A pain that creeps in through my sheets
By T.K Kwasnik Not a day goes by where I don't think about you Not a day goes by where I blink with a shutter of regret Just don't die before I can pay for the damage For I didn't know what I really did until it was done Please forgive me For I can't can't forgive myself I can't let shit go I can't put away the pain I can't I can't Holy fuck I can't even live with out forgetting I can't even smile with out hysterical laughter for I'm really just worned out to bones & I know my next moment will be in pain The pain of remembrance The pain of searching a mirror for a reflection that left three years ago A feeling of not feeling I wish I did the last three years differently A feeling that I wish we never met Because we don't talk anymore But I still imagine what would be said











