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[soratonine]

@ukhaepjm hello there you must be dying when you see this

[ukhaepjm]

GOODBYE IM ASCENDING

[ukhaepjm]

thank you for tagging me: @xlxcktrx

nicknames: atenea, my closer ones call me ate, there’s people who call me nea as well.

zodiac: aquarius.

height: 163 (5 ft and some inches idk again skdjghk)

last thing i googled: the virtual classroom of my uni (to watch some fuckery about criminal law)

song stuck in my head: literally whatever, i permanently have songs stuck in my mind ksjfghjkfh. like im all day listening to music. currently i think one of all time low or bts?? idk i dont remember 

number of followers: 33, thanks a lot for liking the shit i post kdjghkj

amount of sleep I got: it depends, like i can sleep like 5 hours for a week and then the next three days sleep 9 or 10 hours but normally ill just sleep from 6 to 8 hours.

lucky number: 9 and 15

favourite song: i cant chose why did you put this responsability on me. i dont know man maybe honsool by agust d (or people by agust d, i cant choose between that two)

dream job: huh i have to laugh. like i wanna become a prosecutor but uni is going like pure shit and i’m gonna fail all my semester so its not like im gonna become one. 

aesthetic: i dont have like a defined one. i got kinda a dark academia soul, my style varies between vintage, light academia and elegant so im just kinda a mix

favourite author: umberto eco?? like i liked the name of the rose a lot but i like most of the books i read so 

favourite animal noise: birds tweeting? i found it relaxing skdfjhkjdfh or cats purring cause it’s super cute

random things: yes i’m an intp and yes i do search the wikipedia and yes its like a rabbit hole cause once you click on an entry you can never stop cause you dont need sleep, you need answers. yes, i do search about whatever you throw me. yes, i’m interested in knowing it all even knowing it’s impossible. you already know blood is not a fluid, it’s a tissue? i learnt it the other day (i study law i do not know this kind of basic things and yes even tho i dont primarily need them i’m interested in knowing them)

i tag: nobody, eveybody can make it if they want to

[ukhaepjm]

instructions: tag 10 blogs you want to get to know better!

tagged by: @xlxcktrx

name: atenea (closer ones call me ate)

gender: agender?? honestly it’s the one with i identify the most i guess like i dont feel nither a woman nor a men so i just think i’m agender

height: 163 cm (like 5 ft and some inches idk)

sexuality: i dont know i tend to say i’m bisexual but i dont know i’ll go with ace cause i’m currently not being sexually attracted to anyone.

favorite animal: fishes, chamaleons, cats and hedgehogs i guess

average hours of sleep: it depends, i normally sleep from 6 to 8 but there has been weeks i barely slept 5 hours and other times i slept 9 or 10 straight. it depends but from 6 to 8

dogs or cats: cats, like they really are my inner soul

current time: 21:38 pm

when I made this blog: a lot of years ago like when i was 14 i guess but i didnt started using it until this year when the quarantine started

why I made this blog: cause i became more interested in mbti, like i took the test multiple times on the past (i dont remember the first type i got but ???) and then the rest of the times i just got intp so this year i test myself again and became interested in it so i just search about intps one day on tumblr and i just started posting about about intp things so here we are

reason for my url: its simple, ukhae its basically the korean pronuntiation of ugh and then pjm stands for park jimin. the only thing i just did its mixing two of the things i like and that’s it

i’m tagging: nobody, feel free to do it if you want to!

