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ravenna ☽ ݂ ໋ ͏. 19. she/her. libra. writer. queer. pink. lace. swans. ravens. books. not so dumb blonde. tlou, dc and the pitt <3 just here to run my mouth and write! NAVIGATION⤵ masterlist | requests - open

[angelic1angel]

let the girls indulge in dumbification whos with me???

[poetforher]

dr. king eating you out on shift ! — mdni 18+

"is this good?" mel pulls away from your cunt for a breath, glasses fogged halfway up, and you're barely aware of the shine to her eyes, oh so excited. the vibrations of her murmured words make your clit quiver, a shiver running up along your spine until it reaches your skull, and you start nodding feverishly.

this was a on the whim kind of thing- mel was constantly groaning about how her sister was having sex, that she didn't, and how did that even make sense. when you lured her into the storage room, hands on her shoulders, saying that you don't mind, you need some help anyway.

fuck, why does she have to look like a pathetic, obedient little puppy with your juices coating her chin? if she had a tail, she'd sure be wagging it...

"yea-yeah, really good, doctor king..." you get out between two, shaky breaths as the back of your palm comes up to cover your mouth. teeth sink into your thin skin when mel's two fingers part your pussy lips, a dopey smile adorning her mouth with a rosy color riding along her cheeks and the bridge of her nose.

a hand runs over the stray strands sticking out from her neatly pulled hair into a ponytail, and she leans into your touch, cheek rubbing against your inner thigh before attaching her lips to the soft flesh. her ministrations of your skin continue as your fingerpads dig into her scalp, biting and scraping with her teeth, humming with her mouthful.

your glistening core waits for her tongue again- drenched but unsatisfied, the small bundle of nerves perking up as the cold air hits it. she says something about "how pretty" or "how tasty", but her words are lost in your heavy breaths as she finally leans in to taste you again.

and oh, how eager she is, hypnotized and drunk on your juices as her drowsy eyes peer ahead of her, lustfully following her tongue disappearing inside your wet cavern. your hips jerked against her mouth, moaning loudly as the sensation built slowly inside you. with each noise you make, each tremor shooting through your body, mel picks up her pace, and you can feel the grin on her face, for the split second before all you see is white flashes, so fucking proud of herself.

a/n: is this a bad time to mention that i do believe mel would have a texture thing about cum? like she gets pussy drunk and all, but texture thing..... correct me tho! hope you enjoyed <3

[angelic1angel]

Can I get some needy sub Al-Hashimi? Even if it's just a blurb or some hcs!

let me help you

⤷ warnings; f!reader, smut, oral, fingering (baran!receiving), dry humping, softdom!reader, sub!baran

⤷ word count; 600~

a/n; well... yes! though im not confident in my writing this time so ill make it up w a better baran fic at some point

you’d think baran likes to be assertive at home considering that's what she does at the hospital all day, but really, she wants to be able to let go. she comes home, to you, tired, the weight of the entire hospital on her shoulders. 

she wants you to take control, she wants to sit back and let you use her to please yourself, she’s yours. she likes when you’re on top, when you ride her fingers or her tongue, when you praise her. 

when she gets home, she’s needy, she’s waiting for you to frown as you sit on top of her, listening to her day while she flashes you those doe eyes she knows you can't resist. 

“awe you must be so stressed m’sorry baby” you coo, rubbing her shoulders as you start to slowly rock your hips onto her thigh. she nods, tucking a stray hair behind your ear, tracing your nose with her eyes. “let me help you, yeah?” you say, tucking the tips of your fingers into her scrubs, cupping her pussy through her thin underwear. 

she gasps gently, nodding again, and pushing herself as close to your hand as she could manage. you press your middle finger into her slit through her underwear, putting pressure on her clit, pulling a soft sigh from her lips. you peck at her neck, spreading more time on that soft spot behind her ear you know is sensitive.

you wait until a soft whine pulls from her lips to fully kiss her before kneeling between her spread thighs. you tap at her hip, signaling her to lift them as you pull both her scrubs and her panties off in one go.

once she’s bare for you, you kiss up her thigh slowly, smiling up at her as you get closer, watching her squirm for your touch. she doesn’t want to beg because she knows you know exactly what she needs, and she knows you’ll give it to her, but only if she's patient. 

you place a hand on her navel to keep her steady before licking a stripe up her folds, slowly, so you can stop at her clit to suck, rolling your tongue around her bud. she throws her head back, quick to look back down at you and run her fingers through your hair.

you hum against her, partially because you know she likes it and because seeing her in this state drives you crazy and you're bound to let out a noise even if it's muffled by her pussy. your free hand snakes from her hip to her folds, circling her entrance before both your middle and ring finger slide in. 

her moans echo throughout the living room as you start to pump your fingers, carefully to hit that spongey spot she liked best. you continue to lick at her clit, finding the perfect balance between teasing and pleasure. her moans gradually become more desperate as she gets closer.

her words are slurred together, you make out mixes of your name and gentle praises making you smile against her. your tongue draws small circles into her clit, your fingers hooking deeper as she mumbles about how close she is. her back is arched off of the back of the couch, and her mouth is agape as she comes.

her hand tangled in your hair pulls tighter and soon pushes you away when you ride out her high. when you are pushed away, you’re smiling up at her, chin wet with her slick as you lick her juices from your fingers with a satisfied hum. 

“you feeling less stressed now or should we continue in the bedroom?” you ask, tilting your head. she laughs, her hand near her mouth failing to hide her smile.

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[undeadd011]

pride month’s early this year let’s all get gay rn

[undeadd011]

i hate that i always get writers block at the end of my fics. i have two that are like a paragraph away from being done and it feels like medieval torture to open my computer and do it 👎🏻 hopefully new fic by tomorrow!

[vmacsi]

can we start making more mel smut on here?? like i should be able to refresh and get 20+ more fanfics 😒

[maplemackintosh]

can you do a mel fic where reader is the only one who listens to her yap and is all sexy about it and gets mel flustered, with smut preferably but it’s ok if not !!

The Complete Knock

Mel King/Fem!reader

Summary: Mel KIng is used to people leaving, especially while she's talking, so what happens when you don't? And what happens when you invite her over to get to 'know' her better?

Word count: 5.2k

Warnings: Angst (Mel), brief backstory of parents dying, mentions of stapling someone's head, mention of RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria), Service top!Mel, Switch!reader, stuttering (Mel), probably some mischaracterization (idk for some reason, I sometimes can't nail down how Mel talks), mentions of tics, check-ins, swearing, no use of y/n, orgasms, fingering (both Mel and reader receiving), oral (again, both Mel and reader receiving), mention of overstimulation (Mel), praise, begging

a/n: here you go!!! I hope you like it :))))!! God I love service top!mel she's such a freak I KNOW IT. I also might've written a Baran/Trinity fanfic based on the Call Me By Your Name movie...would you guys want that? It's a bit different from my other writings because as you guys have seen I usually just write /Reader things but idk...if you guys want to see it let me know! Again, I hope you liked this anon!!!

🎵 - The Complete Knock

Melissa ‘Mel’ King had gotten used to people leaving.

Her father had died while she was going through the transition of middle to high school, which hurt her badly, and then her mother was diagnosed with an aggressive, malignant pheocromocytoma that had killed her over a quick few months.

So Mel had been left with her twin sister, Becca, and while it was hard at first, and became harder still all throughout Med School, she did see the metaphorical ‘light at the end of the tunnel’ when she found a great care facility for her sister and started her residency at a nearby Veteran hospital. And then became better still when she got to play out her second residency at the PTMC.

But then the leaving started happening all over again.

Her first day, people kept leaving mid-sentence, mid-thought—hell, midpoint. Someone’s pager would go off, or a nurse would wave the person she’s talking to down, or they’d just… seemingly peel away. Like whatever Mel was saying existed in a lower priority lane than everything else in The Pitt. Which, okay, fair, it was the ER. Pandemonium was kind of the brand. Still, it really stuck with her.

She never got her first day out of her head. When she had asked if anyone notified the family or was going to notify the family, of the patient who’s head she was stapling back together, and no one had answered her. She had glanced up and everyone had filed out of the room.

“I can try.” She said, mumbling it under her breath. But in that same instance, of when she was talking to herself, you had entered the picture.

“Did you say something?” You had asked, an eyebrow raised. You were an R2, much like Mel herself, but while she had come from the VA, you had come from Peds. You were in the small group along with Doctor Santos, Whitaker, and Javadi and it seemed like all of you had taken up to being friends already.

Mel had wanted to try and talk to you, as you seemed the closest to her age, but the fear of rejection and, well, the fear of you just leaving trumped her excitement to talk to the really pretty nurse. That, and she didn’t really know how to talk to girls.

“Oh,” she exhaled, looking at you. Her eyes moved from your face all the way down before snapping back up. It wasn’t an accusing look, more of a ‘you look very nice’. “Um, I-I just asked if anyone had notified his family?”

You shrugged. “Don’t know. But I can look into it for you.”

“That would be nice. Thank you.” She nodded, her eyes never straying from yours.

You gave her a nice smile. “Of course.”

She nodded again, not sure what to say to keep the conversation going. She’d never carried on a conversation this long with anyone here yet. Her RSD gets in the way a lot, still flaring up somewhere at the back of her mind.

“Anything else you need?” You asked and she shook her head.

“N-no. Thank you.”

“Okay.” you graced her again with that nice smile of yours before disappearing.

It happened several more times that day. You tried to make sure she was heard, telling everyone that yeah, Mel was speaking and had a great point. Every time you did it, her hand went to the back of her neck to scratch, a small tick she’s had since childhood.

Not to mention the fact that everyone’s eyes would turn to her, and she hated that too. She’s never been real great with keeping eye-contact with anyone. She’s gotten better at it of course, as being a Doctor you have to make eye contact with everyone. Patients, other doctors, nurses, staff overall, etc. But sometimes, it was still a hassle. She doesn’t like eye to keep contact with anyone but she likes when people keep eye contact with her.

Which is what you do.

Every time you talk to her, your eyes seem as though they’re trained on hers. Completely. And you answer all her words with a question. She doesn’t like to assume things, but she is smart, and she knows she’s smart, and she knows when you’re trying to flirt with her and when you’re not.

