Delicate Steve

Tyler. 27. Ohio.

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Is this trade-off worth it? I finally physically feel like myself and have more energy BUT when I even get slightly anxious it’s real bad. Like completely confused, need a break bad. I keep trying to convince myself it’s something outside of me causing this but...I’m internalizing all the negativity and anxiety of my coworkers. I feel inept and incapable even though I know I’m not. I want to be done with this degree so I can be one step closer to being done with jobs I don’t even remotely enjoy.

I will say it did make me feel nice today when another manager said it is really good that I care so much about employees. I’m just the resident anti-capitalist making sure time not paid for is yours and making sure you don’t overwork for a company that would replace you in a heartbeat. But I am also the only manager that thanks people for things “expected” of them because I remember Drew doing that and it was important to me. Sometimes I think about messaging him and thanking him but I feel like it would be weird so I don’t. Idk. I’m rambling now but I feel less anxious and sad so maybe I can sleep now

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being tired all the time is such a mystery.... is it anaemia? vitamin d deficiency? chronic fatigue syndrome? depression? insomnia?? is it just the crushing weight of being alive in a capitalist society??? someone cure me