[ukhaepjm]

List which 5 TV shows make you feel better, then tag 10 blogs.

tagged by @xlxcktrx thank u uwu💜💜💜💜💜💜

1. pichi pichi pitch

2. shin chan crayon

3. sakura card captor

4. death note

5. free!

i put animes all the way up cause i literally can't find comfort in other thing than in animes i've seen either when i was little or when i was just a teenager. they make me happy, i just wanna be little again and have zero problems and just see the animes and play and be happy.

not tagging anyone cause everybody can do this uwu

[ukhaepjm]

watch this intp have a mental breakdown cause she has an important exam but she’s not in the mood of studying and she can’t help it cause she doesn’t know how lmao my life’s going fucking downhill i need a high grade

[ukhaepjm]

bringing back this masterpiece cause law school got me in this shit again. haha criminal law midterm more like hell itself. can't help but being a clown🤡✌🏻

[tellerihardlyevenknowher]

Reading

Thank you @music-of-languages for tagging me!! ♡♡

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music / standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages/ ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

Tagging @ox-blr , @nakshatragranger , @studyingchemeng , @studyhardmione , @fernw00d , @srustudies , @studywitnelly , @mouwwie , @studiesara , @studylmao ,

@paperback-rainbows , and anyone else who wants to join in!!

[studyaccio]

tagged by @h-grangerstudies✨, thank you, honey!

Reading

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music/ standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages/ ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tagging @sugarypineapplecake, @a-fritterer, @btsandcoffee5, @sambakddaeng, @bluestockingbaby, @illumeenating, @min-d, @svenery and anyone else who wants to do it! 

[a-fritterer]

Tagged by lovely @nakshatragranger 💜thank you🤧🥺

Reading

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music/ standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages/ ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tagging - @purrrrrrr @mytalkingraccoon @lady-of-nightmares-and-darkness @supergeek1999 @notyourperfectmexicandaughter @we-can-be-kind-once-more-64 @jiminhearts92 @b-army013 @oenothera5 @ifmehwasaperson and anyone who wants to do it uwu😋

[b-army013]

Tagged by the wonderful @a-fritterer  💜thank you🤧🥺

Reading

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music/ standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages/ ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tagging- @springday-s @lollimewirek @xlxcktrx @soulsearchingbts @cherryleah-cals @armypurple And whoever wants to do it too :)

[soratonine]

tagged by the lovely and cute @b-army013 thank uuu bby💜💜💜🥰🥰

reading 

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music/ standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages/ ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tagging @ukhaepjm @chaories @a-l-v-i-n @sarah-mj and everyone who wants to do it ;)))

[ukhaepjm]

tagged by @xlxcktrx ily💜

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music/ standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages/ ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming

tagging: everyone who wants to do it

[sugajimin]

200306 ON Jimin is unforgettable

bonus:

[soratonine]

@ukhaepjm

[ukhaepjm]

do you want me dead?????????

[hhjs]

favourite food: n/a

favourite colour: black

height: 157 cm/5'1

fear: trypophobia!!!

tagging @ceruleanskies @emhpathy @seeroooooo @nightshade-minho @mini-meanhoe @mikoto-ica-fics @heartgyus

[nightshade-minho]

favourite food: pastaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

favourite color: black, emerald green and wine red.

height: 161 cm/5'3

fear: hmm ik misophonia isn’t a fear but i think it’s the closest? idk

tags: @stayhoe @chanonymous @yourdaddychan @chanluster @hyunjinhwngs @captainchangbin @ruellelix @jeonqqin @starryseung @runningonkpop @scxrlettwxtches @hanjizung @bythesunnotbythemoon @minhoslittlebitch @straycozy

[spearb1108-deactivated20210712]

Favorite food: pizza

Favorite color: black, red, white

Height: 150 cm/4'9

Fear: bugs, heights

Tagging: @hyunjinhwngs @yanderebinbin @yourdaddychan @serendipityfelix @summerside-effects @straysrachaa @binnie-loves-dark @princewonwoo @ianmbb

[binnie-loves-dark]

Thanks for the tag @captainchangbin ❤️

Favourite food: cheese

Favourite colour: black

Height: 155cm/5ft

Fears: acrophobia, arachnophobia, claustrophobia and dentophobia are the main ones. I’m scared of so many things ngl 🙈

Tagging: @sauceracha @bythesunnotbythemoon @1-2-3racha @minhoslittlebitch @miniaturealienllamahumanoid @yourlocal-babybear

[minhoslittlebitch-deactivated20]

❤️❤️ Tagged by @nightshade-minho @binnie-loves-dark

favourite food: ….Hawaii pizza

favourite color: love all colours

height: 172 cm/5'8 (why are you all so short or am i too tall)

fear: coulrophobia,somniphobia,ornithophobia and monophobia

💖💖Tagging @missingpuzzlepiece @starrystraykidz @ianmbb @cherryeol04 @yangomangos @yandere-skz @marculees

[marculees]

Tagged by one of my fave urls on this site @minhoslittlebitch👌 Thank you!❤️

Favourite food: Cucumber

Favourite color: Pink but I love blue, purple and black too!

