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[injupiterdreaming]

🏒❄️📑── 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥; garrett graham and hannah wells

THE DEAL, by Elle Kennedy

[daniellerussells]

books read in 2018: the deal by elle kennedy

She tries to take a step down the hall, but I tug on her hand and kiss her again, and this time it’s not a peck. I kiss her hard, losing myself in her taste and her heat and every damn thing about her. I never expected her. Sometimes people sneak up on you and suddenly you don’t know you ever lived without them.

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The Deal headers

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How many stars?

A List of Cages // Robin Roe

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They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

feb 17, 2021 - page 36 

i know what if it’s us had the same alternating chapters for both characters but it’s driving me insane with this book! i also don’t really like rufus? i’m not entirely sure why, but he’s just not really there for me right now. i do hope this changes bc i reaaaally want to like him ugHHH

[undersxcorevee]

march 15, 2021 - part two

these updates will be random points that would only be understood if you’ve read the book, but i’ll also do an overall reaction? let’s get to iiittt

waaait necro? as in… as in that? i am uncomfy.

also mateo is getting that one app - The Last Friend - so now i’m wondering if that’s how the and ruf meet? hmm. (i read the synopsis hehe oops)

A SERIAL KILLER???! UM THIS IS SO WILD

he skipped the orientation? why do i feel like this is important

UH OH RUFUS IS IN TROUBLEEE

am i dumb? bc i had no idea what bks was…

i am sooo glad that conversation is over (x2)

“nobodies can’t make someone feel all of that”

peck… honey… the police?

OHMYGOD RUFUS GOT PHILLY TOO

IT’S. HAPPENING.

a fellow bisexual

“not his dick, exactly.” IM CRYING

part two </3

i want to keep reading! i didn’t like rufus at first but he’s slowly growing on me. my sister is moving away in may and the part about goodbyes being the most possible impossibles nearly broke me. it’s sad, it makes me feel anxious, but it’s comforting to know that they’re not alone anymore

[undersxcorevee]

march 16, 2021 - 179

it’s andrea from mateo’s call!

“she does it well.” well would mean you don’t mix up the names?

i’m so paranoid they’re gonna get die at the subway station even though i’m not even halfway through the book

i’m trying not to cry… saying goodbye to his dad is going to be the thing that breaks meee

THE HOMELESS MAN HUGGED HIM

delilah’s gonna die doing homework, huh?

there was a line, “i’m at the finish line, but i never ran the race” and i had to put the book down. i have severe social anxiety and there is an abundance of things i backed out of doing bc of it… aaNyways, it’s so good! i’ve reached the halfway point! it’s getting better and i’m really enjoying it. the goodbyes keep getting me and i hate them. i don’t know if i’ll survive the ending

[undersxcorevee]

march 17, 2021 -

that list of things going extinct scared me

THE TRAIN STOPPED UH OHHHH

“my last friend is here for the long run” IM CRYING

delilah straight up almost just died um

part 3 </33

this part took a couple of breaks to get through bc wow it’s getting closer to the end! i’m definitely not ready for it. i teared up a bit when i got to the part where they saw mateo’s grave. only 141 pages left :(

[undersxcorevee]

march 19, 2021 - 298

A HOMEMADE BOMB?

i want some nyc postcards!

THEYRE NEAR THE GYM GUYS PLEASE MOVEEE

if damien and peck are the reason that rufus dies then i am going to lose it

they have a gun… :)

oh rufus is gonna regret posting that picture of clints graveyard

part 4 </3333

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march 20, 2021 - end

“the burn is different” PLEASE

reading the part when they sing american pie with the song in the background is so perfect

I SCREAMED THE KISSY KISS I ACTUALLY SCREAMED

howie. . . lena. . . i could cry

“the gang with no name” this is where it all goes wrong, huh?

IT WAS THEM OHHHMYGOD

they’re there. . . with a gun.

“pulls back at the last second, like he recognizes him.” WAIT HUH

mateo please stay in the safe island

I TOLD YOU TO STAY!

i cried.

victor please slow down!

:(

FINAL THOUGHTS: rufus really grew on me. i love that he was there to help mateo grow out of his comfort zone, live his final day to the fullest. i cried when mateo died because it was such a sweet gesture. rufus’ death. . . i didn’t feel anything? is that bad? idk it was like we know he died because that’s the entire premise, but maybe there was a chance he didn’t? and my mind was playing it off as him being the exception?

overall, it was a good book! it’s a good reminder to live your life. we’re both lucky and unlucky in the sense that we don’t have to live our last day full of paranoia about dying (something i felt a lot for them), but we also don’t get the heads up and we don’t know when our last day will be.

now i’m going to go cry :,)

[undersxcorevee]

They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

feb 17, 2021 - page 36 

i know what if it’s us had the same alternating chapters for both characters but it’s driving me insane with this book! i also don’t really like rufus? i’m not entirely sure why, but he’s just not really there for me right now. i do hope this changes bc i reaaaally want to like him ugHHH

[undersxcorevee]

march 15, 2021 - part two

these updates will be random points that would only be understood if you’ve read the book, but i’ll also do an overall reaction? let’s get to iiittt

waaait necro? as in… as in that? i am uncomfy.

also mateo is getting that one app - The Last Friend - so now i’m wondering if that’s how the and ruf meet? hmm. (i read the synopsis hehe oops)

A SERIAL KILLER???! UM THIS IS SO WILD

he skipped the orientation? why do i feel like this is important

UH OH RUFUS IS IN TROUBLEEE

am i dumb? bc i had no idea what bks was…

i am sooo glad that conversation is over (x2)

“nobodies can’t make someone feel all of that”

peck… honey… the police?

