silly

hi hi, i'm art (she/her), 29

[ultravariety]

i literally JUST caught up with severance

first of all, we need to address the whole innie vs. outie terminology… i agree with that one character, that shit feels like a slur. i think constantly referring to oneself as “innie” vs. “outie” makes this weird argument that innies are different from outies. when they are the same fucking guy. if I blacked out from 9-5 and i found out that during those hours i’m being abused in some workplace. i don’t think some separate version of me is taking it - BITCH THAT’S STILL ME??!?!?! like mark having so much beef between his innie and his outie was driving me NUTS. “but then it feels like i’m mostly you” you stupid moron we are the same person. we would be the same person. we would have access to our full memories not just a portion OMG.

i think the innie vs. outie thing is on purpose to sort of separate and compartmentalize the experience that someone is receiving if they get severed, like it almost makes severance seem like a good idea because it’s just passing off uncomfortable experiences to this ‘other version of you’ BUT that’s misleading, since it’s still you. there isn’t a body double, that’s just you. like being drugged and god knows what happens to you and you just have to be ok with it?? some weird drugged out version of you is consenting and since it’s “innie” you it’s ok! NO?!?!? omggg i can’t, if i lived in that universe i would be a worker’s rights advocate. “i believe innies have a soul” THEY ALWAYS HAD A SOUL?!?!?? IT”S NOT A NEW PERSON?!?!?! HELLO????

DEVON. what a disappointment. i can’t believe she called cobel willingly. if my sibling called MY opp, same one who MISPLACED MY BABY? it would be on sight. I would jump at every opportunity to fight, are you fucking kidding me??? “she’s the only one we can trust” WHAT ABOUT REGHABI???

i have no clue the reasoning, but it kinda reminds me of that one trope in media where women of colour are setup for being a major support only to be relegated as minor or insignificant once a white character comes through. it happened with daredevil with claire and karen, and elektra and karen, and in the bear with syd and claire like i can’t be crazy, that is a thing?? so like reghabi to be pushed aside so COBEL?! of all people gets another shot? and like gemma… poor gemma. only to get sidelined for… INNIE HELLY??!?!??

i think helly and helena switched after the jame meeting. i think that’s helena. there’s just something sinister about her vibes. i once liked helly, now i’m not so sure. defo don’t like mark omg. and devon disappointed me. hate cobel and milchik. maybe i only like dylan and irv.

i’m probably gonna get heated about this later but i just gotta say it. omg mark, you are fucking idiot.

[skavod29]

If a rivalry lasts longer than 10 years…

Happy Valentine’s Day 😉

[mrsterlingeverything]

Chinese scientists put jeans on a brunette years before the US could even dream of it

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

not to be dramatic but sometimes i feel like i don't belong anywhere on this earth like maybe all there is for me is perpetual loneliness + constant desire to go back to a place that doesn’t exist anymore

[lurkstore]

I'm certain Sankara was paraphrasing Mao here but I'm interpreting this as 2 bros going band for band

[finns-gifs]

[boomer-mythology-destroyer]

[ultravariety]

sorry i just wanted to vent about something dumb

the moment i feel even the tiniest bit of joy or hope i immediately will experience whiplash. like im not allowed to be happy. and lo and behold my dumbass is excited bc i started seeing someone. and i literally HATE the thought about talking about it to anyone cause i knoowwwww it’s gonna blow up in my face.

like realistically, this man does not like me. he is just putting up with me. and i gave him what he wanted and he’s still looking around!!!! i want to die i hate wanting to be loved. this shit sucks so hard omg

i wish it was acceptable to just be alone. i would be much more comfortable. i hate feeling like this so much. i want connection but im so convinced i am not worthy of love nor capable of it. i’m so serious i will never experience it in my life i KNOW it.

i wish i could erase him. and everyone else. i hate feeling like im not good enough, that there’s a billion fucking things wrong with me. that i’m awful and ugly and annoying and uninteresting and worthless. i cannot fathom someone liking me. i know it wouldn’t be genuine. like be so real, i am Hard to love. i am not a good person. i will never find someone who genuinely wants me or wants to hang out with me.

now see this is where that demon in mind starts speaking to me saying “well you should kill yourself” but i think im past that feeling at least. it’s just this deep desire to runaway from everything. ever since my therapist disappeared ive just been hoping i could tell her all these things. i’m starting to think she won’t come back though. i may need to find a new therapist :(

all of this sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no one to be myself around. i feel like i always have to be so polished. i want to be a sad lump. truly pathetic. but i 1) won’t relax and let my guard down and 2) never feel welcome anyways. maybe i should…… hmmmm……….

it’s 1;30 am i can’t sleep and my life is still shit. it keeps getting better and worse. like i’m trying to improve my life (job, friendships, relationships in general) but like outside life is getting shitty (rise in fascism, cost of living, endless wars etc). i feel so powerless. i’m trying so hard to do everything right and i feel like no matter what, im not meant to win. anything. ever. yeesh.

i’m too privileged to be upset yet. my life really could be better. idk what more i can do at this point.

if you are reading this (that would be such a surprise i barely use this thing anymore, i just like checking d20 stuff now) i am sorry you read all that. my heart is very heavy rn and i could use a hug.

[wormtime123]

finally got around to making some fanart bc this scene made me giggle

[liar-frumpy-wrong]

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[shandy-shores]

Is this anything

[grlbts]

[landsccape]

[sioltach]

watching a video on brewing Mesopotamian beer and look at this orange man (his ass cannot guard the barley)

[loth-catgirl]

[northerlyfilms]

Put THIS in your pipe and smoke it! [blows you a tender, gentle kiss]

[deadbodyrave]

An Italian man in a Carrefour for this week's "Boycott Carrefour" international action explains to the shoppers that their decision to shop there is funding genocide.

If you too are against genocide, apart from adhering to the BDS sanctions, please consider donating to my friend @save-mohamed-family on the following link:

Faites un don à la cagnotte Support Mohammed's Family in Gaza, organisée par S G

I’m a grad student in NYC organizing this fundraiser for my friend Mohammed and his fami… S G a besoin de votre soutien pour Support Mohamme

Mohammed's story is known by now. He is trapped in Gaza with three children, hoping to survive long enough so he can reunite with his wife. His wife, who is undergoing therapy for uterine cancer in Egypt. His son, who got burned by an explosion near their tent and is in the ICU with terrible burns. His two daughters, who lose their childish innocence every day. Please be a human. Please support my friend, even one dollar helps.

[save-mohamed-family]

Please don't stop, my friends. Don't leave me.

[erezkaan]

[faggotfungus]

Julia Soboleva, Thin Red Thread, 2022