Lady Zayanade

so anxious that even this is hard to do

[oneechangoddess]

Yuru Biking

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[sacred-portal]

[theropodfan-deactivated20241023]

[luwha]

[evergreen-femme]

[lanternperson]

Sometimes I feel like I have so much love and nowhere for it to go, no one to give it to.

Is that loneliness? Love without expression? Concealed in your heart, left to ripen and then mold, decaying and leaving a hole?

What does it lead to, this rotten, spoiled love?

[the-falling-ember]

I feel like shit.

I'm experiencing a major depressive episode.

I can not handle any human contact right now.

Even tho my soul screams to be held.

I don't have anyone who is soft enough to carry that weight without breaking.

I so desperately need that someone.

[oldnetreasures]

ᝪᥣᑯ𐓣౿𝗍𝗋౿ɑડυ𝗋౿ડ .ᐟ

[pur3he4rt]

[itzzkaylaaa]

just keeps getting worse every night and i don’t even know what to do anymore. i’m so tired, all the time. i keep stuffing myself with junk food again just to try and fill the emptiness… and it’s still not enough. cause i end up thinking how much ive gain weight. i hate how i look, i hate how i feel, i hate how i sound. i feel so small and so belittled, like nobody really wants me around. it’s just me, stuck with my thoughts, and it’s so lonely. i hate this.

[paragraphi]

why

even in a empty room

do i feel

a thousand eyes staring at me

why

even when all alone

why can't i be me without performing

why can't i be me

why can't i

why

[angrilyforgottenskull]

fuck laughing couples in public be happy at home and stfu cuz i’m getting jealous and depressed when i see u

[choppedtalebird]

"If i die, dont come to my grave, dont sit there crying for hours and saying i love you, because that's what i ever wanted to hear when i was alive."

[lulutheborderline]

[melodicmelancholia]

[angrilyforgottenskull]

if i don’t text i don’t get any texts. there’s no difference for me in having phone in airplane mode and connected to wifi

[vexheart]

[lessismore-falak-i]

and i pray, and I hope.