D E C A Y I N G

21 • G o n e ? I will fly No hope No fear

[twosidedsoul21]

To be alive, is to perform

[strawberrriii]

everyday I understand more and more why so many ppl with an €d c0mmit su1c1d3 like why was I cursed than an inescapable disorder

(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

[wynnrrr]

Scrolling through Tumblr while eating my first meal today makes me feel like I've committed the worst crime ever

[5ad-4ng3l]

I’d be so skinny if I lived alone

[deadsignaltv]

[gothredy]

[rebelculture]

[aivilo]

takemehome

[kosmogrl]

what doesn’t kill you makes you cry on a bright sunny day

[whiteswanangel]

[twosidedsoul21]

I maintained the same weight for about 5 years since I last used this account.

Recently, I was helping a friend move and ran into a bathroom scale. Of course I couldn’t resist the urge and hopped right on, thinking I’d see the same familiar numbers.

Oh was I wrong! I have gained around 10lbs, give or take a few if we consider water weight.

(For reference, I weigh 127lbs, GW being 100-105lbs)

Struggling to not eat/not eat calorie filled foods lately to drop the extra weight, as the last 4-5 years I haven’t had to restrict much to keep the same weight. Gotta love the damage I did at 15!

I’ll take anything at this point, low cal recommendations, advice on curbing cravings for anything, things that fill you up physically but have little to no calories. I’ve been out of what I guess I’ll call the game for a while, should’ve stuck to it but I got ahead of myself. Need advice quick!

(Edit: hate and recovery isn’t needed or wanted here, I’m well versed and old enough to know what this is doing to me, I just don’t care!)

[anaismylif3]

Do I even need to stay anything fr 🙂‍↕️

[anaismylif3]

Don’t be like me if so throw it up 😇

[4ng3lw1ing2]

low calorie sweets recipes

(135 cals for the whole recipe) Low cal pancakes -1/4 cup flour -2/4 cup almond milk -1 egg white - 1 tsp baking powder - 1 tsp cinnamon 8 pancakes, 17 cals per pancake (66 cals) Fried Apples - 1/2 Apple - 1 tsp stevia -1/4 tsp cinnamon -1/2 cup water heat water in a pan, add apple slices, sugar, and cinnamon. (45 cals) Mug Cake Recipe (cook in microwave 1-2 min) -1 tbsp flour -1 tbsp stevia -1/2 tsp baking powder -1/2 tsp cacao -1 tbsp lowfat milk (9 servings, 46 calories each) Low cal fudgy brownies -1 egg - 50 g flour -33g cocoa powder -1/2 tsp baking powder -40 g low fat greek yogurt -30 ml almond milk -15g chocolate chips (7.5 X 7.5 in baking tin bake at 175 for 15 min

[petalsprogress]

I hate being alive

[rottinqsoul]

genuinely being overweight is my worst fear

[starv1ngc0rps3]