Using “yeah?”’s and “keep going, I like listening to you talk”’s made her flustered and you knew it. Mel King had faced down trauma bays, combative patients, and twelve-hour shifts that felt like they bent time itself, but somehow, walking ten feet across the nurses’ station felt worse than anything ever.

She would apologize sometimes, too. Asking you, ‘Sorry, am I talking too much?’ Her words would be light in theory, but her worry would settle heavy in her chest.

But you would just respond with ‘I like hearing your voice. Keep going’

And speaking of you, you were currently leaning against the counter, flipping through a chart, brow slightly furrowed in that way Mel had memorized without meaning to. You always looked so focused. So put together. So completely out of Mel’s league, if her brain had anything to say about it, which it always did.

Don’t go over there. You’ll say something weird. She’ll think you’re annoying. She’s just being nice to you because she’s nice to everyone.

Mel swallowed hard, gripping the edge of a supply cart like it might anchor her in reality. RSD was a hell of a thing, every possible rejection already playing out in vivid detail before she even opened her mouth.

But you weren’t just anyone. You were… you.

You’d laughed at her jokes. You’d saved her a coffee once when she forgot hers. You’d even sat down with her during a rough shift, both of you bonding over contemplating if you should come back tomorrow. If there was anyone safe to try with… it was probably you.

Probably. Mel exhaled sharply through her nose, pushed herself off the cart, and walked over before she could talk herself out of it.

“Hey,” she said, a little too quickly.

You looked up, your expression softening immediately. “Hey, Mel!”

That helped stimulate some confidence in her it just a little.

“Uh—busy?” she asked, instantly regretting how stupid that sounded. Of course you were busy. You were at work.

You smiled faintly, shaking your head. “Not too bad right now. What’s up?”

This is it. Say something normal. Be a person.

“I, um—” Mel rubbed the back of her neck, gaze flicking anywhere but your face. “I was just… wondering if you, uh—if you wanted to—no, wait, that sounds—” She cut herself off, grimacing. “Sorry. I had something to tell you.”

You didn’t laugh. You didn’t look annoyed. If anything, your expression softened even more. “You’re okay. Take your time.” because you know what it’s like. You have a hard time reigning in your brain before it just spouts things off.

And Mel knows that, you’ve told her that many a times, apologized many a times, which is why that should’ve been reassuring. But you also like getting under her skin. You like it a lot, in fact, because it’s so easy to do so.

“Come on, tell me. What is it?” You prompt her, your finger coming out to brush against her arm.

“I just,” she tried again, quieter this time, “I like talking to you. And so I thought maybe I should, um… keep doing that and ask if you would like toooo maybe get a drink? O-or something. You don’t have to obviously, but I thought it would…be nice…?” Mel braced herself.

For confusion. For awkwardness. For some sort of excuse from you, ‘Oh, um actually I have to…babysit tonight’ ‘Sorry, Dana’s calling me’ ‘Oh, uh actually I have plans with Jesse’

Instead, your lips curved into something warm and a little shy. “Yeah? You like talking to me? I like talking to you too,” you said.

Mel stared. Her brain, so prepared for rejection, stalled out completely. “Oh,” she said, eloquently.

You glanced around briefly, then leaned a little closer, lowering your voice. “Actually… I was hoping I’d run into you today.”

That got Mel’s attention fast. “You were? Why?”

“Yeah.” You hesitated, trying to choose your words carefully. “I checked the schedule earlier. We both have tomorrow off.”

Mel nodded slowly. “We do…?”

“And I was thinking…” You smiled, just a little nervous now, mirroring her in a way that made something in Mel’s chest flip. Maybe it was her heart, who knows. Medical diagnoses and discoveries were being made every day. As far as Mel knows, even as a doctor, maybe your heart could do flips if you were happy enough. And Mel was completely in bliss. “Maybe you’d want to come over tonight? We could have a drink. Hang out. No hospital, no interruptions in our conversations.”

Mel stared at you. This… this wasn’t how this was supposed to go. She was supposed to stumble through a conversation and maybe not ruin everything. Not…get invited over. Not have you initiate something that sounded suspiciously like….

“A hangout?” she asked, cautious.

You huffed a quiet laugh. “Yeah. A hangout.” Then, softer, “A getting-to-know-you-more kind of thing, I guess. Do you want that?”

Mel’s heart kicked hard against her ribs.

Her brain tried one last time. She doesn’t mean it like that. Don’t read into it. Don’t get your hopes up— however then you added, a little more quietly, “I’ve been wanting to ask you for a while. I just wasn’t sure if you’d… want that. We weren’t really that close when I thought it up, so.”

That sounded exactly like how Mel felt.

“Yeah,” she said, a little breathless. “I—yeah. I’d like that.”

Your smile widened, relief flickering across your face in a way that made Mel realize, wonderfully, that this wasn’t one-sided. Not entirely. Maybe not even mostly.

“I was hoping you would.” you said. “I’ll text you my address?”

Mel nodded quickly. “Yeah. Yeah, okay.” she fumbled for her phone in her scrub pocket as you held out a waiting hand. After this, she would definitely have to take a break outside. She knew her cheeks were red and probably her lips from biting them so much during the conversation.

Mel felt it then, the familiar RSD voice, in her mind creeping back in but it was quieter now. Don’t mess this up. it still told her, warned her. But for once, though, it didn’t feel like a warning. It felt like something she could actually handle.

“Okay, I added my number to your phone. I’ll text you later, yeah? I have to go make a coffee run for Dana and Jesse.” You smile, sliding her phone back towards her before taking the note of everyone’s coffee order and leaving Mel by herself at the Nurse’s Station.

As soon as you disappeared from sight, Mel smiled to herself, looking down at her phone. You had just put your name in the contact, nothing special. So she decided to delete it and put something more fitting.

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Mel had opened her closet three times. Open. Stare. Close. Open again. She thought maybe somehow the clothes might rearrange themselves into a solution if she reset the scene but every time she had closed and reopened her closet doors, they were in the exact same order they had been before.

She had finally, finally settled on a simple loose-fitting shirt and some jeans. Which is funny because as a kid, she hated jeans. Her parents could never get her in them. But now it’s practically all she wore when not in work clothes.

But then, it wasn’t so final because she had completely forgotten about the sleepover part. She had focused so hard on her outfit she was going to wear there, it had completely slipped her mind that she needed pajamas as well.

Looking at her alarm clock, it was already too late to change. “Shoot.” She murmured to herself, highly debating if she should just try and change real quick, but she quickly realized that she does not have enough time.

She grabbed her car keys from the small table in her entryway and made her way to the parking garage of her apartment complex. The ride there was anxiety inducing, her fingers drummed against her steering wheel the whole way there.

Mel now finally stands outside your apartment door and a full thirty seconds pass before she’s knocking. Not because she doesn’t want to be there—God, she does. But because her brain won’t stop cycling through every possible outcome of this night like it’s trying to protect her from something that hasn’t even happened yet.

You could’ve changed your mind. You could just be being polite. You could open the door and immediately regret inviting her. Her hand hovers in front of the wood, drops, then finally, knocks. It’s just a quick sound, doesn’t even know if you’ll be able to hear it.

When the door swings open and it’s you, warm smile on your face, Mel forgets every rehearsed line she had.

“Hey,” you say, soft but bright, like you’ve been looking forward to this.

“H-hi. Yeah. Hey.” Smooth. Incredible. Truly killing it. She shifts her weight, holding up the overnight bag like proof she belongs here. “I, uh… made it.”

“Yeah, I can see that,” you tease gently, stepping aside. “Come in.”

Your apartment smells like something sweet, vanilla, maybe, and there’s music playing low in the background. It feels… lived in. Safe. The kind of place Mel instantly wants to stay in.

She steps in carefully, like she’s walking on eggshells. “Nice place,” she says, eyes flicking around but not lingering too long on anything. She doesn’t want to seem like she’s studying you, even though she absolutely is.

“Thanks,” you reply, closing the door behind her. “I wasn’t sure if you’d actually come.”

“Oh. Yeah—no, I mean—of course I came,” she says quickly, a little too quickly. “You invited me. Why wouldn’t I?” Because people usually don’t mean it, her brain supplies.

You shrug, but there’s something a little shy in your expression. “I don’t know. You seemed kind of… unsure when I asked.”

Mel huffs out a quiet laugh, one again scratching at the back of her neck. “I’m- um I didn’t mean to.”

But you simply just smile. “Well, I’m really glad you came.”

Mel looks away for a second, pretending to adjust the strap of her bag. “Yeah. Me too.”

You gesture toward the couch. “You can put your stuff wherever. I got snacks, movies, terrible reality TV, whatever you’re in the mood for.”

“Terrible reality TV sounds…perfect,” Mel admits, setting her bag down on the floor near the couch.

You grin. “Good.”

There’s a rhythm that starts to build—awkward at first, overlapping words, little silences—but it’s not bad. Just new. Mel finds herself relaxing in tiny increments, like her guard is lowering one cautious inch at a time. But she suddenly remembered she had no fucking pajamas.

“Oh!” she suddenly says, freezing halfway through unzipping her bag.

You glance over. “What?”

Mel stares into the bag like it’s betrayed her. “I—uh.” Her stomach drops. “I forgot my pajamas.” The words come out flat. To you, she seems almost horrified.

You blink, just looking at her and you know she doesn’t know the difference between being sarcastic and joking and being serious, so you have to hide your smile by biting your bottom lip. “…That’s it?”

“I spent so much time picking out my outfit, now I have nothing to sleep in.”

You lean casually against the arm of the couch, clearly trying not to smile too big. “You could borrow something of mine.”

Mel’s brain short-circuits. “Oh. No. I mean—you don’t have to—”

“I’m offering, Mel.”

“Yeah, but out of politeness,” she counters, already backing herself into a corner. “You don’t actually—”

“I want to,” you interrupt, softer now. You tilt your head just slightly. “Unless you don’t want to.”

