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I miss Daily booth intensely still.

It was the best online world to exist in. Instagram doesn’t come close to how it was to be there.

drink me

I want to fill a bath with all known poisons and bath in it.

Let it corrode away at me and let me be known.

All your hatred is collected. All the seething rage combined. I want to bathe in it and swallow the used water until I am swollen and whole.

#i'llneverknowwhyyouhateme.

Sundays. Such a nice day to sit inside contemplating my lack of friends.

Wasting years of your life waiting for that one person to love you, to care about you and waking to realise they never will. Like waking to find you have been born again with 'they dont care' tattooed across your stomach. I'll never forget this. Yet you put that shirt on and you do forget. You'll wake up again oneday and choose the shirt that covers the blood stained outline of a bolder print.

I took too many drugs. The electrician is going to have fun communicating with me in an hour.

So I go out for the first time in months. I have fun. Get nervous around so many people. Get too drunk. Make a twat of myself. Get too drunk to walk home. Get dragged home sleep in a bed alone. Wake up hate myself.