flawed.

here, my words live and breathe | ایمن

[apoeticmuse]

Blue Endings

I see humans and i see stories

Mysterious, heart-wrenching, and happy endings

I see you and i see us

Bruised, broken, and blue

Our time came to the end

With our walls crumbling to the ground

Did i let you down?

Cause my lifeless eyes tell a different story

And in my dreams you are the villain

Destroying everything you don't love

And everytime i am there, i watch you

Stealing my life away, the girlhood i deserved

And i always want to hurt you

Break you like you've never been before

But i would rather stop my heart

I would rather suck the life out of my body

- UA

[taylornation]

four years ago, taylor’s grid aligned again, and we got our favorite sister sequel, evermore.

she’s the album that fills any void the holidays may bring, reminds us that our loved ones visit us in our dreams, and that sometimes the only path to healing is to wish for happiness.

going deeper into the woods today to celebrate 4 years of evermore. 🤎 https://taylor.lnk.to/evermorealbum

[tswiftupdatess]

The Eras Tour has now officially ended. ❤

(December 8, 2024)

[apoeticmuse]

The way i woke up at 6:30 a.m. just to watch a grainy livestream on youtube 😭

Love you so much tay 🫶🏼

[apoeticmuse]

Maybe in another lifetime, i won't feel like a burden.

[apoeticmuse]

The worst part is that there are no other lifetimes and no other universes. So i may never know what being genuinely loved feels like.

[apoeticmuse]

Maybe in another lifetime, i won't feel like a burden.

[apoeticmuse]

It'll be 2025 in a few days, which makes 2015 a decade ago. And that's when it all started.

[apoeticmuse]

Where does a decade-old love go?

[apoeticmuse]

It'll be 2025 in a few days, which makes 2015 a decade ago. And that's when it all started.

[have-you-been-here]

Happy wrapped day to those who celebrate!

What was the highest song in your top 100 with a location name in the title? (real or fictional, generic or specific)

[apoeticmuse]

#7th one and its The Black Dog by Taylor Swift

[tolerateit]

what is the 8th song on your spotify wrapped playlist?

[apoeticmuse]

Take me in your arms (arabic song)

[apoeticmuse]

Old Rotten Love

I don't trust myself near sharp things

my skin weeps red

when my hands hold them for too long

and I am afraid i want it to,

to bring the sting I've been missing

the burn of something real

even the ache

even the tears

as long as i can feel again

but oh, the carved shadows in my bones

they linger there forever

but now, it's fine.

So I was searching for the remains

of my old rotten love

any bone or skin or flesh

in long forgotten places -

a torn page from an old journal

a song lost in time

the raindrops on the window

in a foggy december morning -

to revive it

to live it once again

because oh, what am i without love

only skin and breaths

moving through time

pretending

to be whole.

Life has left my face

For so long now.

And though I'll find it

when the time comes

but

will it still know me?

will it still burn inside?

oh, show me,

teach me

a way to feel again

to love again

or let me disappear into the quiet.

I'm tired of this numbness.

- Aiman

[apoeticmuse]

I won't rise this time

I was a flame, turning slowly into ash

And all I needed was a warm comfort

while walking on those crossroads

But now the stars are burning out

And the moon is sinking down

Yet i see no silhouettes, no souls

No mended fences, no embracing shoulders

So i might die here without a sound

might drown in my own sorrows

Then don't come mourning at my grave

dont make amends, don't put down the roses

Keep my skeleton in the closet and leave.

I won't rise this time.

- Aiman

[meraarts]

I’m bored and nosy. Please reblog this with the book you’re currently reading.

[apoeticmuse]

Circe by Madeline Miller

Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi

[academic-vampire]

𝔫𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔰 🍂

[deviika]

—Iris Murdoch

[apoeticmuse]

Oh, what a valiant roar

What a bland goodbye

The coward claimed he was a lion

I'm combing through the braids of lies

"I'll never leave"

"Never mind"

Our field of dreams, engulfed in fire

Your arson's match, your somber eyes

And I'll still see it until I die

You're the loss of my life.

[learnbouquet]

Dead Poets Society (1989)  dir. Peter Weir

[apoeticmuse]

...

And now that you have the kingdom

What would you do with the blood-stained throne?

And how would you wear a rusted crown?

Your temple is crooked, your realm is bruised

The stains on your gown may have dried a long time ago

But the blood on your hands is burning red

- A