Mel exhales, shoulders dropping a fraction. “No, I— I do. I just… didn’t want to assume.” there’s that fear again

You step a little closer, not enough to crowd her, just enough that she can at least try and somehow feel your sincerity. “You’re allowed to take me at my word, you know.”

Mel looks at you then. You don’t seem annoyed. Or obligated. Or like you’re waiting for her to mess this up. You just seem… genuine. “Okay,” she says, voice softer now. “Okay, yeah. I’d like that.”

“That’s what I thought,” you say, smiling again.

So you had dragged her by the wrist down the short hallway that led to your bedroom. You gave her an over-sized t-shirt and some shorts and showed her where your on-suite bathroom was so she could change.

While she was doing her thing, you were completely spiraling. You didn’t know what to do. Mel was now in your apartment, wearing your clothes, and now she would be sleeping in your bed along with you.

Your mind was going a thousand miles a minute with not one single, cohesive thought. When the bathroom lock finally clicks and the door opens, your breath is stolen away from you as your eyes roam over her body.

Granted, it’s hidden beneath a t-shirt but she looks so good in out-of-work clothing that you have to bite your bottom lip to make sure the moan that’s low in your throat doesn’t vocalize itself.

“Good?” She asks, looking down at the shirt.

“Yeah, looks good. You look good.” You have to choose your words carefully because one wrong sentence and she might go running. You pat the side next to you, smiling. “C’mon.”

The TV is playing some sort of dumb, reality dating show as you and share take small handfuls of the snacks that are on a tray between the small space of you and Mel. And then at some point, the tray had been done snacking from and you placed it on the floor, shuffling down the mattress and slightly turning over, leaning into Mel.

You asked her if it was okay, and she said it was fine with it. She gave you an inch, but you took a mile and looked at the back of her neck, which she had been scratching this entire time.

“What’s this?” You asked, your hands going to her shoulder to gently urge her forward.

“What’s what?” She stutters, trying to look back at you.

You lifted a finger, tracing the prominent, angry red marks on her skin and tut. “Scratching yourself.”

“Oh, yeah I um…I just do that…it’s a tic of mine.” She expresses to you and you frown.

“Looks painful, Mel.” you move her braid onto her left shoulder.

“It’s just a little warm. I-it doesn’t hurt, I promise.”

“You sure? I can help it feel better.” You’re basically shooting your shot here and hoping it lands in her hoop. You rest your chin on her shoulder, gauging her reaction to see if you’ve crossed a line but all she answers with is,

“Do you want to kiss me?”

You taken aback a little, your chin coming off her shoulder and she’s looking as you now. “What?” you ask.

“You want to kiss me, right? I can’t understand when you and Trinity are joking but I can understand when someone wants to kiss me.”

“I mean, I want to do a little more than that but yeah. Will you let me?”

“You could’ve just asked.” She said, looking at you with a smile of her own.

“I could’ve just asked.” You shrug, looking at her too before leaning in and kissing the back of her neck. She shivers in response as her hand goes to your thigh, her short nails digging into your skin there as she whimpers.

Your lips trail to the side of her neck from the back and then to her jaw before you’re turning her face and planting your lips on hers. Mel hates the feeling of having her lips cracked and rough so she always has some sort of lip balm on her. And it pays off because her lips are so soft against yours.

The position of kissing her like this is starting to get uncomfortable so you try to move while also keeping your lips on hers. She doesn’t seem to mind at all since she’s somewhat pulling you into the new position which happens to be on top of her, in her lap.

“Mel,” you whined, as her tongue slipped into your mouth.

“I want you to kiss me whenever you want to,” she tells you, barely above a whisper.

“That’s impossible. ‘Cause I can’t kiss you whenever I want,” You mumble dejectedly, tilting your head away from Mel’s curious hands. “But I know what you mean. You can kiss me too, but you’re waiting for me to do it. You don’t have to wait.”

“I don’t have to wait?” Mel murmurs to herself, looking forward at the wall in front of them. “I don’t have to wait.” She says, her smile cracking onto her face.

You don’t get a glimpse of Mel as she crashes her lips against his. You manage to catch yourself before you’re sent flying backwards into the mattress by the unforeseen force of Melissa King.

You make a sound at the back of your throat, sounding an awful lot like relief, and kiss her back with the same urgency. This time, Mel doesn’t have to coax you into deepening the kiss, because you do it first. You open your mouth and Mel does the same shortly after.

You get back into her lap, a move that the other seemingly enjoys by the noise she makes. Your hands start at her waist, but slowly, giving enough time to be stopped, your hands sneak up her back, holding the back of her neck as your mouths move together.

“You like my hair a lot.” Mel says breathlessly when she feels the first tug. “Stop talking,” You exasperate, grabbing Mel’s face and smashing your lips back together. Fortunately, Mel doesn’t have anything left to say, only things to do.

You shift on Mel’s lap, receiving a quiet and ragged groan that encourages you to do it again, and again, and again, and you never want to stop. You can feel it, the aching pressure slowly building in the deepest part of your stomach. The warmth is spreading through your body already, the pleasure hiking up.

As you move against Mel, she breaks away from your mouth and lowers her kisses down your jaw, down your neck, and towards your collarbone.

“Do you-” Mel’s breath hitches as your teeth sink into your bottom lip. She holds you tighter, hands reaching for the waistband of your shorts. “Can I keep going?”

You look down at her to place a messy kiss on the corner of Mel’s mouth. “Keep going, Mel. Please? Please, keep going.”

Tentatively, as if Mel is waiting for you to retract your words, her hand slips under your pajama shorts. The moment her finger slips between your folds, you’re holding back a coarse sound. She’s moving her finger in circles around on your clit and your hips move right up against her hand.

“W-wanna take care of you too.” You mewl but she shakes her head.

“Let’s just- let’s take care of you first, okay? That’s what I want, to take care of you.”

“Shit, Mel. Okay. Okay.” Her fingers leave your shorts and you’re questioning why before she’s gently sending you back down to lie on the mattress again. She sticks her fingers in her mouth, making eye contact with you the whole time, before she’s sliding off your pj’s and before you can say anything, her mouth is between your legs.

You prop yourself up onto your elbows to watch her as she props your legs onto her shoulders. “What has gotten into you?”

“What? Nothing.” She shakes her head, before running her flat tongue slowly up your center, stopping just below your clit.

“I didn’t mean that lit- god.” You say, trying to suck in a breath as she makes sure to pay attention to your clit. “Mel.” her arms bracket your hips, helping you move against her mouth. “Shit!”

Mel watches you watching her. Your chest is heaving, your skin feels hot. She likes seeing you like this- needy and desperate. She leans down and slowly takes your clit between her lips, sucking gently while looking up at you through her glasses.

“Fffuuucckkk.” You whine, your voice broken and hoarse.

Mel hums around your clit, loving the sounds you’re making. She releases it and replaces her mouth with her fingers, rubbing circles around it while she kisses your inner thighs. “I know you didn’t mean it literally.” she murmurs against your skin.

She smiles against your thigh, her fingers never stopping their circles. She kisses her way back up to your clit, replacing her fingers with her mouth again. She sucks harder this time, flattening her tongue to lick you from bottom to top in slow, deliberate strokes. “Is that okay?”

“Yes!” Your back arches off the mattress, your fingers moving from gripping the sheets to gripping her hair. Mel grunts softly at the sensation of your nails against her scalp. She hooks her arms beneath your thighs, pulling your closer to her mouth while spreading you open wider. She starts sucking and licking faster, one of her hands leaving through leg to insert themselves slowly into you.

You can’t speak.

Well, you can, but you don’t trust yourself to say any coherent enough sentences.

You look down again, seeing her glasses all fogged up, constantly slipping down her nose whenever she sticks her tongue out and bobs up and down. She moves her mouth away before cupping her hand, so that the heel of her palm rests against your clit. Your trembling fingers move up to take off her glasses, and she can see you better now.

You can see her better now, too. You’re right at the edge, your hips moving to keep the steady pressure her hand is bringing. She’s peppering kisses all over your face, and one of your hands comes up to place a strand of hair behind her ear that had came loose from her braid. She leans down, pressing her lips against yours and somehow, that’s the reason you cum for her. You can taste yourself on her tongue.

You practically try to hang onto her for dear life as you finish, squeezing around her fingers. You whine her own name into her mouth as her fingers don’t stop. They prolong your orgasm, her thumb rubbing at your clit still to continue to help you get off.

She only stops when you’re whining at her to. “I-I’m sorry. Did I do too much?”

You’re shaking your head. Completely out of it. “No. No.” you look up at her face and she looks like a whiny puppy. There’s a pout on her face, brows pinched together as she blinks to better focus her eyes. “Let’s take your braid out. It’s all messy. I wanna see what you look like with your hair down.” You say, and she’s instantly slipping the elastic off. Her hair comes down, fanning out against her shoulders, and god, she’s so eager to please you, serve you.

“What do you want now?” She asks, her eyes moving over your face to see. “What do you need?”

You begin to pull down her shorts, but her hands are quick on yours. She keeps them there. “No. U-use your words. I can’t help you out if you don’t tell me what you need. Please?”

“I want to eat you out, Mel. Really bad.”

She’s praising you beyond measure when you answer her, and it makes your brain melt. She nods at your question and settles back on the bed, near the headboard. You roll onto your stomach and when you turn to face her, her shirt is off as is her sports bra and the only thing she’s left on are the shorts.

“Well fuck.” You say, momentarily stunned.

“I-I can put the shirt back on.”

“No!” You shout, making Mel jump a little. “Sorry. No. No don’t-don’t do that, Jesus. You just look…really good.”

“Oh, thank you.” She squirms at the compliment. Her legs are open, but you can’t see anything.

“Can I take these off?” you hesitantly ask, your fingers breaching the hem of the shorts against her stomach.

“Yeah. Please?” She whines, and she’s lifting her hips to help you. You peel them down her body, throwing them to the floor along with her underwear. She’s presented in front of you now and truthfully you don’t know what to do. Your hands are on her knees, and you begin to leave hickeys on her hip bones.

She jerks as you bite the skin there before your placing your mouth on her. She moans softly as your tongue touches her clit. She spreads her legs wider, giving you better access. Her fingers go to your hair, and she starts to grind against your face gently, using you for pleasure. “J-just like that.” she praises softly.

