Bloggetta

@uhohbaggettios

my name is baggetta. that is for realsies my last name, which i use as my only name for most things. for legal matters i use Andrew. i like fun. fun is a subjective term, my fun happens to be video gamey things, movie-y things, funny things, batmany things, wrestlingy things and many things more!

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This is hard.

Im trying so hard but everything still feels bad.

Im still sad, but at least I haven't cried in a few days.

Everything was going so well for almost a week.

I could see things working out, but now I'm here still panicking and pretending I'm okay when I'm not.

Everything still sucks.

I want someone to give a shit about me again.

And by someone I just mean her.

I want her to give a shit about me again.

a butter toasted bun, some barbecue sauce and my shredded fucking heart for a wonderful summertime treat.

I feel like I'm losing my best friend and it's fucking tearing me apart. I don't want any of this. You fought so long to get me, you got me, and now you're giving me up.

I fought so long with myself to let myself be with you before I was ready to be in a relationship again. Eventually my hand was forced and I had to fight to get you to be mine, but eventually we were finally together. Now you're done and I'm not. It hurts. It hurts so much.

I miss you already.

It is nice to see that, 8 years later, I still am struggling with mental health and relationships and that it is hard to love me. I'm scared. I'm determined. I'm worried. I don't want to do the wrong thing. I'm constantly doing the wrong thing. The invasive thoughts are many and overwhelming at times. I fight them off to get through my days, but it's getting harder and harder.

*taps mic* is this thing on?

Tumblr, it's been fun, but... im pretty sure im quitting you. It's not you, it's me. I need to work on myself. This just isn't going anywhere. Yeah... Kay bye

Sad but never giving up

I always knew i was a yoda-type person. I used to hate it. Now im like "hell yeah".

jonasnow

Don’t mess with Miku…

#fuggin perfect

nexya

your fave is problematic: Connor Kenway

- he is too nice - he throws food to pigs without asking if they are hungry - ? - he was mean to a box of tea once

Every time i think I've figured out what i wanna do with my life, something happens and rids me of all confidence in that choice and im back to square none. Again and again. I kinda hate it a lot.

solarcitrus

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