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“we need more male SA representation in anime!” yall couldn’t even handle TAMAKI. or DENJI. or ASH
I FORGOR but Ayumi Yamada (animation director of Banana Fish) posted more BF art on her Bluesky account some time ago!!
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One adorable Eiji with his damn Nori Nori bird 💖💖💖
And one journal entry with Bones and Kong doing,,, i don't even know atp,, someone stop them😭
EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU YAMADA
And support her on her Bluesky account!!
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I am not in twitter, but I know from friends ordem fandom there is very toxic. They have been specially hateful towards Maria's character during Hexatombe.
Most of the ordem players who receive hate from the twitter community are woman and/or queer. Maria is an asshole, yes, but so is original Jae and Remi. However, you don't see them get hated on, and Jae was played by Cellbit in Natal Macabro and Remi is played by Calígrafo. Bagi is an openly queer woman who is very brave and bold in her choices as a player (which the ordem twitter also hates), and she unapologetically does what is best for the characterization, even though she knows people will think it's not a good decision.
Also, something that must be pointed is how Remi and Maria, both canon nonbinary characters, are treated differently, because of their agab and are generally treated as "a man" and "a woman" due to the fact none of them is androginous. This kind of transphobia, alongside the misoginy already stated before, aggravates the situation. People were hoping for Maria's death in the latest episodes, and although they don't have to like Maria, they were acting like she was the only one in the team who "was making it all worse", when in early ep 9 Remi nearly killed them for basically nothing.
This goes too about how Remi's phrase for her, "no matter how rotten you were, you'll always be the flower of my garden", was mainly distorted by Maria haters to be for Jasper, even though it has nothing to do with his character. The same people often erase Maria in order to ship Labiar/Jasmi, a behaviour often seen regarding "female" characters and "yaoi" ships, taking us once again to the transphobia, binarism and misoginy part.
Aside from that, which I had to put out of the way, Maria's character fascinates me from the beggining. They were holding back in the first episodes, being the "responsible" one, but after episode 5, they changed. Not because something was affecting them, but because they got rid of the chains they had set for themself. By receiving more and more memories, they stopped playing pretend for others' sake and comfort and started being unapologetically themself.
He didn't want to be Jae. He chose to be Maria at the bell. He says such things about wanting to stay in Jae's body is (aside from possible dysphoria) because there, he felt desired, respected, heard, free from other people's expectations. He could act like he always wanted, but never had the permission to. He would do every reckless thing that came to his mind because he didn't have to worry about keeping a facade to anyone anymore.
And still, she loved that team. Even in moments of near insanity or death, it's possible to see she loved them. The reason she put on the hood was to help Remi and not leave their side. Even when they discuss about Tuco's death, even when she attacks Remi and Jasper in the war, even when she hurts Juan, even when she stabs Cindy and Lena shoots her, even when Remi hits her, even when Remi saves Eloy instead of her, she still loves them. Her love is distorted, chaotic, painful and insane, but it's, regardless, utter and unwavering love.
It's clear that Maria was so lonely before. Never showing their true feelings or thoughts to anyone, always obsessed with knowledge and immortality, always keeping it all for themself, watching people die in a hospital or in the order and not bonding with them. But they learn to love these people in the same position as they are, and, even when they remember, when they go off the rails, when they are hated in and off game, they don't care anymore about what anyone else thinks.
Their team may hate Maria, but Maria will not stop loving them because of it.
And, in their final moments, they think of Kian. Not "Kian will save me". They say "Kian will save us". At the face of certain death, knowing no one in their team will come to save them, not even Remi, they still say "us". Because, while gripping to such a thought, while alone, while dying, they still love them. It doesn't matter what others may think. They still love their team.
I think it's ironic how Maria is one of the characters who was most hated by the main fandom in this season for being unapologetically themself, for stopping wearing a mask, for doing the things they've wanted their entire life. And, honestly? I don't think Maria would be upset at all. They'd even laugh. That was why they hid their true self their entire life.
But now? They'll never bow to what others expect again. They don't care about what people may say or think about them. They'll go down, and they did go down, being only their true self.
me playing and having flashback of a certain Devil 🫠
You can't say you love Mascarados when you ignore Tuco or hate Maria.
incoming "im tired of living through war" posts from tiktok yankees who live in upper middle class california
If you mess up a social interaction you can say "Failed Experiment" and move on
Aguiar: There was a dog WHERE?! Jae: Relax, I already freed the poor thing, it's probably running around the woods somewhere, if it didn't die by the girls* we can adopt it
*Não sei se os rottweilers eram femeas/I don't know if the rottweilers were girls
Continuando minha propaganda de Aguiar pai de cão, nada de novidade (still in my Aguiar dog dad propaganda, no news here)
Às vezes eu esqueço o que o fandom de Ordem do twtt é lotado de gente tóxica.
Tipo, eu só estou te explicando o meu ponto de vista sobre o assunto, você não precisa ser escroto comigo. Gente ignorante.
Sometimes I forget that the Order fandom on twtt is full of toxic people.
Like, I'm just explaining my point of view on the matter, you don't need to be rude to me. Ignorant people.
By the way, none of this is a justification of Maduro. Maduro was incompetent and misguided at his best and actively harmful at his worst, he ruined Venezuela and the cause of Chávez. He really deserved to go. Bombing Venezuela, kidnapping him, and bringing him to a random court in New York is the worst way it could have happened. I will never take the side of US in anything involving Latin America because I know where this comes from and where it always goes.
I am not thinking about Jasper and Maria hugging at Tuco's funeral.
I am not thinking about Jasper and Maria touching the crown of thorns together.
I am not thinking about Jasper rushing to hug Maria after their intentions were revealed.
I am not thinking about Maria's death being what send Jasper over the edge.
I am so normal, I am so normal about Jasper and Maria, trust me.