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Kung gaano karaming papuri ang binabahagi ko sa isang araw, ganoon naman kakaunti ang naririnig ko galing sa iyo.

Sa bawat unang pagbigkas ng damdamin, bumabalik isang ulyaw na galing sa guwang na dibdib.

Hanggang kailan pa kaya makakaranas ng ganitong pasakit; kailangan bang maglimos para sa iyong damdamin o humanap na lamang sa iba ng matatamis na pagtingin?

Bakit naman gano'n.

#aira feels

3am thoughts

People may come and go, but music will never leave me. I don't need anyone's approval on what music I like and what I do for the artists I follow. I'll remember how they made me happy but I won't remember how you frowned upon it so byeeee

#aira feels

I'm getting frustrated with our lack of direction and tendency to veer off strat. Ideation is handy but there needs to be a deadline. ☺ Overall, not very optimistic with this.

01/20/18 Walk Away - Cory Wells

#cory wells #lyrics #art #drawing #pop punk #emo #lyrics art

Favorite ko pag dinidismiss ka to a sterotype and then make you feel like you can't amount to anything else. Thank you for your words. If you don't want to be part of my life then kindly get out.

It's difficult to feel so alone... to feel clueless on what to do and who you should become.

#deep sigh #aira feels

Always having to choose. Always having to compromise. It shouldn't even take me this much emotional effort to compromise, right? You certainly won't hear anything from me.

#deep sigh #aira feels

I’m so tired of election season. USC elections just ended and that caused me stress even as a non-partisan. RC elections hits a lot closer to home. WHY ARE PEOPLE DECLINING NOMINATION? Why would you betray the members of the organization the trust they gave you when they nominated you???? How could you even let them down like that?

I can’t wait to get out of here.

#org feels #aira feels #i tot prens

Everything I touch, I lose. People included.

#aira feels

I've come to terms with my shortcomings and I hope you will too with yourself, and that you accept me as I am as I have done for you.

#aira feels

tonguefirstyeh

You have to accept that some people are not made for deep conversations, or for holding you together when you’re about to fall apart, or for keeping you from unzipping your skin, or for talking you out of suicide, or to love you through the worst moments of your life. Some people are made for shallow exchanges, and ridiculous banter, and nothing more. And that’s okay. That doesn’t make them horrible people because they simply aren’t able to handle a storm like you. It doesn’t make you a bad person because you won’t divulge all the gritty details of your horror show. It makes you smart. You have to accept that there will be people that cannot give you what you need. It doesn’t mean they are not worth keeping in your life. You just have to figure out who these ones are before you’re disappointed. And you have to keep them at arm’s length. You cannot expect everyone in your life to understand, to be nonjudgmental, to get it. But that’s okay, because not everyone was made to impart wisdom, or wax-poetic, or speak on politics and the depravity of society, or discuss how crucial it is that the stigma of mental illness be abolished. There are times when you have to get away from all that heaviness. You have to. And you will need superficial conversation about Kim Kardashian’s arse, or a debate on the colour of The Dress. You will need those ones. So don’t go round cutting people off and dropping your friends. You need people for all your seasons. You need people or you won’t survive this.

What my therapist told me this morning (via theglasschild)

You are the friend I want to get away from after college. If your emotional devastation in the past year damaged you, then it wrecked a small part of me too. I'm tired of empty and/or half-full relationships. I bet you don't even know who I really am as a person. Hahaha. You only call me when you need me. Or have a favor. And I'm the ever-present good friend. On the bright side, you are the reason why I realized that at some point, I should know where to draw the line and speak for myself. Not just aimlessly following orders disguised as favors that physically and emotionally tire me out. Because let's face it, everything is about you. You can't get everything you want, friend (as you so have heartbreakingly experienced). I'm sorry for your emotional roller coaster and I hope you get better. It got a whole lot better for me when I found the right person. Question is, will you? Will you ever be satisfied? Will you ever know what you really want, to not be afraid to risk again -and not just stick with soulless flings? Let's see if "it's your personality type," shall we? Sigh. I'll smile for you when you're happy, sure. But I can only try to stick around for as long I can tolerate this sick little antic of yours. There's only so much I can take and I'm almost at my brim. I'm tired, and disappointed in you. But I'm still your friend. I'll just try not to leave when the worse has come and all I want to say is "I told you so."

#i tot prens #deep sigh

I’m almost coming to the point where I don’t know what to say to you anymore. I’m tired of being aggravated by other people’s problems. And I don’t really want to be the emotional dumpster anymore. Been there, done that.

#i tot prens

Today I realized that one of the most cruel things you can do to a person is to not tell them how your day went.

You rob them of the chance to share your joy and sadness as you act like you don’t need them in your life to sympathize and comfort you with words. The mundaneness of your life is not worth sharing with them. You don’t care to tell them that you didn’t sleep the night before studying all night for an exam that they didn’t take. You don’t bother sharing that you felt lonely waiting for 2 hours in a corridor full of people. You don’t share that your professor praised you because your midterm answers were different from the others but made sense.

You decide that they’re not worth sharing every detail of your life with.

And so you close the opportunity for them to connect with you at a deeper level for the day.

Isn’t that sad.

#aira feels #deep sigh

Is it normal to be this clingy? How can anyone be so attached to a person? It’s honestly sometimes scary to realize how I cannot go for even a few days hours without missing a person.

It’s scary, but then I also think that only a few people nowadays can feel like this and not feel like the world is slipping out of their hands.

I’m holding hands with the person that means the world to me and I won’t let go.

#aira feels

Not everything is your fault.

#aira feels

Maybe we’re just having too much fun.

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