You whine against her, your hands going to her thighs. Mel gasps as your hands grab onto her legs, pulling her even closer. She starts to basically ride your face, her hips moving in a circular motion. She reaches down and grabs a handful of your hair, pulling your face deeper into her cunt.

Your tongue moves against her clit before going down to her hole. She shivers at the feeling, the sensation making her melt. She pushes back against your tongue, fucking herself slowly on your face. Your nose bumps against her clit and the sensation makes Mel’s head fall back in pleasure.

She starts to grind against you now, chasing her own orgasm. “Right there, p-please don’t stop.” She pants. You press your fingers into her, hearing her let out a whine. Mel’s whine turns into a louder moan as your fingers slide inside her easily. She’s so sweet, so wet that your fingers slip in without any resistance. She pushes back against your hand, fucking herself on both your fingers and tongue.

“Please, please cum for me, Mel. Please? Wanna taste you so bad,” you mewl against her. Hearing your desperate please and feeling your tongue and fingers working together drives Mel over the edge. She cries out loudly as she cums, her cunt clamping down on your fingers and gushing on your face. You get exactly what you asked for- the taste of her flooding your mouth.

She’s letting out short breaths as you lap at her, your tongue moving over her lips, her hole, her clit, everything. You look up as her body shivers with aftershocks. She pushes down your head, keeping you trapped between her legs until she’s completely satisfied.

But you don’t care. You could say between her legs forever if she let you. You wouldn’t even have to come up for air. You still don’t pull away, you keep yourself there even though her hand has left your scalp. Your tongue continues to move against her, feeling her hips try to pull away. She’s whimpering above you, mewling too. You finally stop when she’s practically forcing your head away and you look up at her.

“Sorry.” You kiss the inside of her thighs.

Mel shakes her head, her body covered in sweat. “I just wanted t-to see your pretty face.”

a/n: mel and I are gonna do it until the walls are white

[melpawz]

hello beautiful sexy what a nice strong arm u have there would u like me to bite it and bite it and bite it and bite it and bite and

[undeadd011]

omg what pervert would actually want her to wrap her arm around their neck from behind bro i know one of y'all are thinking that but not me though bc i'm not even into that fr so stay safe out there..

[melomani3]

i just NEED a ovulating reader where she just NEEDS mel so the minute mel comes home she just pounces on her kissing her and ect while mel is caught by surprise and just a nervous blushing mess

✉️ I don't need to be ovulating to NEED mel lmaooooo :D BUT I just got done ovulating, so I understand the level of wishing she was real </3 mel who doesn't know how to react to being needed so badly by her girlfriend, but once she finds out she gets so shy but she's obsesseddddd w the idea because... hello... mel loves to be needed! hope this was what you were thinking of nonie <3 & thanks for hanging around, love having u here :,)

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You were convinced you were on the verge of combustion.

For more reasons than one. For starters, you were craving something sweet after snacking through half the chips in the pantry. Preferably anything brownie-related, but you would settle for ice cream. Chocolate. Anything sugary that would make your stomach hurt after you consume it. Only, there was nothing in the apartment that lined up with what your body wanted. Mel had the car, and you didn’t feel like walking to the nearest corner store or taking the bus. So you were going to have to wait to satisfy what your body was making your brain cry for until Mel returned home from her shift. 

You were getting antsy, too. After sitting around and doing nothing all day on a Friday. You didn’t have any classes, so while you’d gotten to sleep in, you had no reason to leave the apartment. To be fair, you weren’t necessarily dying to actually go anywhere, but you needed to give your mind something to ponder over other than the assignments you had finished. Sitting around was making you go just a bit stir-crazy, but at the same time, you didn’t want to get ready and leave. It didn’t help that mundane chores around your home were shut down instantly by your brain. Because while vacuuming or dishes or wiping down the counters would normally calm your mind and give you something to focus on (like a crazy person, sure), it wasn’t going to be enough. Quite a dilemma: wanting to get out of the apartment, yet not wanting to go anywhere. Needing something to do, but being too distracted to get started on something.

Because the leading cause for said steadily approaching mental explosion was that you were horny.

Horny, and all you wanted was your girlfriend.

It was frustrating how you depended on her for pleasure now. Depended, being the only right word, because your fingers weren’t enough anymore. Not when you’d been up for a few hours, and then, by early afternoon, that heat had begun to fester in your stomach. The solution should’ve been simple: get yourself off. Which you hadn’t done in God knows how long. You couldn’t even remember the last time. Usually, Mel was there. There and willing to do everything in her power to make you cum until you saw stars and have jelly for knees and mush for a brain. 

But she was at work. So you’d tried your fingers. 

You had been wet enough–the sounds as you’d slid your fingers through your folds borderline obscene as you’d gotten your engorged clit soaked with your slick. But then, you couldn’t find that same speed on the bud that was second-nature to your girlfriend by now. Even knuckle deep in your sopping, clenching cunt, you couldn’t curl to press against those sensitive spots that Mel found so easily. 

Toys were no help. A vibrator on your clit had only made you more frustrated as you’d bucked your hips up against it. The highest setting was too much, nothing but a strange discomfort on your clit, and the lowest got you near the edge, but never over. Anything in the middle was almost just like white noise to your ears as you had laid back against the pillows of your bed. You could smell Mel, could picture her above you if you closed your eyes, but you couldn’t feel her, and it was driving you insane. You’d even tried using a dildo on yourself. Which you’d given up on quickly. Easing one of the large silicone cocks into your pussy by yourself was a task that you didn’t have the patience for. Not when you know Mel would have her strap sinking into you with one deep thrust that would have no resistance from your body.

Hungry. Bored. Sticky panties. 

Miserable.

Missing Mel. 

So you feel like a dog greeting their owner when you hear the jiggle of keys outside the entryway door at just a bit past 7 P.M. 

The sound of the lock clicking makes you scramble up from the couch as you bound across the hardwood flooring, an old t-shirt of Mel’s that was thin around the collar and sleeves from being rubbed between fingers, fluttering around your bare thighs and hiding your ruined underwear as the door creaks open. 

You figure all Mel sees is a flash of your hair before you’re grabbing her face in your hands and pulling her down to kiss you.

A small noise of surprise leaves the back of her throat as your tongue instantly parts the seam of her lips to slip into her mouth, pressing against hers as one of her hands fumbles on the doorway to steady herself as the other, still holding her keys, goes to your waist out of habit. Mel doesn’t kiss you back for a moment. You can feel the way her body is tense against yours as you push your front against hers, licking into her mouth with an intensity you didn’t even know you could muster. Processing. Definitely processing as your hands move from her cheeks to grip at the back of her plum-colored windbreaker, arms winding tight around her shoulders.

Finally, though, you feel her melt against you, and her tongue finally slides against yours–between your lips now as she straightens up. Her hand on the doorframe fumbles to find your face, cupping your cheek softly as she reverses you back into the apartment. The door shuts with a small thump, the sound apparently being enough to signal to Mel that it’s time to take a breath as she parts from you, panting softly.

The look on her face would’ve made you giggle if you weren’t so desperate. 

Wide, warm eyes behind her glasses, the lenses slightly fogged from how close you’d been–nose nudging against hers. Little rosebuds of color blossoming on her cheeks and the tips of her ears, which you can see since her hair is piled on the top of her head in a messy knot. Lips verging on more of a red than pink from the forceful kisses and slick with your spit. It makes you think of her mouth glistening with something else, and you’re tugging her back down into another kiss as your hands wrestle the keys from her hand, dropping them to the floor before you’re working her bag off her shoulder and digging your hands into the arms of her jacket to get it off.

Mel can barely keep up, her mind already slow from only being half an hour off the clock, and the way you were sucking at her bottom lip and panting into her mouth wasn’t helping. Her thoughts felt foggy, all words fading on her tongue thanks to the flipping of her stomach that seemed to short-circuit everything else. You hum softly against her mouth, hands gripping her biceps as you finally free her mouth to press your face into her neck, lips instantly attacking that spot just above her shoulder that made her weak.

“H-Hey– What’s–”

You cut her off instantly, sucking on her neck for one more heartbeat before you’re pulling back to look at her with glossy eyes and frizzy hair. Mel’s eyes flutter at the sight, her hand moving from your cheek to wipe at a string of spit lingering at the corner of your lips. “Did you get the pictures I sent you?”

“I have actually learned, um, that it’s best not to open pictures from you while I’m at work–” Mel’s voice gets higher at the end as you grab her hand lingering on your side, guiding it between your thighs and– “Oh.”

A small huff leaves you, the pout that forms on your lips as you grind against her hand softly, making Mel whine a little. Subconsciously. Feeling something she wasn’t even aware she wanted that moment until it was right beneath her touch. Warm. Soaked. 

“Do you,” she pauses, brows pinching together as you tuck your face back against her throat, tiny sounds resounding from your mouth as you hump her fingers, hips slowly nudging closer to her thigh. The warmth of your breath, the way you sound–it makes Mel forget that her back is still pressed against the front door and she hasn’t even gotten to take her shoes off yet. She swallows thickly, finally straightening her fingers and curling them up to rub your clit in time with the movement of your hips. The poor nub is hard enough for her to feel it through your underwear. Or maybe because your panties are wet enough to cling to your folds to the point where nothing’s left to her imagination. “You want me to help with that?”

“Yes,” you groan, that tiny bit of irritation in your tone making her shudder. “Want you to help… ‘Ve tried everything else, nothing’s s’good as you.”

Mel’s breath hitches in her throat as her lips part because that turns her on more than it should. The implication of you only being satisfied with getting pleasure from her. It makes it hard for her to focus on her hand between your thighs. It makes you whine from the fact that she’s not giving you what you want like she usually does so easily.

“Right– Right,” Mel stutters, blinking her daze away as she pulls your panties to the side, almost moaning at the feeling of strings of your wetness sticking to the fabric. “Sorry, I’m so sorry, honey. I didn’t mean– Didn’t mean to, um– You’re wet.”

