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Rheanna — 20 — lost

[unearthed-sadness-blog]

I wish i could get away from me too

[unearthed-sadness-blog]

I hate you

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Just when i think I’m okay, everything comes back and hits me like a ton of bricks. We miss you.

[honeysuggestion]

i crave your sleepy kisses and the feeling of your skin against mine as we drift off asleep.

[cupid-in-love]

I crave all of you.

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]

Book Recommendation: No One Ever Asked by Katie Ganshert

[protect-and-love-animals]

My two favorites things in the world cozy cats and fall vibes 

[unearthed-sadness-blog]

The last step

Letting go.

[minuty]

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So many emotions..

[extramadness]

[poemswords]

[poems-and-word]

[ihateiu]

[at0micl0ve]

[rosespell]

[unearthed-sadness-blog]

The thing is, i don’t know why i do the things i do. I don’t know if I’m just permanently fucked up. I don’t know why i drive myself crazy thinking about and wanting people who don’t want me. I don’t know why i still have so much faith in my parents, like maybe one day they won’t have that relapse again, even though it always happens. I don’t know why it hurts worse every single time my dad goes back to jail, or my mom is so fucked up she doesn’t even know what day it is. I don’t know why I’m so scared of being alone, or if I’ll ever have enough courage to face this world independently. I don’t know i don’t know i don’t know. But i do know that my heart hurts, my heart physically and emotionally hurts. I can’t think of a time when i was genuinely happy with every aspect of my life all at the same time, happy in my relationship, happy in my work place, happy in my financial state. Does that kind of happiness even exist?

[moisturiser]

im crying my best