Unborn Child

[unborn--child]

i cannot be saved. i cannot control a single urge. they run my life to it’s ruin. i am here with a plate of food and still starving. i am here with all my closest friends and im lonely. the problem is me and that is the one problem i cannot solve it. 

[unborn--child]

game over

if you dont quit tumblr every once in a while, delete your tumblr, quit your tumblr, unfollow all your friends, start all over on new domain, you don't know what it's like to be a passionate here.

[unborn--child]

[unborn--child]

crushes are stupid because 
you just end up being some-
one your night and making a
lover out of someone you 
should have just been friends
with in the first place.

[unborn--child]

my body was aching everywhere from driving for three hours straight in the cold weather. this is me in a moment of madness on the ground of a grocery store, party laughing, partly alienated by the foreign environment, party trying to do yoga to undo all the pain in my back, neck and shoulders. the pain of being rejected the night previous. going far away sometimes gives us a space to let go in s new way, to outsiders this is at so strange they may call the police; this has happened to me. in extreme pain i need extreme freedom.

[goodquoteco]

I’m starving with all this food. Obviously, there is nothing that can save me

[unborn--child]

[unborn--child]

Only there resides a living voice which if we can make we make it out of choice not giving the whole thing up.

John Berryman

[unborn--child]

A human personality, that’s impossible. The lines of nature & of will, that’s impossible. I give the whole thing up.

John Berryman, His Toy, His Dream, His Rest

[unborn--child]

[unborn--child]

in life, especially apparent in college, there are always people disillusioned with the chaos and energy of the night. in life, especially in winter, it is beneficial to our overall well being to remain grounded ( even on the weekends ) in some standards for our routine. this is the secret peace of stability and the good life, among the aid is the panacea of almost all ailments: sleep.

[unborn--child]

[unborn--child]

take note of this pain, take note most of your painwill not be close to the worst, remember pain will follow joy but only if you don't dull your senses to this living.

[unborn--child]

Jonah Ortiz

[unborn--child]

I want to touch the sky, feel that blueness so light But I can’t do any of this, so I’m leaving this world Everyone who’s heard of me Shouldn’t be surprised at my leaving Even less should you sigh or grieve I was fine when I came, and fine when I left.

Xu Lizhi, Factory Worker in Chinese Factory where Apple iPhones are Made

[unborn--child]

[unborn--child]

We ran along the railway, arriving in some place called ‘the City’ where we trade in our youth, and our muscle. Finally we have nothing to trade, only a cough and a skeleton nobody cares about. ‘Sleepless’ Midnight. Everyone is sleeping soundly, We keep our pair of young wounds open. These black eyes, can you really lead us to the light? ‘Night Shift’

Gu Cheng