You groan as the stupidly obvious statement leaves Mel’s mouth, her fingers running through your swollen folds to nudge at your clit and lubricate the digits. But any complaints die on your tongue as her middle finger sinks into your needy cunt. You’re practically collapsing on her from relief, mouthing at her neck sloppily as she curls right against the spot that you’d spent so long looking for. Unfair, how long she kept you waiting.

“Would know why if you saw my pictures,” you moan, still grinding against her, body rocking against hers as her thumb fumbles to apply the lightest amount of pressure on your clit. You bite at your lower lip, eyes fluttering as you tighten your grip on her arms, basically doing all of the work to get yourself off as you grind against her. 

Mel doesn’t say anything; her breathing still shaky as her other hand comes to gently rest on the back of your head.

“Let’s just– Take care of you first and then I’ll look, okay?”

[angelic1angel]

stress relief

⤷ warnings; f!reader, smut, spanking (r!receiving), pinv, doggy, smut w no plot, praise, teasing, rough sex, finger sucking

⤷ word count; 1.3k

a/n; ouu lawd i got carried away.. i missed writing longer smut

he had a long night at work, always does. there were too many patients who were snappy, probably from the lack of sleep. he was a nurse short and you were the only thing on his mind the whole time, every supervised trauma, every word or advice, every new patient you were all he could think of. 

when he did get home, the loud slamming of the door woke you up. you were sprawled out in the couch, you fell asleep watching a movie but that’s irrelevant. “jack?” you called out, hoping to see an ounce of relaxation on his face, though you never do. 

he walked in the living room with purpose, his shoulders higher than usual told you how tense he really was, the fact he didn’t greet you with a kiss and a lopsided smile confirmed it. he clearly had a bad shift.

“you okay?” you were cut off when he immediately kissed you, skipping the usual ‘hey baby’. you kissed back, gently grabbing the sides of his face to pull him closer. the kiss took you by surprise, he was rough and fast, like he had somewhere to be. his hand cupped your jaw while the other rested on your neck with light pressure.

you wanted to pull him away and tell him you weren’t going anywhere but he didn’t allow you the room to move away, or maybe you just really didn’t want to pull away. his stubble scratched at your cheeks as he continued to kiss you intensely.

you managed to pull away, placing your hands on his chest. “hey” you spoke gently, smiling up at him. he sat next to you, spreading his legs while patting his thighs. you tilt your head to the side curiously, he usually doesn’t ask for you to sit in his lap like this. “lay across my lap” he says sternly, surprising this is the first words he’s spoken to you since he’s been home. you breath once, then twice before crawling over him, laying your stomach on his thighs and arching slightly so your hip brushes against his stomach.

there was no point in fighting, pretending like you weren’t waiting all night for him to get home wouldn’t get you anywhere but the same place you are now. 

he rubs the plush of your ass, pulling your panties tightly putting pressure exactly where you needed it. a sigh fell from your mouth as you pushed yourself further into his hands the best you could. he held your ass in place before bringing his hand down leaving your left cheek stinging. before you can take another breath, he slaps your right cheek, watching as it ripples with his touch. “mmph” you whimper into the back of your hand, doing your best to stay quiet. “let me hear you.” he commanded, rubbing at the spot he’d just hit. 

clearly he was distracted by your ass because he spent a while groping the meat of your ass before his hand came down again, unexpectedly. “fuck” you mumbled, forcing your teeth into the skin of your hand. his movements stop before he grabs your hand, forcing it to your back to keep you in place. “i wanna hear you.” slap he smirks at the way you squirm into his touch. 

there’s a few more slaps that echo around the room, your ass is red from his touch and you’re sure you’ll be able to feel him for the next few days. “please” you pout, arching your back to try and get his fingers against your slit “please jack”. at this point any concern for sounding desperate was beyond you.

he tuts, moving his hand further from where you want “please what? use your words” he pulls at your underwear again, making you clench around nothing, again. you try and steady your breathing before answering. “please fuck me” you whined, trying your best to be loud enough he could hear. 

“yeah?” he coos, still playing with your ass, trying his best to ignore how painfully hard he was. “yes please” you whispered back. he stood up, disturbing you the least he could before unbuckling his belt with a clink, and taking off his pants. his prosthetic is leaned against the couch when he stands on his knees behind you, pumping his cock as he places his hand on your hip.

“you okay” he asks, he’s stressed, and he needs you; he needs relief right now- but if you weren’t okay that would be the least of his worries. “m’okay jack” you whispered, pushing your hips back so his cock was resting on the top of your ass. 

his hand drags from your hip to your spine, pushing the top of your back further into the couch. his other hand pulls your panties to the side, exposing cold air to your clenching entrance, which is soon replaced by his tip. he slowly pushes in, pulling a string of whines from your lips.

the stretch is a relief after how much he’s teased you, his tip kissing your cervix as he bottoms out. “please move” you plead, moaning when he pulls out only to slam back in. “squeezing me so well honey” he grunts, pulling your hips back on his cock with a wet plap. 

you wish you could form words and tell him how good you feel but all your senses are fuzzy and all you feel or think about is the way he’s filling you up. the noises you're making are pornographic, if it weren’t for thick walls your neighbors would be complaining by now.

“yes, fuck- yes jack” you don’t even know if you were thinking that, or actually saying it, jack really knows how to fuck you stupid. “you like that?” he teased, like you weren’t a whimpering pathetic mess for him. his hand makes its way to your clit drawing small circles onto the bud, your slick soon wetting his hand as he continues to ease you to your approaching orgasm. 

every thrust makes your ass shake along with your thighs, his tip bruising your cervix, his grunts in sync with your moans. he couldn’t pretend like the way you clenched around him wasn’t driving him insane. the way you’re sucking him in, the way you sound, the way you look, from the curve of your back to the way your folds wrap around him. 

“such a pretty girl” he growled, moving his hand from your hip, to your back down to your chin where he places his pointer and middle finger in your mouth. your tongue immediately softens under the pads of his fingers, lips wrapping around his fingers, moans muffled as spit begins to drip down his fingers.

“good girl, fuck” he continues to rut into you, finger still circling your clit when the tension building in your belly gets too unbearable. you're whining against his fingers, throat sore from the noises as you arch into his thrust for the most pressure before your orgasm approaches. you're clenching around him when you cum, teeth digging into his digits slightly, leaving a ring of cum around the base of his cock and indents into his fingers.

there’s only a few thrusts until he’s spurting his release into your walls, with a string of curses falling from his lips he leans onto you, pulling his fingers from your mouth to kiss you, trailing issues from your cheek to the back of your neck. “did so good baby, m’gonna get you cleaned up, okay?” he pecks your cheek when you nod, pulling out, then watching as his cum leaks from your hole, down your thighs. he pats your ass gently, and gets a towel to clean you up. 

he’s careful to avoid where you're most sensitive and he takes a mental note to make sure he makes you put ice on your ass the next day.

a/n; you can't tell me he wouldn't randomly hand you an ice pack when he sees you avoiding to sit down the next day...

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[undeadd011]

what’s gonna happen if jack and jill don’t go up the hill

[gorgiawrite]

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[melomani3]

mel strapping reader in front of a mirror… praise… are you seeing my vision 🙏

✉️ if one sees mel, they must also see praise kink... the praise kink that goes both ways <3 & I see your vision (pun intended), love you nonie thank you soooooo much for sharing the thought! hope this was what you were imagining <3

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Mel always paid attention to the things you wore. 

Even before she really knew you. Before you got together, she was blessed with the opportunity to see you in the range of vintage Elie Saab and Valentino Garavani (Mel had done her research after you’d mentioned the names, but she still wasn’t quite sure what the significance was), to absolutely nothing. She had been almost unhealthily aware of what you wore under scrubs. What socks were on your feet. How you would do your hair. Seeing the variations was one of the highlights of her day.

Cute patterns of bears and ducks, or maybe the peek of lace from your collar, she would later identify as Brandy Melville. Fuzzy socks in pastel shades. Glossy strands of hair that were usually blown-out, on the rare occasion curly or straight, secured back with pins or hair clips that looked hand-painted. Always so put together and sweet. Sweet enough that Mel figured if she dragged her tongue over your skin, you would dissolve a little like granulated sugar.

She thought about the things you wore a lot. Thought about whether you spent a lot of time piecing together your outfits. What inspired them. Eventually, she got answers to some of her questions: what you looked like outside of the ER. What scents you paired with the dainty, flimsy fabric you were so fond of (sweet, unsurprisingly). What you wore under eyelet patterns and all of the ribbons that tied around your waist and low-waisted jeans. She was pleasantly surprised to find simple cotton panties. Not that she didn’t want to see you in lingerie, Mel wouldn’t be opposed to that, but because it’s softer to her. Strangely domestic and better for your health, and it also reinforces her idea that she just knows you so well. Because in her mind, you only ever wore white cheeky underwear with a tiny pink bow on the front.

It made Mel feel gross when she realized that her analysis of every little part of you, down to the underwear you wore, read deeper than just simple interest. Admiration and the methodical patching of your morning routine in her mind was a slippery slope into obsession.

So, after you got together, Mel wasn’t surprised when one of her guilty pleasures became watching you get dressed. Curled in bed, because it never took her long to get ready (pre-planned outfits in her mind based on previous wears), unlike you. Not that she complained. Not when she got to watch you prance around your room half-naked or completely naked, matching and experimenting in a way that reinforced just how much you loved the activity. Getting to see you enjoying yourself, see you being creative (and naked, sure), was her favorite thing to watch as she basked in the warmth of comforters and sheets until you gently tugged on her wrist to get her up. Rubbing her feet against the cool fabric as you would lean over her with a gentle peck to her mouth, Mel would always think: This is so much better than the routine I imagined for you.

She also really liked taking apart how you would put yourself together so perfectly. Something satisfying about knowing how you designed yourself so she could undo the order in reverse. Getting your eyes to water enough to ruin your mascara and concealer, and your skin warm enough to free your pores from whatever perfume you’d spritzed over it. Making your hair get frizzy from the heat that could only be generated from exercise. Knowing exactly how to undo your intricate tops and get into whatever bottoms you were wearing. To keep them on or off, she didn’t really care as long as she got to feel you.

Which was why whenever you went shopping, whenever you thrifted new pieces, you would have to show them off to Mel first. 