Height: 161cm // 5′3

Fear: Trypanophobia, arachnophobia, aquaphobia (just pools and the sea though, not baths), emetophobia, philemaphobia, and social phobia are all the main ones but I’m scared of pretty much everything so😬👍

Tagging: @jbemin @wheezing-pterodactyl @kachulein @thegirlthatsdancingintherain​ @yooohno127​ @jenoscity​

[wheezing-pterodactyl]

tagged by @marculees ^^

Favourite food: rice! it’s so versatile!

Favourite colour: black, red, purple, gold and silver!

Height: 5’3 (I can’t remember the exact cm)

Fear: pittakionophobia! it’s so stupid but 😰

Tagging: @wifecatcher @mingcorazon @emeraldbabygirl @lollimewirek @hyunsanq @daharte 💖

[lollimewirek]

tagged by @wheezing-pterodactyl ❤️ yayy thank youu~ Favourite food: noodles? i guess… Favourite colour: purple, red, blue and black (mostly purple, though) Height: 1,60m! (idk in feet… google says it’s 5′2) Fear: arachnophobia and social phobia asgfghjydiah i’m a mess Tagging: @zsonyeondan @hadukada @alcoolatra-de-toddynho @springday-s @rude-girlll @jeoonjiwoo 💖

[springday-s]

tagged by @lollimewirek thank you!! 💜💜💜💜

Favourite food: chocolate or anything sweet

Favourite colour: black 

Height: 1,60m (5′2// i don’t know exactly my height but I think this is it ) 

Fear: arachnophobia or any insect

Tagging:  @cinderblockxgarden @anna-in-purple  @demii-is-my-life 

@b-army013 @coisas-de-uma-retardada

[b-army013]

tagged by @springday-s tank you 💜💜💜💜

Favourite food: chocolate 

Favourite colour: black

Height: 1,52 cm

Fear: I don’t know what I’m afraid of

Tagging:  @a-fritterer @jiminhearts92 @xlxcktrx @armypurple  @soulsearchingbts

[soratonine]

tagged by b-army013 thank uuu sweetheart💜💜💜 favourite food: sushi favourite colour: green, black and pastel yellow height: 1'58 m fear: death, heights, being a bad person. tagging: @ukhaepjm

[ukhaepjm]

tagged by the beautiful and amazing @xlxcktrx thank u💚

fav food: pizza and cheese (i'm basic)

fav colour: blue

height: 1'63 cm (5'3 ft)

fear: not being intelligent or competent, the passing time, losing a loved one and not being a good person

tagging: whoever that wants to do this uwu

[sleexfox]

Do you ever notice yourself formulating your opponent’s argument in your head better, with stronger points, more articulately, than they’re actually doing it?

[ukhaepjm]

i always do this everytime i have had a debate. and i always try to push myself further to find a better logic in my point of view

[belatedintp]

Why are you so confident, ENFJ?

INTP: Don’t you see though? I can always be wrong. I don’t know everything, and at any given moment, could provide an inaccurate information that could cause impact a negative result in another person’s life.

ENFJ: But you always know so much.

INTP: That is not true! I could have under-researched something. I could be looking at something with —

ENFJ: I doubt, out of all people, that you’d have under-researched something.

INTP: (feels heavier weight of needing to research even more)… um…

[ukhaepjm]

THIS, OMG MY SIS (ENFJ) AND I (INTP) ARE LIKE THIS. WE HAD THIS CONVOOO

[bigstaryeyes]

If you think you're awkward just remember today I was trying to make conversation with a girl at my golf tournament and :

Me: haha this grass is so crisp! It reminds me of an apple.