OHMYGOD RUFUS GOT PHILLY TOO

IT’S. HAPPENING.

a fellow bisexual

“not his dick, exactly.” IM CRYING

part two </3

i want to keep reading! i didn’t like rufus at first but he’s slowly growing on me. my sister is moving away in may and the part about goodbyes being the most possible impossibles nearly broke me. it’s sad, it makes me feel anxious, but it’s comforting to know that they’re not alone anymore

[undersxcorevee]

march 16, 2021 - 179

it’s andrea from mateo’s call!

“she does it well.” well would mean you don’t mix up the names?

i’m so paranoid they’re gonna get die at the subway station even though i’m not even halfway through the book

i’m trying not to cry… saying goodbye to his dad is going to be the thing that breaks meee

THE HOMELESS MAN HUGGED HIM

delilah’s gonna die doing homework, huh?

there was a line, “i’m at the finish line, but i never ran the race” and i had to put the book down. i have severe social anxiety and there is an abundance of things i backed out of doing bc of it… aaNyways, it’s so good! i’ve reached the halfway point! it’s getting better and i’m really enjoying it. the goodbyes keep getting me and i hate them. i don’t know if i’ll survive the ending

[undersxcorevee]

march 17, 2021 -

that list of things going extinct scared me

THE TRAIN STOPPED UH OHHHH

“my last friend is here for the long run” IM CRYING

delilah straight up almost just died um

part 3 </33

this part took a couple of breaks to get through bc wow it’s getting closer to the end! i’m definitely not ready for it. i teared up a bit when i got to the part where they saw mateo’s grave. only 141 pages left :(

[undersxcorevee]

march 19, 2021 - 298

A HOMEMADE BOMB?

i want some nyc postcards!

THEYRE NEAR THE GYM GUYS PLEASE MOVEEE

if damien and peck are the reason that rufus dies then i am going to lose it

they have a gun. . . :)

oh rufus is gonna regret posting that picture of clints graveyard

part 4 </3333

[undersxcorevee]

They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

feb 17, 2021 - page 36 

i know what if it’s us had the same alternating chapters for both characters but it’s driving me insane with this book! i also don’t really like rufus? i’m not entirely sure why, but he’s just not really there for me right now. i do hope this changes bc i reaaaally want to like him ugHHH

[undersxcorevee]

march 15, 2021 - part two

these updates will be random points that would only be understood if you’ve read the book, but i’ll also do an overall reaction? let’s get to iiittt

waaait necro? as in… as in that? i am uncomfy.

also mateo is getting that one app - The Last Friend - so now i’m wondering if that’s how the and ruf meet? hmm. (i read the synopsis hehe oops)

A SERIAL KILLER???! UM THIS IS SO WILD

he skipped the orientation? why do i feel like this is important

UH OH RUFUS IS IN TROUBLEEE

am i dumb? bc i had no idea what bks was…

i am sooo glad that conversation is over (x2)

“nobodies can’t make someone feel all of that”

peck… honey… the police?

OHMYGOD RUFUS GOT PHILLY TOO

IT’S. HAPPENING.

a fellow bisexual

“not his dick, exactly.” IM CRYING

part two </3

i want to keep reading! i didn’t like rufus at first but he’s slowly growing on me. my sister is moving away in may and the part about goodbyes being the most possible impossibles nearly broke me. it’s sad, it makes me feel anxious, but it’s comforting to know that they’re not alone anymore

[undersxcorevee]

march 16, 2021 - 179

it’s andrea from mateo’s call!

“she does it well.” well would mean you don’t mix up the names?

i’m so paranoid they’re gonna get die at the subway station even though i’m not even halfway through the book

i’m trying not to cry… saying goodbye to his dad is going to be the thing that breaks meee

THE HOMELESS MAN HUGGED HIM

delilah’s gonna die doing homework, huh?

there was a line, “i’m at the finish line, but i never ran the race” and i had to put the book down. i have severe social anxiety and there is an abundance of things i backed out of doing bc of it… aaNyways, it’s so good! i’ve reached the halfway point! it’s getting better and i’m really enjoying it. the goodbyes keep getting me and i hate them. i don’t know if i’ll survive the ending

