If i had a nickel for every time an Adam Silvera death cast book fucked me up id have 3 nickels.
Which isnt much and its not even fucking surprising it happened three times
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If i had a nickel for every time an Adam Silvera death cast book fucked me up id have 3 nickels.
Which isnt much and its not even fucking surprising it happened three times
. . . . they really both died at the end. huh.
Going from finishing They Both Die At the End to listening to TMAGP 30 has not been very good for my psyche. Anyways here's some art of a certain in-story Instagram post from TBDATE
Speedpaint and sketch below the cut:
Mateo and Rufus being each other’s island, Orion and Valentino being each other’s hearts, Paz and Alano being each other’s shield, i’m actually going to never recover from them
three weeks ago i started reading a random book i’d bought for cheap at a second hand bookstore. i didn’t think much of they both die at the end at first, just thought it would be a way to pass the time. three weeks later ive finished the survivor wants to die at the end and im crashing out over paz and alano. wtf
anyways the they both die at the end series is actually so good. ik it isn’t for everyone but i literally couldn’t put any of the books down im obsessed and will immediately reread. they all have a special place in my heart and are giving me inspiration to drag myself out of artistic burnout. before i start any actual fanart i knew i had to draw refs for the characters. this is pretty much exactly how they all looked in my head. i tried to keep it as accurate to the books as possible but i may have still missed some details, so i apologize for that
rufus died while listening to the video of mateo singing for him btw if u even care
I’ve decided. I’m writing a They Both Die At The End x Marauders fanfic.
haven’t been able to focus all day because i’ve wondering why mateo decided that making tea was a good idea