Her: haha yeah...

Me: sorry, I mean like because... apples are crisp you know?... and the grass

Her: 👁👄👁

Me: I swear I'm not on drugs lol!! I just didn't sleep well *in reality I got 8 hours of sleep*

And..

Me: wow these houses are so cute!! Much better than my neighborhood's. My house literally looks like a 5 yo on minecraft built it.

Her: yeah they're cute I guess.

[ukhaepjm]

i can't really tell how much i relate to this i don't know how to do small talk so i end up saying bullshit all they way and it always feels super awkward

[ukhaepjm]

me taking mbti in other page different from the original one and being mistyped as istp: no damn i'm not a fucking sensor i'm a fucking intuitive

*proceeds to take the original mbti an got intp*

me: i knew it i'm an intuitive i'm always right

[intp-and-enfp-disaster]

INTP Stuff #2

That dreaded, dreaded feeling when your xSFJ mom decides to clean your room and you can’t find anything in its usual place.

Seriously though, it’s starting to be a bit annoying. I guess I like messy environments a lot more. It might be my Perceiving traits.

After she decided to ‘organize’ my living space, she then told me to write a fucking essay for school. Jesus, it’s not like my inspiration comes easily. The messiness of the room brings me inspiration. And in that case, you destroyed it.

Welp, I guess it’s time to linger on Wikipedia and Tumblr for the next few hours!

[ukhaepjm]

huh i relate to this a lot. my mom is an isfj and as an intp i swear to god i said to her thousands of times i like the messiness of my room cause it helps me to have inspiration and motivation. but for her messiness will just make me unproductive. i work better when my place is messy, cause my head is pretty bored if everything's arranged. she and i work so different and clean so different that i cannot stand her touching any of my stuff.

[ukhaepjm]

man i love learning, i love to spend all day on wikipedia clicking endlessly in each and every link of the page i'm seeing. i also keep a little notebook in which i write down everything i search for so i can go back to it whenever i want (although i wish i could remember the entire page).

that's it, i love learning. if there's something i was born to is to learn. whatever is out there, it must be learnt. there must be no reason to learn something but the existence of it. if it exists, it must be learnt. there's no point in not learning something just bc it isn't useful. knowledge must be learnt for its own sake.

how i wish i could learn everything, i wish i could learn about everything that exists in this world. i'm happy that i found my aspiration in life cause i don't know who i would have been if i hadn't figured it out. i changed a lot but i'm so glad that the only thing i need to be fulfilled is learning. i was born to learn, i'm living just to learn and i would die learning.

sorry for my bad english i wrote this pretty quickly. i'm currently learning physics and i don't understand anything cause i abandoned maths at age 17 :(

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

Me as an INTP on quarantine:

*doing literally nothing all day besides sleeping and procrastinating*

*decides to learn how to program using html AND learn morse code at the same time at 4am in the morning because it's fun and why not*

*sleeps 3h a day and drinks way too much caffeine*

*gives up and start procrastinating again*

[ukhaepjm]

no man this is so me i feel attacked. i have this cycle of procrastining and losing my time in nothing then start doing difficult things (which i'm not able to do well at the first attempt) until forgetting i'm a human and then giving up and start losing my life doing nothing again. i can't help it

[ukhaepjm]

intps and subtext

yeah, that's it. intps hate subtext either cause they really don't know what's going on or either cause they like honesty and truth.

for me, it gets on my nerves whenever someone is just mad or angry at me and it's obvious cause feels like they tryna manipulate me into feeling bad without a reason at all. sometimes someone is mad at me but it isn't like so clear and as i'm minding my business i don't even realize someone is mad. until other person tells me.

the point is as an intp i hate it, i don't have time to fuck around. if you have a problem with me just say it to me straight. we'll talk about it and that's it. but don't play games, don't subtext all the time. i really hate the situation "elephant in the room", if there's a problem it must be talked. then we move to another point. it fucking gets on my nerves cause most of the times when there's an elephant in the room people doesn't even say anything so i'm the one who takes the time to call out everyone to discuss the issue.