[undersxcorevee]

march 17, 2021 -

that list of things going extinct scared me

THE TRAIN STOPPED UH OHHHH

“my last friend is here for the long run” IM CRYING

delilah straight up almost just died um

part 3 </33

this part took a couple of breaks to get through bc wow it’s getting closer to the end! i’m definitely not ready for it. i teared up a bit when i got to the part where they saw mateo’s grave. only 141 pages left :(

[undersxcorevee]

They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

feb 17, 2021 - page 36 

i know what if it’s us had the same alternating chapters for both characters but it’s driving me insane with this book! i also don’t really like rufus? i’m not entirely sure why, but he’s just not really there for me right now. i do hope this changes bc i reaaaally want to like him ugHHH

[undersxcorevee]

march 15, 2021 - part two

these updates will be random points that would only be understood if you’ve read the book, but i’ll also do an overall reaction? let’s get to iiittt

waaait necro? as in… as in that? i am uncomfy.

also mateo is getting that one app - The Last Friend - so now i’m wondering if that’s how the and ruf meet? hmm. (i read the synopsis hehe oops)

A SERIAL KILLER???! UM THIS IS SO WILD

he skipped the orientation? why do i feel like this is important

UH OH RUFUS IS IN TROUBLEEE

am i dumb? bc i had no idea what bks was…

i am sooo glad that conversation is over (x2)

“nobodies can’t make someone feel all of that”

peck… honey… the police?

OHMYGOD RUFUS GOT PHILLY TOO

IT’S. HAPPENING.

a fellow bisexual

“not his dick, exactly.” IM CRYING

part two </3

i want to keep reading! i didn’t like rufus at first but he’s slowly growing on me. my sister is moving away in may and the part about goodbyes being the most possible impossibles nearly broke me. it’s sad, it makes me feel anxious, but it’s comforting to know that they’re not alone anymore

[undersxcorevee]

march 16, 2021 - 179

it’s andrea from mateo’s call!

“she does it well.” well would mean you don’t mix up the names?

i’m so paranoid they’re gonna get die at the subway station even though i’m not even halfway through the book

i’m trying not to cry. . . saying goodbye to his dad is going to be the thing that breaks meee

THE HOMELESS MAN HUGGED HIM

delilah’s gonna die doing homework, huh?

there was a line, “i’m at the finish line, but i never ran the race” and i had to put the book down. i have severe social anxiety and there is an abundance of things i backed out of doing bc of it. . . aaNyways, it’s so good! i’ve reached the halfway point! it’s getting better and i’m really enjoying it. the goodbyes keep getting me and i hate them. i don’t know if i’ll survive the ending

[undersxcorevee]

They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

feb 17, 2021 - page 36 

i know what if it’s us had the same alternating chapters for both characters but it’s driving me insane with this book! i also don’t really like rufus? i’m not entirely sure why, but he’s just not really there for me right now. i do hope this changes bc i reaaaally want to like him ugHHH

[undersxcorevee]

march 15, 2021 - part two

these updates will be random points that would only be understood if you’ve read the book, but i’ll also do an overall reaction? let’s get to iiittt

waaait necro? as in. . . as in that? i am uncomfy.

also mateo is getting that one app - The Last Friend - so now i’m wondering if that’s how the and ruf meet? hmm. (i read the synopsis hehe oops)

A SERIAL KILLER???! UM THIS IS SO WILD

he skipped the orientation? why do i feel like this is important

UH OH RUFUS IS IN TROUBLEEE

am i dumb? bc i had no idea what bks was. . .

i am sooo glad that conversation is over (x2)

“nobodies can’t make someone feel all of that”

peck. . . honey. . . the police?

OHMYGOD RUFUS GOT PHILLY TOO

IT’S. HAPPENING.

a fellow bisexual

“not his dick, exactly.” IM CRYING

part two </3

i want to keep reading! i didn’t like rufus at first but he’s slowly growing on me. my sister is moving away in may and the part about goodbyes being the most possible impossibles nearly broke me. it’s sad, it makes me feel anxious, but it’s comforting to know that they’re not alone anymore

[undersxcorevee]

They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

feb 17, 2021 - page 36 

i know what if it’s us had the same alternating chapters for both characters but it’s driving me insane with this book! i also don’t really like rufus? i’m not entirely sure why, but he’s just not really there for me right now. i do hope this changes bc i reaaaally want to like him ugHHH

[undersxcorevee]

They Both Die At The End - Adam Silvera

i gotta say, i read ‘What If It’s Us’ by adam silvera and becky albertalli and it took a little while to get through, but i really enjoyed it and i thought i’d give adam more of a solo chance. this one looked really interesting so i’m excited to give it a shot!

[undersxcorevee]

just another reading blog

hi <3 

i’d like to introduce myself! my name is vanessa, i’m 21 and i am trying to get into reading once again! i grew up with a fascination with books and their worlds and characters. my mental health in middle school tore me from all of that, and i would love to get back into it. this blog is to keep me. . . accountable(?) for my goal. i’ll read a book, tell you my thoughts as i go!

i’d love it if you could recommend any book that you’d like to see my opinions on :D i do have a bookshelf of tbr so we have a few for quite some time.