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An undisclosed,  unintentional representation, of a mellow soul

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I can't hold my liquor But I keep a good attitude 'Cause it's alright, some enchanted night I'll be with you"

Elliot Smith

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Lower the Heavens 

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5-4

love wins. 

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Perspective of the night

Is late night though, but if one night, you realize that you are enjoying a precious, and scarce instance. Therefore, I want to share an idea that came after one of those shiny moments. Best soundtrack for the before mentioned  lonely joyful (what an ugly word)  nights. Continuum by John Mayer.

To begin with, what an amazing, soulful, full of blue, and grey album. It mixed everything so well; from R&B bluesy,sound to pop, rock, to blues, to jazz, to soul sound. Is so well crafted, I admire the perfection. Then the lyrics are brilliant. That slow is smooth; smooth is fast  sound is magical again. It blends with the peaceful night, a night that someone looks after years of solitude and unhappiness. This magical night is full of grace, as Continuum.

Continuum goes with all the moods, and emotions. It has an anthem; the sexiest song ever, about carnal passions, and idealization; temptations and redemptions; an alarming realization of the worlds morals; a song for appreciation of the life; a song about the opposition, the vultures; an invitation about growing up, and accepting your faith; a broken relationship going south; an energetic explanation of yourself; a cheesy song, about a common feeling; a song that invites you to comeback, “a melancholic hope”; a vain song about a break up; and as a bonus, saying what you want to say, even if is lame as this text, but I need to say it.

John Mayer is a genius, he made the closest album for perfection, and make me enjoy my night with the most fitting soundtrack.

Just say what you need to say.

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James Dean studying his script, 1955 © Bob Willoughby

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Lilac Wine

There is a song that I cannot possibly get out of my head. It is in the axis of my mind which overrides any command I send to my brain, to shut down a thought; a thought of a song, a song that awakes a feeling, a song which is the foundation of a feeling in my soul. A blue bittersweet feeling, that question myself, and ask “is this really worth it?, is this mutual?” 

I wish there was a way that I can change the molecular, or inner working of the feelings; they are apparently not organic, but mystical, but I feel unsteady, like my love.

Lilac Wine.

I lost myself on a cool damp night Gave myself in that misty light Was hypnotized by a strange delight Under a lilac tree I made wine from the lilac tree Put my heart in its recipe It makes me see what I want to see and be what I want to be When I think more than I want to think Do things I never should do I drink much more that I ought to drink Because (it) brings me back you... Lilac wine is sweet and heady, like my love Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, like my love Listen to me... I cannot see clearly Isn't that she coming to me nearly here? Lilac wine is sweet and heady where's my love? Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, where's my love? Listen to me, why is everything so hazy? Isn't that she, or am I just going crazy, dear? Lilac Wine, I feel unready for my love...

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Big Jay McNeely performing at LA circa 1951. Photograph by Bob Willoughby

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"I wrote this song while lying, listening to the telephone in my apartment... but she never called."

Jeff Buckley

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Textpectation is one of the most beautiful, and excruciating feeling in life. I wonder how many people had suffer anxiety attacks from it?

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Sittin' here resting my bones And this loneliness won't leave me alone

Otis Redding

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Runaway Galaxy

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Who says I can't get stoned Plan a trip to Japan alone Doesn't matter if I even go

John Mayer

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feeling broken when doubts are crossing the soul's faith; when the corners of minds are showing the insecurities that were hiding behind the momentary thoughts of happiness. And still, there is a sad hope that never goes away.

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All Mighty

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What happens to a Dream Deferred?

Langston Hughes