Me: So I have a problem, itâs the same as before but the pain feels different âŠ
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Me: So I have a problem, itâs the same as before but the pain feels different âŠ
My friends in the gc:
Itâs been 6 months and yet my wounds are still fresh as hell
Please tell me thereâs more to life than heartbreak after knowing youâve been cheated on by someone you really trusted
Me as hell with a specific person
Itâs 5am and I cannot sleep
So instead, my brain reminds me of all the pain and then my heart decided it hasnât healed yet
In 2 hours my toddler will wake up and I would have to wake up too
While my husband is sleeping soundly without a care in the world
Love my life
ââYou can have anything,â she said, âonce you admit you deserve it.ââ
â Meredith Russo, If I Was Your Girl
Why canât I ever be right?
âWhen a person tells you you hurt them, you donât get to decide you didnât.â
â Louis C.K.
My wounds were healing, My pain was fading away, I was gettin' emotionally stable, I stopped thinking about the painful things from my past and then, it started raining.
Forgotten. 7/24/2021
Leave me behind, abandoned with the sheets.
Toss me down the chute in hopes I may get clean.
Forget me like a sock.
Leave me with the keys.
Carry me home in nothing more than memories.
I want attention no more than I want pain.
Yet both I receive, in plenty! And growing everyday.
Let me fade away, under the blazing of the sun.
An umbrella that once had use, but now its uses are none.
Throw me away. Let me expire.
Let me claim my final rest.
Forget the day you heard my name; it is for the best.
*NO.* Cried out a voice, betwixt compassion and fear.
*No matter how much you doubt your own self worth, I will not let you disappear.*
*Excuse me?* called the forgotten. *Who are you to decide if I live or die?*
*You're right in that regard; I cannot control death. But I can keep your memory alive, that is, until I breathe my final breath.*
The forgotten one stopped and stared, confused and largely perplexed.
A breath, they took, and then they asked, *Why on Earth would you do that?*
The rememberer stepped forward, rubbed a tear from their eye.
*Because, my friend, my dearest friend, I hate to see you cry.*
I know you hide your burdens from me.
I know you think I'm too innocent.
I know how much you cry and scream; I know you to every extent.
I know all this and it will never change my mind:
No matter how hard life gets to be, I know it is better, because you were in mine.
So if you decide to leave, I won't stop you; call Death and hop aboard.
But you can't take away this promise I make:
*You will forever be in my heart.*
Silence lingered between them; neither wanting to speak.
Finally, a voice, of the remembered one, quietly made a peep.
*Thank you, my friend; your words have done well.*
A smile now graced their cheek.
*While I do not know what the future will bring, I know your promise, you will keep.*
âLife is a sexually transmitted disease and the mortality rate is one hundred percent.â
â R. D. Laing
Oh yes
I feel it so strongly in my chest and throat, but I canât cry. The pain never stops but I canât tell anyone. I donât know how much longer I will hold.
Meds
I need help. Maybe I could take some đ to pick me up from this pit?
Deaf
Nobody hears a word I say
because everyone wants me to listen to them
nobody is interested to know how I feel
because everyone wants me to understand them
whoâs going to understand me?
My flaws
He notices every. single. damn. thing. that is wrong with me and never misses a day to remind me of them.
But he could never utter a single word of praise for all the nice things I do for him.
Thanks for breaking my spirit.
Creative Juice
Poets weave beautiful words together out of their sad days
If that were true for me I could have already written a whole epic out of my secret sad life
this day was no different
i love the rain. i love the pitter patter sound of raindrops as it hits our roof and the pavement outside. i love how you can just curl your toes under the blanket and watch movies all day.
he doesn't like it though.
he hates that we have to stay at home all day together. he's not content with staying with us in this cuddle weather. he wish we could instead go to his mom's place.
i hate that we are never just enough. ever.