“It ties back here?” Mel questions gently, fingers keeping a strong grip on the two satin ribbons that supposedly are designed to cinch your top right beneath the bust. Give the clothing some shape, is what you’d explained when you’d shown her, so Mel knows. But better safe than sorry when she’s trying to help you. 

Only a small whimper leaves your throat, though, hands pressed flat against the grainy wood of the door that leads to the en-suite bathroom. Your head is tilted forward a little, hair falling around your shoulders that Mel had just pushed to one side– 

She lets out a small huff, maneuvering the ribbons into one hand that unintentionally pulls you back against her as her other hand moves your hair again so she can see your back. That tug back has your cunt swallowing more of her strap again. Has a soft moan being forced from your throat.

You still don’t answer, but Mel supposes that’s what fucking yourself shallowly against her for the past half an hour would do.

Mel had to know how to get you in and out of your clothes, but she also had to be reassured that they wouldn’t be damaged when she actually did get to your skin beneath them. 

Her hand in your hair moves slowly from the strands to cup under your chin to tilt your head back toward the mirror, seeing that glossy, dazed look in your irises that are mostly hidden by your blown pupils. Cheeks flushed and lips parted. Mel’s hand stays under your chin as she uses the ribbons to rock you back on your heels as she pushes her hips forward. Gets to watch as your eyes roll back because of her.

Someone like you feeling so good because of her.

“You can look,” she mumbles as you keen quietly, nuzzling your hips back against hers as tiny pants escape your parted lips. Mel can only imagine the sparks of pleasure curling up your spine with the way she keeps her hips angled so every movement you make has the tip of her cock pressing against the most sensitive spots of your walls. “You look– So pretty,” Mel offers, her own eyebrows pinching together as her eyes leave your half-lidded ones in the mirror to glance down to where your skirt is flipped up over your ass to watch as your hole stretches around the strap.

Mel grinds forward again, getting friction on her own clit to ease that neediness that stems in her own stomach at the sight. It makes you yelp, knees softening beneath you as Mel leans her chin onto your shoulder, head turning enough to press a small kiss to your jaw. 

“Do you want me to tie it or–”

“No,” you gasp out, finally getting a coherent thought out. Her grip on the ribbons made it easier for you to stay upright when it felt like her cock was in your stomach. There’s a slick sound as she pulls back enough before thrusting back into you hard enough to have the heels of your palms thumping against the door. 

“Okay,” she rushes out, eyebrows still having that little crease between them as her own mouth parts in a breathy groan. She’s doing all of the work: holding your chin up, keeping you on your feet, fucking you back against her. You just have to sit there and look pretty. “You’re taking it– So well,” Mel rambles quietly, eyes finally opening wide enough to take in the blissed out expression on your face. How your eyes are on hers. It’ll never make sense to her how your eyes will never leave her face when you look like heaven right next to her.

At the thought, Mel tugs on the ribbons again, making you clench and gush around her. “See how pretty y’look?” she pants, mouth finding your neck again. 

Messy. You look messy. According to your own standards, at least, as you look at your reflection so close to your own nose. Eyes a little puffy, and your cheeks warm with color, lips bitten raw. There are a few marks on your neck that you’ll have to work to cover later, but right now, they make you moan quietly again. The parting of your hair is messed up, strands sticking to your shoulder from the way you’re perspiring. Messy. Mel’s mess. Mel’s. 

You look loved.

A tiny noise of agreement leaves you as your eyes roll back, knees knocking together as the strap presses against that spot at the front of your walls that has stars dancing behind the black of your eyelids. “S’good, Mel, y’so good– Love you–”

“So perfect,” Mel praises breathlessly, voice thinning at the end as she forces her eyes to stay open on your face as your orgasm finally hits. Her hand holding the ribbons drops them immediately, wrapping her arm around your stomach to keep you back against her as her other hand holds your face in place so she can watch. Watch the way she’s learned to take you apart so prettily. Much prettier than the clothing you adored. “I love you too– So much–”

The orgasm hits you with an intensity that you hadn’t been aware was possible until you had Mel–leaving your nerves and brain buzzing. Overworked in the best way possible as you lean back against her, hands leaving the door so you can hold onto her forearm wrapped around your middle. So you can weakly turn your head to kiss her softly.

One kiss. Two. The thought of getting Mel to sit on the edge of the bed facing the mirror so she can watch you eat her out–

“You have a few more things to try on.”

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omw to pittsburgh as we speak

[undeadd011]

all these pitt fics and i’m seeing no doctor kinks floating around.. this is a medical show people let’s get that going by yesterday

[angelic1angel]

heels

⤷ warnings; f!reader, fluff, alcohol use(reader), jack buys reader heels

⤷ word count; 1.1k

a/n; this is extremely self-indulgent bc i really want these $200 coach kitten heels(someone please buy them for me) also i couldn't think of what to name this so ignore how boring

fuck it was late.

way too late for you to be standing outside the club, clearly drunk and vulnerable. it was stupid for you to wander out here alone. you should’ve never lied to your friends and told them you have a ride when you know you were just overwhelmed from the many warm bodies in that over populated club.

that’s why you called jack. he’s all you’ve been able to think about all night, every drink, every song, all the steps you danced. he infiltrated your brain and what better way than to see him in person.

you’re his resident, technically you’ve already seen each other outside of work a few times but it’s still inappropriate. not that you cared because your thumb still tapped on his contact, he answered in two rings but you don’t remember much after that. too many slurred words and inappropriate thoughts shared. 

you’re aware you're honest when drunk, always making stupid decisions for sober, somewhat, levelheaded you to clean up. how you were going to clean up this is a mystery.

it was late, he’s basically your boss who’s much older than you and it’s his day off. but you’re so cold and he’s so cute and why not use the fact that you're drunk as an excuse to see him… right?

his large black truck pulls in front of you and he’s stepping out onto the curb, his car still running. “hey, you okay?” he’s clearly worried, pulling his jacket off and onto your shoulders when he sees you shiver. “jack! hi.” you beam, cheeks warming as you pull him into a hug.

now that you think about it, you haven’t really hugged him for very long before. your both too scared to break that unspoken barrier between you. “your warm, smell good” you mumble into his chest. be rubs your back, smiling when he pulls back. “think we better get you in the car hun” 

you nod, tripping as you take a lousy step forward. “these dumb cheap shoes damn it.” you bend to pick up your left shoe, pulling off the half ripped heel from the shoe. “geez” jack huffed under his breath. “don’t buy shoes off brand when you want the cute coach ones, i’ve fallen 3 times tonight- oh no ill be so bruised tomorrow” you think out loud, kicking off the right shoe.

jack wordlessly takes both shoes, putting them on the floor of the passenger side before helping you up into his truck and getting in himself. the car ride was fairly quiet, he didn’t talk much unless prompted. you apologized for calling him, but he only reassured you, you talked about your night which he seemed happy to hear about, nodding along and asking questions.

“can i stay at yours tonight, please” the drinks were clearly driving your decisions because you’d never be that straightforward without the liquor practically seeping from your pores. he doesn’t immediately look at you at first, his hand adjusts on the steering wheel, and he swallows before turning to look at you, “course” he flashes you a small smile and places him free hand on your knee. 

when he turns into his driveway you’re already dosing off, mumbling nonsense when he helps you out the truck and into the house. he helps you wash off your makeup with a towel he wet and he turns away when you peel off your dress, even after you told him he could look. before you could thank him for the 6th time that night you’re already tucked in his bed, advil and water on the nightstand and a trash can right beside you.

“stay, if you don’t, i’ll choke on my throw up and all the police will think you killed me” you pat the bed next to you with a sly smile “please jack?”. he looked down before sitting against the headboard, still creating distance. you were going to tell him to promise to stay the whole night, but you fell asleep before you could. and when you woke up, he was still laying there next to you, on his phone.

“mmh, jack?” you rubbed your eyes, sitting up, trying to ignore the dull throb in your head. “morning, there's some advil there for you to take.” he gestures to the nightstand, still squinting at his phone. your feet hurt from your heels, your eyes were dry and the pounding in your head grew every second, you were putting a lot of faith in that pill. 

“what are you doing?” you asked, placing the now empty glass of water down. he looked up from his phone at you briefly before pressing a button and turning it off. he placed it on his nightstand and grabbed his cup of water to give it to you. “here, you said the heels you wanted were coach, right?” he said it casually, like you would even remember any conversation from last night. 

“how’d you know that?” you said looking into the glass of water realizing he gave you his own without hesitating. you went to hand it back to him, but he cut you off. “you kept complaining about the heels you were wearing, figured i’d get you ones that won't make you sore, the waters yours, drink it.” he sits up, putting his prosthetic on before standing at the edge of the bed “eggs okay for breakfast?”.

your mouth is slightly open from both shock and confusion. “but- but jack? why’d you ask about my shoes, and what happened last night?” you just realized the shirt you were wearing, which was very comfortable, wasn’t yours. “i bought you the heels you wanted, you were drunk, you called me and i picked you up.” he shrugs, picking up the broken heels from the floor.

“what? jack what?” he walks out the room, heels in hand. you follow him, grabbing your head when the sudden change in gravity makes your head spin. you're in the kitchen when he drops your shoes into the trash. “jack what the fuck?” you try to pull them out, but he stops you gently. “your new shoes will be here wednesday.” he walks to the fridge to pull out a case of eggs. 

“are you serious? those shoes are like $200.” your taken aback at how calm he is at all of this, including the way you acted last night. “dont worry how much it is. toast?” he offers with a shrug. you can't form any words, you probably won't be able to for a while either. he truly is unlike anyone else.

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oo and ate as per usual

[melomani3]

would you ever write mel choking you (idk if she even would, maybe if you really begged for it)? she lives in my head rent free it’s so crazy

✉️ & if I said get her to put the latex gloves on while she does it... truly, I don't think she would like the idea of choking, but she would at least try it ONCE if it was done safely because she is the sweetest, most angel human ever <3 & I went back to my small font because I missed it, but genuinely if lots of you struggle reading because of it pls let me know & I will go back to the large font <3 okay, love you nonie! thx for sharing

demure! strap usage (r!receiving), mentions of oral (mel!receiving), grinding, clit play, breath play/choking, mentions of control/implications of power play, praise kink, implications of overstimulation, squirting, mel is nervous <3 & she loves you <3 overprotective gf mel, inaccurate medical info, implied age gap if u squint wc 1.8k 18+ MEN & MDNI

Mel entertained very few things that would even have a semblance of harm directed toward you. 

