Today I'm feeling a little on the fence, or ledge. Not sure really how I feel. Im angry, tired, a lil pissed off, a lil bit hungry, hangry. Lol. I despise social media and yet here I am post a journal entry. Today is 10/01/2020
Haven't had a drink in 6 days. Having a couple tonight. I have no one to really talk to.
Sometimes I would like to tell my wife things but it always seems to get twisted. She told me that I say things and they come out hateful, so now I'm afraid to even speak.
I logged in to fakebook today after about 3 months. I realized why I don't fuck with that shit. I say a very attractive picture of my wife there that I hadn't seen before. I was burnt. I bust my ass off at work, I hardly get to spend time with my family. I'm tired. I work about 90+ hours in 7 days/nights, couple days off and do it again. I'm tired.












