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Super Bowl

For the first time in about three years I'm not with you on Super Bowl Sunday. I don't like that. I don't like this. I want you back. I want it all back. I miss you, and my heart hurts like hell.

I really miss the sound of you getting mad at me. That's where I'm at with all this. I'd rather be with you and still half way struggle sometimes than be where I'm at now and struggle to keep my shit together. This not a fun experience, hahaha. But that's alright. I love you but I need this. I need you too, but I need this first. So, thank you from the bottom of my heart, that you have by the way.

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Sure someone out there realises what’s happening at the moment xxxx

I don't think I can take much more of this...

Baby, I miss the hell out of you.

Nothing even comes close

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Good Vibes HERE

I'll never be the same again. I'd rather start from the dirt and build than crawl back to the man I was before.

You've always been THE ONE, anyone else would just be settling.

Me

Strangeness Of It All

I immediately went from yours to no one's and I can't help but feel like I still belong to you. That's because I do. It's strange to that but it's true. Speaking of, if YOU read this and other that have come before it. There is a common theme. Truth. Every word I type and post on this page is genuine truth. Never doubt my word again. Because I've quickly realized how many empty things I've said and promised. But that is all different now, and that's the truth.

Airport Pick Up

That island taught me a lot of things. But the greatest lesson I learned wasn't taught until I came home. The first thing I saw when I walked into baggage claim was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I picked her up and hugged her and kissed because she was mine and I missed her more than I ever imagined I would. My heart was happy and I couldn't come down of my own little cloud. What's so amazing is I could feel she felt the the same as I did. She missed me just as much as I missed her. My god I love that girl. Sad part is I screwed up. Somehow I went from knowing she was gods gift to forgetting it and that's where I messed up. I understand the reason for this whole break/break up, but darn it if it's still just as hard, if not harder. I've spent the last few days in my own head, all alone, and I know this may seem impossible but I know I'm already a different person. I've been through ups and downs with you and I regret nothing but the way I'd treated you recently. I would go back if I could and change it all. Maybe you read this maybe you don't. I'm writing all this out just so I can get it off my chest. Because I don't want to text you because I don't want to ever just push you away. I miss you. I miss the way we felt the day I came home from Barbados. I want it back. With you. You're mine and I'm yours. Four days ago you texted me telling me we needed a break. In doing so you bought me a plane ticket. I'm going to get on this plane and take it as far as it's supposed to go. I just really hope you're there when I get off that plane. Just like you were last time.

Six Flags Has Nothing On Me

Life's full of all kinds ups and downs, but like a roller coaster I'm just stupid enough to buckle up and ride it out and pray you're waiting at the exit.

Now more than ever. For ever, and ever, and ever. Amen.

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