It wasn’t like she purposefully coddled you or tried to implement restrictions on your relationship. No, not at all. Even if it worried her when you would go out with your friends and have her waiting up on the couch into the early hours of the morning for the scene of you returning, stumbling in with your heels surprisingly still on your feet. Or when you would take it upon yourself to cut up produce for dinner with, somehow, the largest knife Mel had ever seen. Showing up unprompted at her workplace with lunch for her and chatting with any person in triage who would listen to whatever it is you had to say. 

See, Mel was a bit of a control freak. She knew that. It had been implemented in her unintentionally from a young age, and while it came with some drawbacks, it was nothing she figured she had to be embarrassed about. In fact, it was helpful when she was in med school. In terms of organizing and time management and anything along those lines. And it was helpful post-grad as well, but she tried not to let it get the better of her: the urge to step in and take care of things herself so they could be done the right way. The way she wanted them to be done. 

Especially with the things she deemed true and close to her heart. Her job. Becca. You. A very short list, one that she liked to press a thumb to and manage, but also one that required that kind of care the least.

Because Mel wanted control, but she didn’t want to be overbearing. You were your own person. Mel couldn’t regulate every little thing you did. It wasn’t healthy, and it wouldn’t make you happy. Even if she was convinced you were going to kick her into hypertension before she turned thirty. Because it seemed you (sometimes) didn’t remotely have a single worry about the risks you would put yourself under.

So, because Mel was a high-functioning adult, and you were getting there, came the wonderful invention of compromise. Boundaries.

You were going to go out? Mel had your location and would pick you up herself if your friends didn’t have a DD. The comically sharp kitchen utensils that threatened your fingers would be replaced hastily with something much more manageable. If you came to the PTMC with her lunchbox, Mel instructed you to give your name to Lupe, who would in turn, send you right back to the staff room so you weren’t interacting with anyone that could potentially be dangerous in triage. 

When you guide her hand to your throat with her strap nestled deep inside of you, one orgasm in? She pulls it away instantly, lips pressing together in a tiny line as she shakes her head quickly and instead opts to wrap her fingers around your own. 

Because anything that could potentially hurt you immediately has alarm bells going off in her brain. 

It would be silly to think that springing anything on Mel at any time would work out in your favor. Certainly not something she knows can have severe medical consequences for you. Certainly not when you’re stretched around her so nicely and whining her name, a sound and sight that usually is comforting in a way to her.

And you know that, which is why only begging and time are what even get you to this point.

“I’m going to put pressure just right here,” Mel says, voice soft, barely over a whisper as her left hand skims over the base of your throat. The weight of it settles at the very bottom, suggestive enough that you can feel your own heartbeat against her palm. It’s quicker than normal. Or, whatever normal was around Mel. You weren’t sure anymore. 

She’s settled between your legs, your thighs curled around her hips enough to keep her still inside of you. Back in that same position as when you’d originally tried to get her to do this weeks ago. Her strap inches deep inside of your pussy, your walls clenching around her and leaking enough to make slick sounds every time she adjusted her positioning. Mel’s letting the weight of her cock, the size of it, distract you for a moment as she swallows thickly, blinking hard as she tries not to get distracted by the expression on your face. Flushed cheeks and half-lidded eyes. Long lashes that flutter, accompanied by a tiny whimper, as her hand just rests on your neck.

Finally, she peeks them back open as she lets out a long breath. 

“Dizziness, lightheadedness, or any kind of headache, three taps anywhere you can reach, okay?” Mel reminds you shakily. She’d given her whole spiel the previous night. Signs of suffocation, potential health risks, how to safely practice breath play–a kink that she didn’t have to do much work to research, considering, well, the whole doctor thing. Because informing you about it made her feel better. Better because you knew what to do, what to expect, how to be safe. Because it made her feel better about doing it to you.

Makes her feel better about the satisfaction she feels somewhere deep inside when your eyes roll back as she grinds her hips forward, her fingers sitting on the sides of your throat. 

She can hear how turned on you are. Obviously, she’d worked you well before she pushed the dildo into you with a long, deep thrust that had had your toes curling against the covers of your bed and your lower back arching. A familiar reaction. One that Mel could expect and one that was constant. Normally, she would’ve worked you up to be relaxed enough to where she could fuck you with erratic thrusts that would stimulate her clit enough to have her cumming as well, but she couldn’t do that tonight. Not when she was too focused on getting you accumulated in another way.

Mel fucks you slow and deep, surprisingly steady for her, as your thighs tremble slightly around her waist from the intensity of it. Each drag of the ridges of the silicone against your walls as the tip brushes a spot inside of you that has you creaming around her before settling up right next to your cervix. Every time she buries back inside has a little more pressure settling on your throat. And the lack of air goes right to your already pleasure-riddled brain.

It’s not necessarily choking, more of just a constant weight right over your trachea, but it has that wonderful floaty feeling you’ve been craving from her clouding your head. Every time she would grab your jaw for you to look at her when your eyes would drift from hers when she had you wrapped around her like this, and her fingers would press just a little too low. When she would dip her fingers into your mouth, and you would take her wrist to guide them back until they hit the back of your throat. When you would get your mouth between her legs and have her crying softly from how good it felt. So good that she wouldn’t even notice how her grip on your hair and her thighs around your head was limiting your air. That slight loss of control over something so vital, given over to her, was what you’d wanted so badly. 

“This– Okay? Is everything still okay?” Mel asks, brows pinched together as her fingers flex around your throat. Her thrusts are beginning to become a little uneven, but the angle is enough to have her cock fucking into those spots that had warm waves of pleasure rushing through your nerves. 

You moan softly, body lax against your mattress as your hips tilt up to meet hers, giving her cunt some added pressure as well. It’s funny, she's asking you questions like you can answer clearly. But it’s sweet. It’s Mel, and it has you nodding with small pants, leaving your parted lips. “More,” you manage. “More, honey– Lean– S’fine–!”

You cut yourself off with a loud yelp when she thrusts into you particularly hard, weight pushing down enough for you to squeeze around her strap. Enough to have that coil that had been building steadily in your lower tummy begin to unravel. Your lips are still parted as Mel nods, her free hand moving between your bodies to settle on your clit. Her fingers rest against the engorged bud, not moving, but letting the way she’s fucking you be enough stimulation while trying not to overwhelm your already swollen and sensitive pussy.

“You’re being so good– Look so pretty,” Mel babbles softly, her own mouth parting like she’s trying to copy your breathing. Her eyes never leave your face. “Love that you trust me so much– I love you–” She shudders slightly, hand squeezing around your throat briefly before she slowly begins to release the pressure. “You’re gonna cum, okay? The– Um, fuck– The oxygen and blood back to your brain is gonna give you a boost of dopamine and serotonin that’s going to heighten your pleasure–”

And the high hits.

Your eyes roll back, thighs squeezing her body still to keep her cock deep inside of you to clench around as the intense orgasm wracks through your muscles. The sound that is torn from your throat is somehow even louder now, but it’s because her hand settles over your chest, feeling your heartbeat as her other fingers circle your clit enough to force your wetness out and around the base of the strap. Mel bites at her own lips, tiny whimpers escaping her as she rides out a small high as well, nothing near the climax that has you panting and heavy-lidded when your muscles finally go limp, but enough to have her satisfied as well.

Enough to have her upper half settling over yours as she tilts your chin up weakly to immediately look for any possible marks her fingers had left.

“I’m okay,” you breathe after your lungs have finally recovered. “I’m okay– More than okay, that was… Thank you.”

Mel shakes her head a little as she lowers it down to your chest. Probably to listen to and feel your heartbeat again. Your hand quivers just a bit as you lift it to settle over the back of her head, gently stroking her slightly damp hair. “Are you okay?”

A beat as she shifts to look up at you, mouth twisted slightly to the side. “I think so, yeah.”

“Good,” you whisper back to her as the corners of your own lips twitch up. “Because I don’t want to do anything you don’t like. That you’re not comfortable with.”

“The thought still freaks me out some,” Mel admits as her eyes drift a little, a clear sign that she’s thinking of how to put something into words. Then, that cute pucker of her lips spreads into a smile to match your own. “I like the psychological aspects of it, though.”

“Which are?”

Mel lays her head back down over your sternum. “That you get off on the idea of me being in control.”

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this is written so well i’m actually eating my fucking phone rn

[undeadd011]

hi cutie!

I wanted to start off by saying your writing is absolutely DELICIOUS like I can not explain how much I enjoy it thank you for being so awesome!!

And you said you wanted Mel King ideas. I got you.

