Under Update (not officially back)
Hello everyone!
Long time no chat! I'm not officially back on tumblr, but funny enough I just saw the 5H reunion only 2 days ago by accident, came on here afterwards and saw some people have missed having me around. So I feel like I owe you all an update on what's been going on the past 5.5 months!
It's a long-ish update as I'm still working on my side project and maneuvering myself through life so I don't think I'll be able to be back on here regularly for a while.
Let's get started!
The main reason I left tumblr was because of my side project. The tumblr community is great and I've been on here since 2017. It's helped me feel connected to people who share the same interests as me. At the end of 2024, some of you may have seen my post about 2024 and one of my issues was not being confident enough to just step out and do stuff that I know I should do. So in 2025, specifically March 2025, I decided to just start my side project. I don't know if it's going to amount to anything, but it's been AMAZING so far just going through the process of doing it and seeing it come together. It takes a lot of time though which is why I couldn't commit to being on tumblr regularly anymore. I know some of you were disappointed at my absence, but I hope you understand!
Another thing I wrote about in my post about 2024 was needing a miracle. And none of you should ever sleep on miracles happening because something crazy happened less than a month after I got off tumblr. You all know how I research the music industry a ton and go deeper than just what the media presents us. So wouldn't it be cool if I actually met someone legit who could verify that there is a world that exists that we don't know about? Well, miracles happen and this one turned out way better than I could've ever imagined. I can't give names or record label details, but what I can tell you is that I'm now friends with an artist who had a huge hit song and toured with One Direction back in the 2010s. I've also connected with the president of the record label this artist is at and the amount of knowledge about the music industry they have is ASTOUNDING. What I can tell you is that we are NOT delusional. The music industry has a whole other level to it that the fans and general public do not see or widely have knowledge about. What the media spews out to us is highly curated to create a certain response from the general public and fans.
Blackpink in my area! I went to their concert in Toronto in July and it was UNBELIEAVABLE. I had the time of my life! I danced and sang like no one was watching me. It means a lot to feel represented by 4 Asian women who have somehow cracked all odds and become the highest charting and selling girl group globally of all time. They've even surpassed BTS in the Kpop realm when you combine their group accomplishments with their solo accomplishment. I never thought I would live to see the day. And now with the surge of Kpop Demon Hunters starring 6 Asian women (speaking and singing voices) taking over as the #1 watched movie on Netflix from another movie that held the spot for over 3 years, it truly is a time to be alive.
Which leads me to 5H. That reunion was everything! 7 years in the making. Their vocals. Wow. Time and maturity has done them well! There will be an OT5 reunion in the future. I can just feel it in my veins. It's going to happen. It's just a matter of time. But what a way to make a comeback. I kept saying to myself that this has to be the year because girl groups are on fire and a lot of groups that disbanded or went on hiatus are making comebacks. And lo and behold, they surprised all of us!
I've been watching Camila out of the corner of my eye and I really do get the feeling she's headed in the right direction. This tour has rejuvenated her and seeing fans from countries she's never been to line up in droves to see her proves to us and her label that her market is still out there. It may not be the US anymore. I still 100% believe Camry is PR and it has died down dramatically as her re-recognition as a solo artist has grown significantly over the past few months. And with the 5H reunion, that has boosted her again into the limelight even though she didn't actually reunite with them. All the good vibes are there and people want to see OT5. Everything is starting to fall into place. And yes, even after all this time, I still believe the Camren boat is afloat. I think more than ever right now.
Which leads me to still not getting over the fact that Camila and Becky Armstrong met at PFW. I cannot tell you how many Thai GL edits on TikTok have Camila's songs as their background music. And then Bangkok got to see Camila perform live for the very first time last month. Such a full circle moment in that regard.
Yes, I am still watching Thai GLs. Currently watching Only You and just finished Harmony Secret. Watching this industry grow and the actresses get better and better with every series has been a pleasure. They're building something that didn't even exist 3 years ago into something that people can relate and connect to. And the greatest part is that they know the responsibility they carry. That's what I find the most intriguing besides the storylines. The actresses know what this means for the LGBTQ+ community. They take their jobs seriously and many of them are even a part of the community themselves. And that's why I think they resonate so much globally. Every series is in Thai which is not a popular language by any means, but somehow people are finding community and representation through these stories like they've never experienced before and that truly is something to be cherished and supported.
I think I've covered everything I usually ramble on about. My asks inbox will still remain closed, but if you want to comment on this post, I will attempt to check it every once in a while.
Hope everyone is doing well! And if you aren't, please know that there's tomorrow. Anything can happen tomorrow. Just give yourself a chance to get there. I did. And I can tell you that it gets better. Even if it takes 100 tomorrows.
Love always,
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