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this is my existential crisis blog

[typhoidaesthetic-blog]

(not suicidal just not gonna blog for a while)

[showstudio]

Class of 1998 by Anuschka Blommers & Niels Schumm for Self Service, 1998

[little-trauma-things]

sometimes i see ppl with mental illness wishing that something traumatic (or more traumatic) had happened to them because then people would be symptathetic to why they are the way they are and

i understand the logic behind that thought, but as someone with diagnosed ptsd i just want to say that no amount of trauma will ever make nt people sympathetic to you or your symptoms. the asshole that tells depressed people they have no reason to be suicidal, is almost certainly the same asshole that tells people with ptsd to get the fuck over their trauma and stop being victims. you cant win with these people, and more trauma doesnt make people more accepting of your illness

[visualjunkee]

GUCCI AW 2016- Backstage - photography by Marina Ferrara

[zoopalkin]

[typhoidaesthetic-blog]

I'm spiraling so hard rn wtf I hate myself I don't have real problems yet I'm so fucking entitled and I don't have a job and live off of my parents money skipping classes at film school and smoking weed and fucking off to europe for ten days and abandoning my boyfriend fuck I fucking suck I'm a fucking pit maybe my friend was right and I am a psychopath and I blog about a fucking rock star and obsess like christ I have a life of my own and I'm not living it because I just dwell on my mental illness (uwu!!) like a fucking crutch so I don't have to deal with real responsibilities fuck I think about my childhood abuse constantly and it wasn't even that bad fuck what the fuck is wrong with me I'm a steaming pile of self loathing shit can't even have a good day at a theme park without making this shit all about my insecurities and fishing for support from my mom fuck I hate myself I wish I didn't know exactly what people were thinking of me or whatever obvious (usually sexual) situation they're in fuck

[orka-nism]

Luke Skywalker (1977) x Leslie Knope (2009)

[poisonnightmares]

[spocknado]

put in the tags what beanie baby you share your birthday with

[poisonnightmares]

[poisonnightmares]

[recentgooglesearches]

Rat screams when another rat tries to eat her food

[woodstock-in-my-mind]

Happy Birthday David Bowie (1/8/1947)

[mountvision]

[soundsofmyuniverse]

Happy Birthday David Bowie // January 8, 1947.

Tomorrow belongs to those who can hear it coming.

[fourmargarita]

wtf

[bythebatphone]

happy bday 2 the man the myth the legend himself alex turner!!!! here are some crappy iphone pics from the TLSP madness last year