One of the things id like to see happen with Mel is her getting idk like fixated on a person thats the opposite of her. Be it the reader, someone whos very naturally calm, confident, collected, and yet her and mel get along so well! Mel couldn't help but develop a little crush! that soon turns into an all encompassing obsession that ends with reader on her back hands tied up behind her head taking everything mel wants to give her and not being able to hide any of it from her. She wants to see it all, I mean it was the least she could do to repay reader for her friendship :)))

ok sorry this may have been a blabber but I believe in you to see the vision and even if you dont decide to write this your writing is still *chefs kiss*

HAVE A GREAT DAY BBG

ty angel you're so sweet! the fic is out here! <3

[undeadd011]

𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘥𝘰 -mel king

based on this request ➦summary: reader is polar opposite to mel but they're friends anyways. mel becomes borderline obsessed with reader and has to show her how much she appreciates their friendship. ➦warnings: porn w plot, fem reader, sub!reader bondage (just readers hands tied), fingering, cunnalingus, mel is awkward (when is she not), "readers text", "mel's text" ➦wc: 2338

from the first time mel saw you she thought it was admirable how collected and confident you were even in some of the most stressful days in the emergency department. not a patients raised voice, a complicated case or any amount of noise seemed to overwhelm you, ever. 

it seemed like you could be anybody and everybody’s friend. mel was in awe of how you just seemed to easily connect with anyone you pleased and even if for some reason they didn’t take interest in friendship you seemed to accept that just as easily. 

mel can’t relate. she’s always felt a little different, which she is, and that’s okay. her interests differ from a lot of her co-workers, she gets overwhelmed easily and can find herself being really self conscious sometimes. 

you’re one of the first people who started talking to her, taking a liking to her interests even if they weren’t necessarily something you knew a whole lot about. you both encouraged each other to talk more about anything you’d like. talking and listening are both things you two share equally. 

even your style differs. mel dresses a little plainer, t-shirts, jeans, sweats. she thinks you look so pretty in the bolder colours you wear, the mini skirts, lace tops, etc. 

mel is surprised to observe the fact that you seem to talk to her the most out of anyone at the hospital. your hangouts start out as group outings, maybe her, trinity and dennis come over once in a while or you all go for drinks but eventually you make a point of also just hanging out with mel alone. 

you tell her how of course you love the rest of the group but she’s your favourite and you two “just have fun in a way that’s different from the group dynamic”. mel doesn’t want to get ahead of herself but she’s starting to think that you consider her your bestfriend, or at least she hopes you do because you are certainly hers. 

mel already found you attractive, sure. that started with her admiration for your personality and looks. but she can’t help but have real feelings when you treat her like she’s so interesting and enjoyable to be around. 

those feelings turn into something obsessive and clingy, uncontrollable even. mel finds it genuinely impossible to take her eyes off you, only ever looking away when you look back at her too long. she can’t help but start be a little jealous if you hang out with someone else without her now. she'd be asking why she couldn’t come? did she do something?

each compliment or touch you think is casual stays in her mind for days if not weeks. you’re great at socializing, at saying/doing whatever is on your mind so mel knows it probably doesn’t mean much to you when you tell her how pretty she is. it means the world to her. mel will genuinely cum touching herself to the memory of you holding her hand while you guys were out at the mall or hugging her goodbye. 

you take up so much room in every room you walk into and she can’t help but wish she knew what you were like more vulnerable, if you’re even capable of that. mel wonders if anyone is capable of getting you flustered the way you do to her. 

mel feels insane. she knows you’re just a really good friend and almost feels guilty that she cares so much about everything you do. you’re so carefree, she knows you’d never go home at night and think about her the way she thinks about you. 

one night mel is at your place for a sleepover. it’s nothing special, you two are standing around in the kitchen chatting, she’s sipping on a glass of water and you have a soda. the conversation eventually falls stale and you both have a comfortable moment of silence. 

“you know i’m really glad we’re friends” mel says with the sweetest smile. she rolls from heel to toe, rocking back and forth, clutching her cup of water (that she brings to her lips just for something to do) in both hands. 

your eyes go to hers with a soft nod “me too." you can sense her nerves "something else on your mind?” she looks anxious, like she’s holding back on something she wants to say. mel places her cup down, then clasps her hands with a sigh. she just shakes her head, her lips pressed together in an awkward smile. 

glass of soda set on the counter, mel subconsciously freezes as you approach her. “just tell me, you’ll feel better” just standing barely three inches from her, you run your hands over her shoulders and feel the goosebumps form on her arms. despite the silence - you’re staring at her patiently but intensely, willing her to give you some kind of response.  of course you'd think it'd be that easy. to just say it. you have no problem always saying what you want to whoever you want to. mel on the other hand feels her throat tighten when she swallows just from having you close to her.

“i don’t think you want, what i want...” she says with a shy softness, looking over you until her gaze lands on your lips. “well you won’t know unless you ask, will you?” you already think you know what she wants but it’d be no fun to assume. you would much rather make her express her feelings herself and mel would much rather you just know. read her mind maybe so she doesn't end up embarassing herself.

mel shuffles herself forwards just a little, toe to toe with you. you’re honestly fucking with mel, thinking it’ll be you that has to give her what she wants but just as you’re considering what exactly it is you’re gonna do, her lips press against yours just for a second. 

surprise makes you pull back and mel tries to apologize but you don’t let her, pressing your lips back to hers, using your hands on her shoulders to hold her there. 

the rope was your idea. you figured it would give her a little confidence to see you in a vulnerable position. figured sweet mel would tie your hands loosely and free you the minute she realizes she doesn’t know what to do with you laying out on your back, hands above your head for her. 

that’s all gone now though. you’re completely exposed, only your bra left on your body with everything else bare for her. mel is sat next to you, one hand clasped over your mouth while she busies her other hand with curling two of her fingers deep inside of your pussy. “just relax- oh- i know shh” mel is watching with fascination at the way your body writhes side to side on the bed, your hands tugging at the rope. mel had spoken so soft and shy when she’d said “you’ve just been such a good friend, i want you to know how much it means to me” she’d told you it when you were both on the way to your room, hands on each other and making out. you weren’t really sure what that entailed in the moment.

mel had expected that in bed you’d be just as confident as you always are. honestly all the things she wanted to do to you she didn’t think she’d get the chance for because you would want to be on top and take control. which of course she would have let you but..

instead she’s covering your mouth to stop from your neighbours filing a noise complaint, silencing your constant whining and cursing each time she forces her fingers as far inside of you as they’ll reach. mel feels the flush of heat on her cheeks, an ache between her legs she has no interest in fixing right now. nothing could ever be more important or perfect than you being laid out for her, taking everything she’s been wanting to give you. 

when mel takes her hand off your mouth you can finally take a deeper gulp of breath. mel impatiently makes her way between your legs. her fingers pull from you as she brings her head down between your thighs. “i’m so glad you came to the ED when i did!” mel says, her tone as casual as if you guys were out for a walk conversing about weather.

you're actively squirming your hips up towards her face but she only pulls back slightly, avoiding what you want so she can instead kiss along your thighs gently, an attempt at soothing you to relax but you can’t. your wrists tug with the intention to pull her face into your aching pussy but instead you're met with the resistance of the stupid ropes that you thought would be such a good fucking idea. 

“mel” you say firmly, a complaint at her making you wait after having got you so close to being able to cum on her fingers. “i know, sorry” there’s guilt in her voice and you can tell she means it. she kisses just above your clit “you deserve for someone to take their time with you the way you do with everyone else” she looks up at you innocently after giving the compliment and it drives you crazy. 

mels tongue flicks out at your clit to kitten lick at it. chasing the warmth of her tongue, your hips buck up into her face. mel stops. she patiently waits until you’ve stilled again to press her tongue back against you, this time letting it slip past your folds to lick from your hole up to your clit, spreading your wetness before circling your clit just once to watch you twitch again. 

the restless shift of your wrists doesn’t go unnoticed by mel. she would never leave you in a position you don’t want to be in but she has a feeling you just want her to get on with it. so she gives you that. you’re wanting to complain again but don’t get an opportunity when mel is sucking on your clit gentle enough it nearly tickles. 

trying to stay composed with nothing but short breaths and attempts to stay still all crumbles when she takes your clit in between her teeth, really sucking this time. the surprised noise that you make is music to her ears, spurring her on to lick at your clit a couple times before sucking it between her teeth again. this time she lets you rut your pussy against her mouth. she sucks harder, like she needs you in her mouth as much as you do. her hands occupy themselves with pressing onto your stomach. 

her eyes rarely leave your face, her favourite part is everytime it feels good and your eyes have to flutter shut because it’s too much and you just can’t look at her. mel’s never had that problem before. usually all you do is look at her, she’s the one who can’t hold eyecontact when you smile at her from across the room at work or ask her a question and look at her so consideringly for an answer, like what she’s gonna say is always so important. it makes her feel good to know she can have that effect on you too.

mel is relentless with how she pulls your clit into her mouth, against her tongue, the occasional graze of her teeth and it’s all making you ache. she takes one hand off your stomach, her pointer and middle finger spread your folds so she can give a long slow lick from your hole up to your clit. her hand presses harder against your stomach when you can’t stay still, just to wrap her lips around your sensitive nerves and make your body writhe against her hold again. 

your heavy breathing and needy noises have her squeezing her thighs together. all she wanted was to know she can do something special for you and let you be a mess. let you have a break from being so perfect all the time. the thought of exactly this has gotten her off multiple times so don’t get her started on how horny it makes her to actually have your pussy in her mouth. 

your eyes meet hers. the view of the blonde’s fingers holding your folds open so she can eat you like she needs it is beautiful but the soft hum of acknowledgement she lets out against you when you lock eyes - softness to her gaze that contradicts her filthy actions - pushes you over the edge you’d been barely hanging onto. 

mel shifts to press you down against the bed just a little firmer, keeping you in place so she can keep her tongue swirling around your nerves. mel doesn’t have it in her to stop until she can see that you’re uncontrollably panting, your cum all over her chin and your thighs close in around her head as you fight the rope keeping you from stopping her. 

mel finally pulls her face from between your thighs, using the back of her hand to wipe your wetness from her mouth and chin. mel crawls up your body and unties your wrists, tossing the rope somewhere within your room. she shuffles back down to your hips, sitting there as she watches you. she feels the need to ask “was that okay? are you okay?” feeling bad now as you rub your sore wrists and give her a lazy smile “more than okay, yeah” you sit up, wrapping your arms around her waist and burying your face in her chest. 

mel lets her head rests on top of yours, her arms wrapping around your neck “i think you should let me show you how much i appreciate our friendship more often” mel murmurs into your hair with that shy sounding tone coming back to her voice.

“oh is this what friends do?” your face pulls from her chest, forcing her head off you. mel looks at you like she doesn’t have a clue what the right answer to that is. “it is now i guess. isn’t it?” with that you playfully push her to lay back, then get off the bed. “if you’re so appreciative then why don’t you come help me shower?” you tease while walking off towards your door.

mel considers your words for a moment before questioning you “what do you need help with?” mel sits up, looking at you confused. her occasional obliviousness is never not humorous “sorry, what i meant was ‘lets go fuck in the shower’” your specification has mel rolling herself to the edge of the bed, getting up to follow with an enthusiastic “oh, okay!” 

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