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#just saw something an ex friend of mine would've loved..#I wish I could send I to them #I miss my friends #life will go on but it still sucks to think of people who aren't there now

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#recently I've been thinking about people and then news happens related to them #sometimes good sometimes bad #it's starting to scare me a little #I feel like I'm manifesting it somehow

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#i was at the grocery store this morning when I found out my great aunt died #i haven't been able to process it yet?#i almost started crying but didn't want to cry in public and stopped #and I haven't like cried yet. or idk. I can't bring myself to cry? even though I had like insane emotions earlier about it #what do I do? idk #i can't even go to her funeral because she lived multiple states over and I can't take off work to fly to her state #this is the second death in my family this year

Currently working on an assignment and it is totally making me realize I hate my masters 😭😭 UGH whatever man

Yo guys I also found out the other day that my ex coworker who I thought was my friend (haven't spoken since she left) was spreading lies and rumors about me to our other coworkers! Found out by talking to a new coworker about it and.. HOLY FUCK! She said some insane things and almost cost me my job and did infact cost my a promotion that she told me to apply for and gas me up for. She literally told me to apply and gassed me up just for her to tell my boss I'd be a terrible fit. What the fuckkkkkkkkk

I just went to Wingstop and the guy who took my order got mad at me and I think it genuinely took years off my life ngl

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#I think maybe I am the problem #and like objectively unliveable #idk

guys im feeling very sparkleless

Man sometimes I straight up feel like I can never do anything right. I'm just terrible all the time. Idk

#I'm sorry #I don't know #why am I like this

iconicanemone

Desperately needed to have this on my blog

memories

apparently, I joined this tumblr place at 9/12/15, 9:19:30 AM.

liberalsarecool

US conservatives think knecapping and disrespecting 51% of the population is a viable plan. Skyrocketing poverty and plummeting birth rates, be damn.

chylopod

Unedited andy

knightofdandelions

Listennn.. its been a while but wtf is this.. when did this happen... tumblr wtf. Anywayyyy back to being active I guess lmao.

Im not as active as often and I doubt mark or ethan will see this. But I want to say goodbye. Its been an amazing year. You both have changed my life so much throughout the years via markiplier and crankgameplays. The stream has been amazing. Goodbye. Death is a promise not a deal.

#memento mori #unus annus

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