare with me” as opposed to “you can’t yell at me I’m autistic and/or mentally ill”. At least in my case I tend to say “I’m bad with judging social situations so please tell me if I’m overstepping boundaries” so I imagine other people do it for a similar reason. In some countries research on autism and other mental scenarios isn’t strong so people might not be able to get an official diagnosis simply because doctors aren’t looking. Hell, at 14 or so I described my panic attacks to a doctor and got misdiagnosed and when at 19 I say “I think I’ve been suffering from panic attacks for years” only then do they check for that and refer me to a counsellor. I live in England. If the UK can’t deal with it properly imagine the rest of Europe. Doesn’t help that anxiety can stop you from going to a doctor and hence being diagnosed with anxiety.
At times it is suspicious when you have 10000000 conditions but yours are linked? I know when I was being checked for anxiety they monitored me for depression as well as it is incredibly common for a patient to have both. The things you’ve listed aren’t isolated so they do actually make sense as a combination.
In terms of the id thing, anon can sod off. We all have our coping mechanisms and as long as nobody gets hurt we should keep them for as long as we need. Some people honestly would not be able to make it through the day without shutting down if they didn’t know they had a way to escape if need be.
At the end of the day, if anon wants to help it would look more like that if they’d said it off anon otherwise it just looks like they’re unfairly judging.
cries today was going to be the best time for me to do replies and new stuff but I did not sleep last night-
Continued from [x]
⇠ ⚔ ⇢ ❛I must say I did not expect to see this… Side, of you but with my knowing it contradicts your statmeent❜ A casual walk to the training grounds lead Xander to see what must be Charlotte’s true side and what a sight it was to behold, while he had no intention of sharing this fact with one he came across she was more than adamant to see this through. It gave a new perspective on the women he knew to be abnormally kind to the point it felt like an act, at least the crown prince now knew this was true even if it made little to no difference to him how Charlotte acted it was not his place to run her life. While he was to be King Of Nohr soon he was not like his father’s current… State, kindness was something Xander would always show to his fellow Nohrian’s unless proven otherwise.
“Yeah well, it’s bad enough that you know what I’m like when nobody’s looking - my life will be ruined if the rest of the army know.” And his siblings. And the other noble houses. Heck, if word got out about Charlotte’s violent streak she wouldn’t even be able to speak to a servant, let alone somebody that could land her in a position of wealth. “Do you have any idea how exhausting it is to play the weak, selfless maiden? Gods if I knew I was going to screw up this badly I should never have bothered...” There really wasn’t any point putting the act back up around the prince after that little - ahem - display.
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“ you’ve been lurking with an expression like you’re going to devour me if i am not careful for the last hour. is there something you wish from me? “ leo raised a brow, a glass of wine clutched in his other hand almost like a toddler’s grip on a sippy cup.
“Why Milord, whatever do you mean?” Charlotte had to pull her eyes away from the wine now that the prince had noticed he’d grabbed her attention. And here the fighter thought that would make him an easier mark. “I merely thought you could do with some company now that one retainer is off terrorising the guests and the other is...Actually, I’m not I want to know what Odin is doing.”
She’s just going to keep following nobles around all evening in the hopes of a new year kiss~
The 17th (gif/icon) in your folder is your muse’s reaction to being hit on by their enemy.
If Charlotte can flirt with men for money can I flirt with one of you to write my drama school personal statement for me
“I don’t think your arm is meant to bend like that…”
“Don’t cha think I already know that?!” Charlotte was plenty good at dealing damage, but not so much taking it, and with the state of her arm if she didn’t shout in anger it was going to be a painful scream instead. As such as she wanted to put on some form of brave face, her breath came out as pants, with the occasional hitch.
REACTION MEME: Bruised and Broken Version
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“Woah, when did you get that?”
“Who did this to you?”
“How many time have I told you to be more careful?”
“You’re saying this was an accident?”
“What a shiner!”
“If you look like this, I’d hate to see the other guy.”
“I’m not buying it, you don’t walk into a door and get a bruise like that!”
“Does it hurt when I touch it?”
“Let me kiss it better.”
“If you don’t rest, you won’t heal.”
“Another fight?”
“What happened to your face?”
“I don’t think your arm is meant to bend like that…”
“Let’s get you to bed.”
“Let’s get you to the hospital.”
“Why are you so calm about this?”
“You’re bleeding!”
“What are friends for, ey?”
“So, instead of helping you, they ran off the moment they saw what was happening?”
“You need to look where you’re going.”
“I’m not accusing anyone, I’m just saying it looks suspicious.”
“Do you want to tell me what really happened?”
“Don’t move! You’ll faint!”
“I’ve got some bandages, wait a sec.”
“You’re the clumsiest person I know.”
“I won’t let you be on your own, not when you’re like this.”
“How could you be so careless?”
“I can’t even look at you, you promised not to get into any more fights!”
“H-how many of them were there?”
thegiftedprince:
The change in her demeanor startled him. The prince frowned, that revealing outfit of hers grabbing less of his attention by the second. Though he couldn’t deny the rumbling in his stomach and the offer of food. “Alright, I’ll try it.” He took the food, taking a bite of what appeared to be an omelette. Immediately a wave of delicious flavor graced his tongue. It was salted just right. With vegetables mixed in too. “W-wow. This is delicious.”
A rare, genuine smile appeared on the border soldier’s face at hearing Leo’s approval. “I’m delighted you're enjoying it - it makes all the effort worth it!” Step 1: get him to notice her body, albeit a small reaction was complete. Step 2: cooking seemed to be a success as well. “A little birdy told me you just so happen to like tomatoes so I made sure to put plenty in there.”
armsthriift:
Make-up scandal, huh ? Easy! Almost none of the girls in the camp had much time for make-up other than her. Anyone wearing it would certainly be easy to pick out. He’s determined not to fail her, as any gentleman should vow before helping a lady in need. And for Charlotte, and the attention of a pretty girl, he’d do almost anything for that.
❝ Rest assured, Lady Charlotte, I will do my very best to assist you in this ! Anything you may ask of me, I shall take it as a personal order. I won’t let you down! ❞ Flashing a charming smile to her after a wink, there’s much to be read in his acts of kindness. It’s only right to help her when asked–ulterior motive or not. Anything else he had to do could wait.
“Teehee, I knew I could rely on you Laslow! You’re probably the most dependable soldier in this army - I’d be lost without you.” Predictable as he may, there was a sort of charm to the retainer’s eagerness to please. It was only fair she return it with some of her own even if he’d already agreed to her task.
“I was worried the other women in the army might be scared I’m angry at them if I inspect too closely, but you’re always getting into their personal space so they won’t think twice about it!” The fighter just kept smiling as if she hadn’t said anything backhanded. “Be sure to tell me when you’ve found the culprit, my hero.”
New resolution: Fuck royals get money
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