there's a problem okay we talk about it, figure it out and that's it. that's how life should work but keeping a problem? that doesn't make you any favor. however, it can be useful if the discussion isn't worth it. discussing with someone who won't listen isn't worth it.

i mind my fucking business, never subtext and whenever i have a problem i reach the other to solve it.

guys don't fucking subtext, it gets on our fucking nerves. daily business stress us the fuck out and subtext, god I can't really tell how much we hate it. I say it, routines and daily business stress us the fuck out. drama, shenanigans, we hate that. we want peace and chilling out. we can only get that by approaching things directly. if you have a problem just tell it straight, there's no point on not doing that.

also i should be studying but yk your local disappointment is always procrastinating something✌🏻

[intp-humanoid]

Subtext in literature or art is cool, subtext in social situations is a monumental pain in the ass and needs yeeting off a cliff.

I call upon our INTP brethren to raise a collective middle finger to it, and an additional middle finger to people who get mad when we miss their subtext bullshit.

Don't bother trying to decode their bullshit. Let them get mad. Let them suffer by not helping them.

Let's be honest, they always want something from us. So make "stating your intentions clearly" a personal boundary, don't let them walk all over you.

[general-misanthropy]

*screeches in agreement*

I hate this so much. Just tell me. Talk to me. I hate guessing games, I've no time to figure out what you're thinking. Spit it out, even if it's harsh and unpolished. We'll deal with it.

I can't do anything about a problem I don't know exists.

[ukhaepjm]

damn you just put everything i think into words. that's it, i hate it and i have no time to guess what you're trying to say. we'll deal with it even if it hurt us. we're not playing games here.

[ukhaepjm]

intps and subtext

yeah, that's it. intps hate subtext either cause they really don't know what's going on or either cause they like honesty and truth.

for me, it gets on my nerves whenever someone is just mad or angry at me and it's obvious cause feels like they tryna manipulate me into feeling bad without a reason at all. sometimes someone is mad at me but it isn't like so clear and as i'm minding my business i don't even realize someone is mad. until other person tells me.

the point is as an intp i hate it, i don't have time to fuck around. if you have a problem with me just say it to me straight. we'll talk about it and that's it. but don't play games, don't subtext all the time. i really hate the situation "elephant in the room", if there's a problem it must be talked. then we move to another point. it fucking gets on my nerves cause most of the times when there's an elephant in the room people doesn't even say anything so i'm the one who takes the time to call out everyone to discuss the issue.

there's a problem okay we talk about it, figure it out and that's it. that's how life should work but keeping a problem? that doesn't make you any favor. however, it can be useful if the discussion isn't worth it. discussing with someone who won't listen isn't worth it.

i mind my fucking business, never subtext and whenever i have a problem i reach the other to solve it.

guys don't fucking subtext, it gets on our fucking nerves. daily business stress us the fuck out and subtext, god I can't really tell how much we hate it. I say it, routines and daily business stress us the fuck out. drama, shenanigans, we hate that. we want peace and chilling out. we can only get that by approaching things directly. if you have a problem just tell it straight, there's no point on not doing that.

also i should be studying but yk your local disappointment is always procrastinating something✌🏻

[intp-humanoid]

Subtext in literature or art is cool, subtext in social situations is a monumental pain in the ass and needs yeeting off a cliff.

I call upon our INTP brethren to raise a collective middle finger to it, and an additional middle finger to people who get mad when we miss their subtext bullshit.

Don't bother trying to decode their bullshit. Let them get mad. Let them suffer by not helping them.

Let's be honest, they always want something from us. So make "stating your intentions clearly" a personal boundary, don't let them walk all over you.

[ukhaepjm]

literally when they subtext they want something from us so personally i don't give a fuck when they do it.

it's a pain in the ass, and for sure such a horrible way to lose our time so setting that boundary is the most clever thing we can do. if they get mad, let's even ignore it harder.